
"Not all successful marriages begin with loving one another, Ra. For example, your parents...
Do not be asked how if you are given the opportunity to re-elect, whether you will still choose your father to be a mother companion. Because I don't know the answer.
That's for sure now... It has been proven that your father who has accompanied the mother for many years has given the mother happiness - happiness that although not abundant because of our circumstances is this way... but at least your father always tried not to suffer in the slightest... "
Looked mother's eyes glazed when telling a story. Instantly Rara knew, however, the souls of her father and mother had been fused.
"Mom... If Rara is hesitant now how about...?" Ask Rara carefully. She did not want to make her mother feel that she regretted accepting Irwan's proposal. Yes... regret the heck not, but to accept fully also he can not.
Mother sighed. Back she stroked Rara's back full of affection.
"Mom understands. I understand that now you still feel hesitant to accept Irwan as your husband. It can't just be that you can like someone or even love someone. Pray, may Allah give you the determination, so that you can go to the stage of marriage more confidently."
"Is there a do'a so that this doubt will disappear from Rara's heart?" Ask Rara idly.
He asked because it was a joke. He really did not know what he was going to ask for in his prayer. Will he beg for a miracle, so that Danu suddenly loves and proposes to him? Or praying that he could forget Danu? Or even pray, so that he can love Irwan? At the moment, it looks impossible.
"Mom remember, Nyai's mother once said in one of the studies, that one of the practices that can help us eliminate the doubt by reading Al Falaq's letter as well as Annas's letter before we sleep.
Actually it is not only a matter of doubt, but because you are the problem now about doubt, yes.
He said these two letters included the main letter to ask for protection from God. Denger...
qul a'kinahi birabbin
malikin-nas
ilathin-nas
min syarril-waswasil-khannas
allaishi yuwaswisu fi 1udukrin-nas
minal-jinnati wan-nas
Well, that's obvious, right? We take refuge in the Lord of Man ... King man... A human being, from what? From the evil whisper of the demon in hiding. The devil who whispers evil into the bosom of men, from the jinn and men.
Nyai said, that doubt is one of the efforts of Satan in disturbing humans, they try to make shaky one's belief and faith. Because of his doubt, man chooses to make mistakes.
Therefore, read the letters before you go to sleep. God willing you will be protected from the demonic interference of all kinds of doubts..."
Rara nodded at the mother's description. Although the description of the mother sounds very "plague", but Rara knows, if what is delivered by the mother is indeed true.
Yes.. although he is not a lodging child, but the knowledge he has ever obtained, it's just that he has never actually practiced it.
Maybe it's time I learned this science... Somehow it will be later, let Gusti Alloh decide...
"It's late at night. Go sleep. You go to college tomorrow?" Mom said and then broke their embrace. Rara nodded.
"Sleep... Don't forget to read the do'a." Mother said again while fixing Rara's blanket. Rara recalls, if mom always did this to her, fix her blanket every time she sleeps at home. Of course not just on Rara, but on Irma as well.
"Thank you, ma'am." Rara said as mother stroked her forehead for a moment before leaving the room. Mother did not answer, but she smiled which immediately made Rara's heart warm.
"Sleep..."
Today is Saturday. It's time for the weekend if someone else says. But not for Rara and some of her friends, because today there is a course Pak Dibyo.
Sometimes Rara is a bit cool as well with the schedule settings of Pak Dibyo's courses. Yesterday afternoon he held, tomorrow, early in the morning, he held again.
Well, if the lesson hours are close together, usually what was yesterday a topic (problem), automatically tomorrow it will continue. Like the SKS double.
Well, if he didn't come in yesterday afternoon, tomorrow he would have "karma". Because he will automatically not connect with the material discussed yesterday. But if he doesn't want to go in, it could be even more serious, right?
And.. here he finally, sitting facing the text book that he painstakingly digested himself, because the discussion was yesterday, but given his duty today...
"Where? You gotit?" Mutia asked as she followed her seat next to Rara. Rara only glanced at the sight and glared back at the helpless book.
"A lot or a little bit?" Ask again while laughing.
"Yes... Yeah, a little bit." Rara answered while laughing.
"Hey, he said you skipped Mr. Dibyo's lesson yesterday?" Ask Mutia.
"He'em" Gumam Rara answered Mutia's question.
Mutia was about to ask again, but suddenly a ringtone from Rara's phone rang. Rara grabbed the phone from inside her bag. Danu's name was on there. Mutia provoked eyes to pay attention to Rara's actions. Rara signaled that Mutia would not make a sound.
"Hello, assalamualaikum." Greetings Rara
"Hi, hail waalaikum." Sahut Danu's. "Where are you now?" Ask Danu pleasantries.
"Eung, I'm still at the college sir. What's up, huh?" Rara asked back.
"No... I just want to make sure. It's gonna be tonight, right?" Danu asked, making Rara instantly remember her date with Danu. (May ya, this is called dating? pleases.).π
"Oh, yes." Rara replied with enthusiasm. Although not faced with the person, Danu was like looking at Rara's sparkling eyes just by hearing her tone when answering.
"Yes already... Then I'll see you tonight..." Danu.
"Yes, sir, I'll see you tonight... Thank you." Thank you."
The phone connection has been cut off. Mutia noticed Rara whose facial expression was instantaneous sumringah. Forgot already he was with the task problem that was before his eyes now.
"Ehem..." Dehem Mutia's. Pulling Rara from her imaginary world. Like a slow motion scene, Rara slowly realized the existence of Mutia in front of her. Mutia stared intently at Rara. Rara's forehead is wrinkled.
***OH MY GOD .... I've done something wrong***...!
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Note:
Surah al-Falaq and an-Nas are also called Surah al-Mu'awwidzatain which means two surahs that protect.
Al Mu'awwidzatain itself is taken from the prefix of the two surahs that both use the word A'uzu (i take refuge).
Usually (Will), when man is sick or in danger, of course he will always pray to Allah SWT so that he remains protected by Him.
Don't you think, brothers? If there is less/more please apologize... π
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