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Dimas prov's
" Damn it! Damnit damnit! Damnit damnit! "Triple shit!
Furious, I left that cursed place.
I don't care about the village girl I've been sleeping in!
What was his name? Um.... Dilla's? Dina? I forgot her name even though I had been in a class for three years with that girl .
'It's not important to me!'
That village girl means nothing to me.
" Agh! Anjir! How can I easily lose my virginity with the village girl?! "
Maybe because it is still affected by drinks but at night, my head is also still lightheaded.
But even so, I still drive my black sports car with maximum speed, my mind is so confused, how can I sleep it?
A thousand of the same questions kept repeating themselves in my mind.
" FUCKING BITCH! " the swear words kept coming out of my mouth, so I was like the village girl.
KZW...!
I brake my car suddenly. almost a red light in the middle of the road, surely this effect was too thought of last night .
As long as I wait for the red light to turn green, I don't know why my mind is drifting in no direction .
An! Where are all the principles I have held so far?!
In the dictionary of my life, I'm most anti the same one whose name is chick. Even touching them I don't want to.
Worse yet, that village girl!
That was the oath I made from I was still a child.
The same creature whose name is female.
Not for no reason I hate that same chick.
Everything has to have a reason.
And the main reason I hate girls is none other and not is my own Macce and Pacce. I repeat once again, all because of my Pacce, Macce GUE!
All because of him! the woman who was supposed to give me full affection as a mother, but she just violated her nature as a mother.
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Flashbacks
I was 5 years old then...
At that time I still did not go to school, which I did just play the same baby sitter at home so large. Sepi anyway, just want how else, mami and papi busy themselves cooperation.
I rarely get attention from my parents.
Their presence at home only in 3 months can be calculated using the fingers .
(thankfully you are living with parents who are not busy working)
At first I was still ordinary, until when I squirm with my own eyes the disgusting incident.
The incident that was behind my hatred for someone called a woman .
At that time I again exclaimed playing hide and seek same maid in my house.
I keep waiting for my maid who is busy with me. While laughing idly, I am sure the maid will not find me in this closet.
At least that's my mind.
But...
BRACKET.
The sound of the door opening was so harsh.
I think my maid opened the door.
But, right I peeked at the cracks of the closet how shocked I was to wriggle macce again kiss the same guy I know for sure it's not pacce.
I kept watching what they were doing, slowly stripping each other of their clothes until they finally had sex on the bed that only Macce and Pacce should have had.
" Mama...? " wanted it to feel like back then I called my Macce .
But in reality, I could only keep my mouth shut, so as not to shout squirming at the hot scene.
The sound of Macce's sigh and the man's still ringing clear in my ears until now. It became a deadly terror.
A sense of hatred began to grow in my heart.
Even though I was a kid, I knew what my Macce was doing. Since then I have become the same disgusted tone that is called a girl.
'It's really sad, isn't it?'
It was just pacceyang I believed.
But for the second time Pacce broke my trust.
I thought only Macce liked you and other men, but I guessed it wrong!
Even with blatant pacce is also the same maid at home who is young.
Maid who was always playing and take care of me at home if my parents go to work out of town or abroad.
'Anjir, don't you think my childhood was ruined?'
And there was one moment that really slapped my heart.
Worse yet, after sleeping with the maid, pacce immediately slipped money on the maid's cleavage while occasionally kissing her breasts .
I can only nelen spit his writhing, I did not think there was a cheap woman like that?
Do you think my trauma is gone?
'No going! '
It's a wound that won't heal until anytime
...PS Author: (for parents do not show what should not be seen by children because it will cause great trauma)...
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