Kaka Inparku My soul mate

heartfelt

after all these days of being signed with my husband..

it turned out that my bad premonition to my husband and lita, all this time was even more piercing, when I harbored this feeling, my heart felt more and more pain, and my heart felt more and more narrow.

but somehow, every time he (lita) was in front of me, I felt annoyed, I did not like him, whether the hatred came from where. though he was never a problem with me, but the heart felt disturbed by his presence.

as usual, every morning I prepare breakfast for Harun mas. after finishing eating, there is still an hour before he leaves for college.

I would love to say to Aaron about my feelings..

after eating, I got up and sat down on the bed.

and I went into the room carrying the jacket he used to wear, and he sat down and played his henphon,

with a very soft tone I began to say...

" mas, I want to talk to you about something! "

with a word that is stamped..

"what are you talking about? " sahut mas Harun's.

I explained in a very slow tone. "as long as we move in this contract!, I have no problem what!, but why in every moment I see lita, but why, my heart is always upset, my heart is always hot, the hatred in my heart is there!, whereas lita does nothing to me! I hate him for no reason, "

mas Aaron looked at me with such a sharp gaze, as if he wanted to get angry at me..

by stroking my long hair and saying.. "maybe that was your premonition, at first you could be so why?. she did what to you? he hurt you? , he insulted you?, "

I answered by turning my face away..

"no! but from the beginning I saw him, I felt disturbed by his presence, instead I thought you fell in love, what else he always called you on, what else he always called you on, which makes my heart burn with jealousy!.what else with your gentle attitude towards him !"

"your conscience!!, I am equally lita that is just an ordinary friend, as for the attitude of the lita that is indeed that attitude he!. mas himself also considers ordinary. you don't think that weird weird again well!!, maybe you because you just know him, don't feel like I'm the same he loves well.we are ordinary, if I like him!! why am I marrying you?"...

in my mind I said. "yes well well, maybe I'm too negative"

I smiled at Aaron's face,..

I said. "maybe I'm wrong, too taken care, sorry I'm the one who thinks negatively about you"

with a smile he answered..

" it's okay, yes it's gone first well, you take good care of yourself well.do not go where before the mas go home... "

"yes yes.bismillah I am here always waiting for you. "I seduce with my flutter..

mas Aaron replied...

"eh.!!. rich song title?.hahahaha(with its distinctive laugh), it is already..don't keep joking, mas go well!! "

""yes yes..heart heart, keep your eyes guard the heart too yah!!" my prank...

his hand immediately raised respectfully and said. "siaaaappp my boss...!! assalamualaikum "

"wakilisalam.... "

then I continued to clean the house while sweeping, my heart always said...

"hemm, my god, forgive me for thinking negatively of my husband and lita. when my husband always said that he really loved me, my God. I don't know what his heart was, the only one who knows more about him is you, my God.

I have to be better, and I have to be more positive, so that he and I can stay together to build a family until old age"