Just numbers

Just numbers
How Much Should I Pay



When you love something too much. Believe, then, that God will keep you away from the one you love. For God envies your closeness to His creation over His creator.


After yesterday's incident, I saw no sign that the wedding party would be canceled.


Irga even started rarely at home because she was busy helping people who were working at her aunt's house.


Though, as far as I know they're getting married in the building. Why be at home? I don't know, I don't want to interfere too much.


Today, the plan is I will go to the mall to look for clothes and some items so that when going to the wedding Zahra look different.


Not for the ex to regret. But, yes, my clothes are out of the new one and there's no way I'm just wearing it.


Go to the mall by taxi, after paying the fare I get down and get into the mall.


The mall is quite crowded with visitors, even though it is 4 pm. Go to one of the shops I usually go to.


Choosing a green colored dres brucat wardah with a matching veil but not too short which is important to close the chest.


Feeling that everything I got, I immediately paid because I felt uncomfortable with visitors who were getting crowded.


3 paper bag I hold, containing clothes, bags and special shoes to come to the wedding of Zahra and Andi later.


After my message was read only, I didn't send any more messages for him. Already do not want to interfere too important I have told the nature of someone.


Just coming out of the mall door, my hand was already holding and made me look directly at the person.


"What the hell are you Arya! Leasin!" I brushed off his hands rough.


Without warning, he led me to his car. I who feel uncomfortable plus pain in the wrist remain rebellious.


"What the hell are you!" I snapped back after we stopped right in his car and shook off his hand again.


Luckily, this time I got my hands cut off, I stared at him with a face that I did not like.


"You're the shit? Why don't you ever pick up the phone from me?" ask her in a high tone.


"Why indeed? You also have to know if someone also has a life of each, you can not force your will to others!"


"Oh, it's as busy as you are, huh? Just call me can't you pick up?"


"That's why I don't want to get close to you! You can not differ where only temen and which is not. You want to make me like your partner while I don't think you're just an Aryan!" obviously I'm at length.


He smiled with a glance thrown in any direction, "Oh, after my struggle all this time you even consider me just a temen?" arya asked putting her hands on her waist.


I laughed crisply, "Oh, so all this time you've been fighting and there has to be a payoff? You're the one who saved me from Andi, you're the one who bought me and the others I have to pay back, right?" ask me who is not finished thinking with someone who is in front of me now.


"It's not - -"


Not yet had he defended himself, I first interrupted, "Well then, if that is what you consider a struggle. If there is a struggle, there will be results, right? If not with treatment then with money. So, I can't retaliate with treatment especially if I have to reciprocate your feelings Arya! So, I will repay you with money even if it has to be paid off for up to 10 years" my already unbearable wrath.


"I don't need your money Yana."


"And I can't react to your feelings Arya! You know dong!"


He took my hand, "But you haven't tried." I looked at the hand he held.


Soon I took my hand slowly, "Don't force something that would never be comfortable if done by Aryan's will. We are both adults. I hope you understand how we are now."


Actually, Arya's number just blocked. When I feel that he is too much for me.


Possessiveness out of place I can't tolerate. In fact, he once yelled at Papa without him accidentally because it was Papa who picked up my phone.


He was angry that he saw me coming home with Aldo from the beach at that time, when he had Irga inside.


So that Papa was angry with me why have such a rough friend, until finally I decided to cut off all social communication between me and him.


Tin ... Tin


The sound of the horn beside me made me turn my head, I was walking on the sidewalk because I wanted to go to the bus stop.


Frowning as the person in the car had not lowered the windshield, "What's wrong?" ask me to stop the step.


"Come in, he'll chase you again" replied Aldo briefly with glasses perched on his nose.


I glanced back, "Who?" my many. There's no way she knew that I and Arya had an argument.


"Cowok in the parking lot. Uday, sneak in."


My eyes make when I hear his words, where does Aldo know? Did he see the incident?


"Look Yana!"


"Yes-yes." I finally chose to get into his car, before long the car drove with a spout towards my house. Yeah, not going anywhere.


Long silent in the car, "Other times if you want to go, do not be alone," recalled Aldo remained focused on the streets.


"So, who's the same?" I just stared at him.


"Yes, who's cake. Take Aunt or Om. If you can't, you can also invite me. If I'm not busy, I'm sure to be tense," said Aldo glanced at me and refocused.


"Gue isn't a kid, it doesn't have to be won!" my ketus who feels possessive.


"Is forbidding and worrying possessive?" Aldo's question surprised me, why did he know what I was thinking and feeling?


"Worry?" I asked to repeat the sentence. With great difficulty I held back my smile and looked at him.


The one I'm looking at is holding myself back from misbehaving, "Ciee .. worried? Who are we?"


"Always, should anyone be worried? Humans are social creatures, so care between one human and another human," explained Aldo pretentiously even though what he said was true.


"Yes, yes" I quickly replied, not wanting more debate.


"Buy what?" aldo asked, looking at the paper bag I had.


"This, clothes for an invitation to Andi's wedding also Zahra," I said.


Aldo shook his head, "It turns out he still can't believe Andi's cheating?" I just shrugged, because I didn't want to know any more about their business.


Up in front of my house, "Lo don't want to go in first?" ask me to take off my seat belt.


"Do not, send greetings to Aunt and Om."


"Oh, okay. Thanks for the ride!" I went out and closed Aldo's car door.