Khanza and Gracio

3. Let go of longing

Private house in the morning.

After performing the dawn prayer, Rafa again took his wife to bed. Although Ara repeatedly refused. But Rafa forced her by forcibly lifting her body to the bed.

"I still miss you, baby! I want my one-month leave to Australia."

Ara gawking. Then look at him sour.

"Aren't you tired?"

"No...! I told you, you are my strength, my spirit." replied Rafa smiling.

Ara hissed annoyed.

"Remember the age of the brother, the child is already on big. It's still not gone."

Rafa chuckled at hearing that.

With a quick movement he climbed onto his wife's body and charged back. Do love again like last night until this woman really droops helplessly. Although last night had released the longing by doing it until two in the morning, Rafa still misses his wife's body that is like opium to him. He would never be bored with this beauty in front of him. He adored his wife's beautiful body.

An hour more passed.

"Sister, I'm going to the bathroom" said Ara weakly.

"Benth sweetheart....! Leave it like this for a moment!" said Rafa hugged the body of Ara who was above his body while kissing the top of his head. Because honestly he misses his wife very much.

"Later the child here. Especially Rara. That kid loves to come in without a beat!"

"The door is locked, baby! They won't be able to get in!"

"The pin code is known to them!"

"I replaced it last night. They must know us! They're not kids anymore!

"Rara is still innocent, different from her three brothers!"

"And still we have to wake up. I want to see them. Also go to the kitchen to check the food cooked by the chef! You have to go to the office too, right? it's 7."

It should be seven o'clock like this they've gathered at the dinner table.

"Please brother.I want to see my son!" Ara was upset because her husband was embracing her. She tried to get out of her husband's arms.

Rafa relents. He immediately lifted his wife into the bathroom without uniting their bodies.

The two soak in a bathtub, facing each other with a plain body covered by foam to the chest. Ara sat on Rafa's lap shaving her husband's mustache and beard. While in Australia Rafa never shaved his mustache and beard.

He just wanted Ara to clean his face. It was like that before.

Ara did it with heart and tried to focus while holding all the feelings due to the act of the careless hands of her husband spread to the sensitive body parts.

Ara repeatedly brushed her hand. But that hand is back creeping mischievously. Finally Ara let her by holding her all her heart to not let out a cry that would provoke her husband's passion. Because honestly, she is no longer able to serve her husband anymore.

"Sister....!"

"Hmmm....!" rafa rem's reply is literate enjoying his own touch on his wife's body.

"I want to say something."

Rafa opened his closed eyes. His eyes were immediately drawn with some red marks around his wife's chest and neck. His face immediately smiled seeing the results of his work.

"What dear?" ask her without stopping touching and playing on her favorite fruit. The fruit remains strong.

Because after their children stop breastfeeding at the age of two, Ara diligently do body care. Hence the body remains beautiful and toned even though their children have grown up.

"It's about Rara....!" said Ara holding her back.

"Rara?" reset Rafa.

Ara nodded slowly.

The two stared at each other.

"What's wrong with her?"

"The school had a long vacation. He wanted to use his vacation by going to Europe" Ara said slowly.

"What is ngizinin's sister?" ask Ara.

"Non't you yourself? is your heart willing to let him go far away alone abroad?" Rafa asked back. Because he knew Ara could not stand far away and parted too long with her son. So their four children were canceled continuing to school abroad on the grounds they were still small and could not be independent. Though the real wife is not able to bear to part. Even when asked to choose between husband and child, Ara instead prefers to be far away from her but not with her children.

Ara breathed heavily. He put down the shaver.

"He kept forcing. For the first time he asked for this! All this time Rara always refused when we invited her abroad. And now he himself asks. While I'm heavy taking it off!" said sad.

Rafa held her face softly.

"Darling, our children are not children anymore. They're already big. You should start learning and getting used to it without them. Someday they'll leave us to live with their partner!" he said slowly while looking into his wife's wet eyes.

Ara couldn't bear to cry.

Her tears are flowing.

Her husband is right.

When Cia confided in him, his heart became sad and his thoughts continued. It means that soon Cia will get married and will go with her husband. Leaving him, leaving them all behind.

Cia though not her son, but she already considered the girl like her own biological daughter just like Rara.

Because all this time, Cia was closer to herself than her birth mother Nesa.

Rafa wiped away her tears, then immediately hugged her.

"Darling...don't cry! Rara's gonna be good there. We have several houses there, hotel villas, apartments and others. Rara chose to live where. There are servants who will accompany and serve him."

Rafa took off his embrace, looking gently at his wife's face.

"There's Cio there too. Rara can stay at her house. Cio will take care of him. Without being asked, her brother would definitely take good care of her. It's just that Cio is now in Australia. But if we say Rara's in Europe, she's definitely going back to Europe."

Ara looked at her husband.

"But does Rara want to stay with Cio? we know Rara hates Cio. It's been 12 years since the hatred has gone. Rara did not even want to see and meet Cio again! Her mouth never mentioned Cio's name and asked her brother. I'm sure Rara must have forgotten about Cio and not remembered him anymore" said Ara staring fixedly at her husband's face.

Rafa took a heavy breath.

Rara hated her nephew. Because of her hatred for Cio, Rara did not want to use the name Khanza given to her.... Khanza Ghaniya Artawijaya's. He hated the name and replaced it with Rara.

Even the people of the house also get angry when they still call him by that name.... Khanzas.

Previously the two were very good relations like brother and sister. Sincere love and affection between them as brothers.

But everything was lost after a bad incident happened to Cio when he was in the third grade of Junior High. The incident that made Cio Amnesia.

Cio's lost memory keeps him from knowing Khanza anymore. The habit of those who are always in touch by phone at all times no longer exists. It makes little Khanza sulk and angry at Cio. He thought Cio didn't love him anymore. Khanza who was a child at that time did not know so much, including the name Amnesia. Khanza was in second grade in SD.

Every time he waited for a call from his brother but never called. Until finally he gave up hope no longer able to talk to his brother. He thought Cio had forgotten about him.

A few months later, Cio's memory began to recover. Cio began to remember his little brother, Khanza. But after seeing his ugly face, Cio was too embarrassed to call let alone face to face with Khanza on the phone. The bad incident not only claimed his memory, but also made his face deformed and look sinister. He thinks Khanza would be afraid to see him. Since then he has not contacted Khanza. He can only see Khanza secretly, letting go of his longing for the girl through their help and also through CCTV footage posted on his Daddy's private home.

While Khanza who already knew Cio had recovered his memory, contacted his brother again. I hope Cio remembers him. But unfortunately Cio said he didn't know her. This made Khanza even more sad and disappointed. He hates Cio. And the hatred was even greater after seeing Cio's insta story in one of Cia's sosmed accounts.

Cio was hugging a little girl with a happy smile and said that the little boy was his beloved sister.

Khanza thought Cio had forgotten about it because of the little boy. Cio has got a new sister, Cio is not dear and does not consider himself a sister anymore.

For a few days Khanza cried not even going to school.

Khanza's hatred is growing.

He did not want to be called Khanza Ghaniya Artawijaya again and changed his name to Rara Artawijaya.

And until this moment, 12 years have passed the two are no longer related.

And that hatred was still in his heart.

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