
Arriving Ruswan and Kanaya fi Riswan room, Riswan immediately contacted his employees to bring food to his room for two irang and drinks as well.
"How are you doing ... ?" riswan asked after a long silence.
"I'm well Brother, Brother how is he ?" ask Kanaya
"As you can see" said Riswan smiling at Kanaya with his indescribable gaze.
"Why did you do this ... ? What is the lack of Sapphira in the eyes of sister ?" kanaya said straight to the point.
"It's not hard to hurt her too deeply, you don't know what it's like to be hurt by an unrequited feeling" Kanaya said
Instantly Riswan's smile vanished from Kanaya's sight. Riswan was silent for a moment and then he looked back at Kanaya.
"I know all that flavor, Jay. The sense of where Safira was feeling I knew how it felt, which is why I did it to her"
"How can I pretend to love her, nay. lest it be more painful for Safira, I've said from the beginning, if I can't give my heart to her, but ... he forced, then ... it's my fault where, if my heart can't open the door for him ... ? I am a man who does not know himself and does not know profit, the readers swear me that I regret having rejected Safira's love, but .. if I keep lying to his feelings, I'm not going to be a bastard, I know .. I hurt his heart" Riswan said
"Yes, the reason big brother can't open brother's heart to his is what ... ? she's beautiful, smart, rich, what else do I owe her ... ?" kanaya asks Riswan, the man who has rejected the charm of a Sapphira
"The reason is you" said Riswan who made Kanaya surprised, as in a lightning strike in broad daylight.
"I ... ?" wonder of Kanaya
"Yes, you, you are the only reason why I can't open my heart to other women, including Sapphira, and Sapphira knows that, you loved you from the past to the present, Safira knows that, but she still wants me to love her, Nay, I also want to forget you, forget my love for you, but my heart can't, do you think ... I like to see Sapphira crying ... ? No, he's a good hadith, even too good, he's too perfect for a guy like me" Riswan told Kanaya, who was still silent and still looked surprised
"Why did I .. big brother love me long ago ... ?" ask Kanaya
"Yes, before you turn beautiful like this, I already love you so much, I don't even want to see any woman but you" Riswan said
"So ... That's why Uncle and Aunt told me that ... ?" kanaya asked as she remembered what were the words spoken by both of Riswan's parents at that time.
"Yes, my parents know how I feel, only they blame you for all the feelings I feel" Riswan said.
Kanaya fell silent, why is this so ... ? Why Sapphira never told him about this, why ..why when Kanaya wanted to fight for the feelings of her best friend even her who was the cause of the destruction of Safira's feelings.
Kanaya fell silent, she could not accept everything Riswan had said.
"Could you accept Sapphira for my sake ... ?" ask Kanaya
"It will hurt Safira more later, Nay" said Riswan
Kanaya fell silent again, she did not know what to say and what else to do, why so, that's what Kanaya always said in her heart.
When Kanaya was silent because of her thoughts, Ruswan with his gaze on Kanaya, the sound of knocking on the door made Riswan realized but not with Kanaya, he was still daydreaming.
"You go out, Nay .. drink first" Riswan said, giving Kanaya a glass of juice. Of course all that was seen by his employees, and togetherness became a trending rumor in the company this time.
"I'm sorry for hurting the feelings of your best friend Safira, a good girl, she'll get a much better man than me" Riswan said as he got near Kanaya's car.
"Right, I'll make sure, Safira gets a much better man than big brother, then ... what about big brother ... ? will you stay in place, letting me be in guilt for Sapphira ?" ask Kanaya
"Alright, then I go home first, I'm sorry" said Kanaya who went straight into her car.
The driver started the engine and left Riswan's company.
Riswan is hurt to see the sad look on Kanaya's face, then what about Safira ... ? and also what about Kanaya who now feels guilty about everything Safira feels. Kanaya had not expected to get that confession from Riswan at this time. He who wants Riswan to regret what he did to Sapphira, in fact he who now feels covered by guilt. Shadows of laughter and happiness fluttered in Kanaya's memory.
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"What is my wife doing there ... ?" tanya Ilyas could not believe what Kanaya's private driver had reported
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"He cried during the trip ... ? aiss ... and you don't know what caused it ... ? why don't you just beat up that guy ... !" furious Ilyas
Ilyas immediately turned off his phone and saw a circular clock in his hand, the clock back from work is still less than 2 hours, since Kanaya returned from the hospital, Ilyas routinely returned home at 5 pm.
Ilyas immediately grabbed the suit he had placed behind his chair, then left his room.
"Jav ... You handle all my business, I go home first" said Ilyas
"What happened ... ? did something happen to Miss ... ?" jav asked in a panic.
"That's it, but the driver said he came to Riswan's company, came home he cried until home, you know Kanaya right ... ? he wouldn't cry if it wasn't for a problem he couldn't face" Ilyas said
"Alright, I'm staying company with you" Ilyas said as he passed in front of Jav.
Jav can immediately guess the direction of his problem, especially had he witnessed for himself, If Safira and Kanaya talk seriously, must have something to do with Sapphira.
'Definitely because of her problem, what she still has not moved on, ckkk ... really a stupid woman, still love ... in someone who clearly does not love her, even already reject her ' jav said in his heart as he entered his room.
The feeling of who will be able to set her is only the heart that is able to shake the feeling. Love grows from the heart, and can be removed also with the heart. Try to open your heart to every thing that can make us forget something that is toxic in the heart.