Just Him

I still love her

"Lio!" Shouted Gamila. Stopping Lionel's move. She's confused. What Lionel thinks is right. What to do now. Wasn't it at the beginning of our marriage.

"You why huh? Why are you angry? Explain to me, what am I supposed to do? What's right do you think?" Gamila asked trying to speak softly.

"I can't follow your thoughts, if you're like this!" Gamila is weak.

Lionel was frozen in place, he was also confused as to what was making him angry like this. Shouldn't Gamila be the one who's mad at her? because he boldly thought of another woman besides Gamila?

"Sorry Gami. Like him we have to calm each other down first" said Lionel did not turn his body to look at Gamila.

"No. I don't want to avoid her anymore Lio. Do you remember what you said when you proposed to me? " Tanya Gamila arrived.

"Why did you suddenly ask that? " Tanya Lionel had already turned his body to look at Gamila.

"If you remember you won't treat me like this!" Connect Gamila.

"Aren't you very aware of what happened before you proposed to me? " Gamila's words made Lionel speechless.

"Can I ask? " Tanya Gamila looked at Lionel. Gamila has shed tears.

"Hmmm. Yes

"Do you really love me? " Tanya Gamila made Lionel's mouth twitch to answer her. It was as if it was locked tightly to answer.

"I"

"of course... " Answer Lionel. But there was little doubt from his tone of speech. Lionel ventured to look at Gamila so that she would not look so hesitant with his own words. Gamila already knew that.

Lionel lowered. He realized one thing. Wasn't Gamila my first love? Shouldn't I love her? But. Why for a moment did I hesitate to answer her question earlier. Lionel's mind was in a frenzy.

"I'm sorry I haven't been able to give you a child. I can't because. You did not keep your promise. Because of that I still have not. " said Gamila lirih.

"Huh. You know what I mean, don't you?" Gamila asked, wiping away the tears flowing down her cheeks.

My promise ? It's true I've never tried to keep it. We are not related husband and wife. And it's still not enough to tie you up. But is it true he still can't…

Lionel's mind grew increasingly confused considering her.

"But Lio. I also can't believe that you really love me" Gamila exclaimed.

Deg.

makes Lionel's heart ache. Is it true that he doesn't love Gamila?

Lionel was silent not knowing what to answer. Is it true that he does not really love the beautiful woman who is in front of him at this time? Who has been his wife for these two years?

Lionel speechless. Don't know what to say.

Gamila walked over to Lionel. Staring at Lionel with a probing look.

"What makes you doubt my love" asked Lionel. Lionel didn't know if this was true or not. If you ask yourself. Lionel didn't get his answer. Does Gamila know the answer?

Gamila brought Lionel to sit on the sofa in the living room. Fortunately, Rai's secretary understood the circumstances that would occur.

And.

The cup!

Gamila did not answer Lionel's question, she chose to kiss Lionel's lips gently. Just just a kiss.

Then sticking his forehead on Lionel's forehead, there was no distance between them. Their breaths clashed against each other's faces.

Gamila placed her hand on Lionel's chest, right where the heart was.

Gamila closed her eyes.

"Lio. What do you feel right now?" Gamila asked right on Lionel's lips

"... I. i… "

Lionel's words were interrupted for a moment.

Hearing Lionel who looked indecisive with his own feelings at this moment.

Gamila opened her eyes. Returning his head slowly, then peeling the old top of Lionel's head.

Gamila smiled looking at Lionel who was still speechless.

"Honey. Something's wrong with us! It's not just me. But you too" said Gamila cupping Lionel's two cheeks.

"Our feelings" continued Gamila. Then let go of his hand that was on Lionel's cheek.

"The beginning of this marriage alone we've been wrong" continued Gamila Stand set Lionel mute.

"You go home. Try to re-arrange your feelings. Are your feelings right? Really love me? And. I will also control my feelings. Have I loved you... "

"And have. Give it up" Gamila continued in a trembling voice. Stuck to his own words.

Lionel stared in disbelief at Gamila.

"Do you still love her to this day? And is that why you haven't been able to give me a child? " Lionl ventured to ask Gamila the most sensitive thing to talk about.

Gamila smiled in response to Lionel's remark, that what Lionel said was true.

Gamila had been picked up by her manager, when out of the apartment Gamila had told Rai's secretary, that she left Lionel still in a state of not eating.

In the car Gamila remembered someone who still filled her heart to this day.

Someone he still loves very much.

Previously to this day.

Flashbacks

Short story.

Five years ago.

Kenzo is Gamila's fiancee and in a week they are getting married.

Kenzo is the man Gamila loves very much, a gentle man, the attention of a dream husband to a career woman like Gamila.

Today is the day Gamila and Kenzo will have their wedding, a wedding that both are very much looking forward to.

With a feeling of happiness and a heart that continues to beat uncharacteristically, Gamila waits for the arrival of her groom.

But.

There was a little bit of anxiety that Gamila felt in the corner of her heart, she tried to make things that she did not want, hopefully not happen. Gamila brushed off that feeling by thinking that soon she would be the wife of her much-loved man.

It had been almost an hour Gamila and the invited guests were waiting.

Shortly thereafter.

It wasn't Kenzo who blew up the atmosphere outside the building but.

The police and some medics were the ones who made a fuss by asking who the woman named Gamila was.

The deg!

Anxiety returned to Gamila, when she was the one the police were looking for.

Police explained the chronology that had taken place, saying that Kenzo the groom had been in an accident while heading to his wedding venue.

The police also informed him that Kenzo did not want to be taken to the hospital, asking the police to escort him to his wedding venue. To meet Gamila soon.

And Gamila hurriedly approached Kenzo who was lying weakly covered in blood in the ambulance.

Draw tears. Gamila hugged Kenzo's body, unconcerned by her beautiful white dress stained with Kenzo's blood. Gamila shouted at police and medics to take them to a nearby hospital.

But.

Kenzo stopped Gamila, he grasped the weak hand of Gamila gently, with his remaining energy.

"Darling... Be happy... Discover the...

Your happiness... Or you can marry... Lionel... " His speech stammered

"... I know that... You also like Gamila Lio..." Next he saw Lionel sitting next to Gamila.

Lionel was also there, next to Gamila.

accompany him so that he is strong.

"Std... Nah! You will definitely survive! You hold on!" Gamila Pinta.

"Lio let's take Kenzo to the hospital" cried Gamila who still could not stop her crying.

Lionel just kept quiet, seeing Kenzo forbid him to do what Gamila said earlier.

"... Darling..." Call Kenzo weak.

"What! You just shut up! Let's go to Lio's hospital!" Gamila's shout shook Lionel's body, who was unwilling to move as well.

Kenzo pulled Gamila's hand, grasping her softly.

"... Sa... Dear... Be happy... I... Love's... You're... "

kenzo said on his last breath.

"No! Kenzos! Wake up" Shouted Gamila hysterically.

Gamila was devastated by this incident, she cried uncontrollably until she fell unconscious.

Flashback off

Gamila wiped away her tears flowing down her cheeks, recalling the very painful thing in her life. The thing that is still plastered is very real in his eye until now. Who still haunts him at all times.

"Truly I still love him" muttered Gamila.

Seriate

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