
"Lord, may I ask why you put love in my heart if it ends up ending everything.
who should I blame if I go crazy for loving her so much.
his loss made the direction in my life unmoved.
I'm just a normal human being who doesn't have the strength I'm fragile without."
kanaya
in a very foreign place, he walked alone to enjoy the beautiful scenery that he had never seen.
the splashing sounds of water and the singing of birds make the atmosphere so natural.
" where am I." said Naya.
naya resumed her steps....
" naya dear.." call a woman.
naya is shocked by the voice calling her name and tries to figure out where it came from.
naya saw a white light before her
naya could not see so clearly who was calling out to her because the light was so blinding to the eyes.
naya did not want to give up she was curious who called her so she continued walking through the white light before her.
" aunty beautiful.." said naya lirih.
beautiful aunt smiling...
naya immediately ran to hug a beautiful aunt.
" hey.why are you crying." said aunty beautifully.
" naya kangen aunty." said spoiled naya.
" aunty also misses the same naya." said aunty beautifully.
" aunty... This is where..???? tanya Naya looked around her.
" it's aunt's house dear." said aunty beautifully.
" whataa...aunty house." said naya surprised.
" it means that naya is in heaven now" said Naya.
beautiful aunt just smiling hearing the word plain naya.
" why are you here.??? tanya aunty lovely.
naya instead of answering she looked down and cried.
" what sean did naughty.." said aunty beautifully.
naya was crying...
" hey..don't cry." said aunty beautifully raised naya's chin and wiped away naya's tears.
" come here." said aunty beautifully invite naya to sit on a bench overlooking a very beautiful waterfall.
" listen dear.The journey in life is nothing as easy as turning the palm of the hand..every journey in love there will be a storm that one day greet.at that time the strength of our love will be tested." said aunty beautifully.
" what is the power of your love is only that limited." said aunty beautifully staring at naya.
naya also stared at the beautiful aunt.
" but aunt.tuan sean doubted naya's love." said naya.
" dear.." said aunty beautifully grasping naya's hand.
" if sean doubts your love, you shouldn't go." said aunty beautifully.
" but mr. sean himself told naya to go.even mister sean did rough with nay.." said naya.
" do you still love sean..??? tanya aunty lovely.
" until now nay always loved mister sean aunt.." said naya.
" because it's.come back not yet when you are here." said aunty beautifully.
" but aunt...!!!! naya.
" believe me if your love is sincere God will not stay silent." said aunty beautifully.
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" sir naya......
" sister naya....
there was a faint sound of a girl's voice in Naya's ear.
" mom...kak naya began to realize ma'am." said a girl who looked very excited to her mother.
now the naya is lying weakly on a bed made only of woven bamboo without a comfortable soft mattress.
" ehh.." the voice of youhan naya who just realized from her long sleep.
" thank God.nona was conscious." said a middle-aged woman.
naya still looked dazed and looked at everything around her.
a room that looks very worn and all the walls are made of only worn bamboo matting.
" where am I...???? naya.
" miss is at home now." said the mother.
naya stared so intensely at the mother.
" lady forgot.mom is a scavenger who at that time miss please.name aminah mother." said ma aminah.
" sister forgot me...???? said a girl who arrived and sat next to Naya.
naya looked at the boy and tried to remember him...
" sifa.sifa.." said naya.
" sister already remembered.." said sifa happily.
" mother found the lady by the river what exactly happened."????? ask aminah.
naya is silent...
there were sobs and tears could no longer be wept...
" if you don't want to tell a story it's okay." said ma'am Aminah.
" where's the lady's house." asked Aminah.
naya shakes...
" mother will take the lady home." said ma Aminah again.
bu Aminah is increasingly confused with naya because naya just shook her head every time she was asked by ma Aminah.
" nay...can't go home ma'am." said Naya staring at bu aminah.
ms. Aminah is confused as to what the word naya means.
" but why...??? ask aminah.
for a moment naya fell silent...
aminah holds naya's hand...
" the mother does not know what problems the lady is facing but the lady must be strong and strong for the sake of the girl's child." said Aminah.
" dh...!!!!!!
" son...????????? naya surprised.
" yes.the child in the womb miss." said ma Aminah.
" nay.ha.mil." said naya in a trembling voice.
" yes.." said ma'am aminah.
" miss didn't know that missus was pregnant.???" ask aminah.
naya shakes...
the crying is getting broken..
" mister..i am pregnant." naya's mind holds her stomach still flat.
" what should I do without the master now." inner naya.
" mady must rest a lot because said the midwife who examined the lady yesterday the content of the miss is very weak" said ma'am aminah.
" weak.." said Naya staring at bu Aminah.
" yes.." said ma'am aminah.
" yes now miss rest first yes." said ma Aminah about to leave.
" mom.." said Naya holding the hand of ma Aminah.
" nay..had no destination can nay stay here with mom and sifa." said naya sadly.
aminah sat down and looked at Naya..
" but miss.see mother's house is very ugly.nona does not deserve to live in a place like this." said ma Aminah.
" lady rich people who are used to living luxury miss will not be able to live the lives of poor people like us" said Aminah.
" nay.same as mother and sifa.the rich husband nay.." said naya.
" all right if that's what you want, miss." said ma'am Aminah.
" mrs.please don't call nay with the call of miss" said naya.
" just call nay.." said Naya again.
" but.." said ma Aminah cut off because naya stared at her.
" all right..nay." said ma'am aminah.
naya is smiling....
" yes already nay rest yes.mom want to cook." said ma Aminah.
" well ma'am.." said naya back lying down.
in his face the sky of the house sky is very outdated and also filled with profit nests in every corner.
" mister.i miss the master" inner naya.
" what am I capable of living life without you." naya inner again.
" i have to be strong.for the sake of my son." naya's mind keeps stroking her stomach.
" mother must be strong darling.for your sake." inner naya to the child in the womb.
" brother naya.." call sifa to naya.
" sifa.." said Naya woke up from the fall.
"sister naya is healthy...????sifa.
naya nodded and smiled....
" sifa is worried about kak naya because kak naya sleeps a long time" said plain sifa.
naya looks astonished...
" how long do you sleep" asked Naya.
" how much yes.." said sifa confused.
" one week." said ma'am Aminah who arrived.
" whataa..one week." said naya surprised.
" yes.mother is very worried about your presence.mother wants to take you to the doctor but mother does not have money.so mother told the nearest midwife to check your presence every day" said bu Aminah.
" pardon nay.ya bu already troublesome mother and sifa." said naya.
" it's okay." said ma'am Aminah.
" yes we already eat yes.mom has cooked but mother can cook the village cuisine." said bu Aminah.
" it's okay ma'am.nay likes all food" said naya smiling.
now naya bu aminah and sifa are sitting on a worn mat....
" i'm sorry you can only prepare food like this" said Aminah.
" hore..today sifa can eat the same tempe and fish" said happy sifa.
" the usual sifa if you eat only use kak salt if you do not use crackers" said plain sifa.
naya was surprised and looked at Aminah.
" this is how we go to eat a day only we are very difficult" said ma Aminah.
naya smiles....
" let's eat this good you know." Naya told sifa.
" come..kak." said sifa.
ma Aminah smiled looking at the familiarity of naya and sifa.
" you good woman naya.may happiness always be with you." inwardly ma'am aminah looked at naya's face.
" mama.ayo eat." said Naya who saw aminah daydreaming.
" i.iya.." said ma Aminah.
seriate....