Just a Monkey's Love
Chapter 6. New Move On
Though this is exactly 2 months Senni became the same Aland, but every day that I went through was very heavy, had to continue to watch them spoiled.
Come on I'm only 14 years old, but as soon as this ‘kah if you like someone but already be the same friends themselves.
I'm not some kind of guy's boyfriend snatch, I gotta get to
But I can't, I can't feel a lie, if every Aland same Senni together, want to faint. I kept encouraging myself but I couldn't.
As usual, Mama went into my room to check my lessons, and asked for assignments for tomorrow. When something is not understood.
But today my mom found me busy writing, yes I now have a Diary that I never saw.
“Koq lately son Mama moody once” ask Mama
“Mama koq tau?”
“need to confide?”
“Ngga Ma..”
“yakin..” ask Mom
I then approached Mama, sat down next to Mama and hugged her, then she gently stroked my hair.
“ada what?” said Mama back. Without a word I can say. I tried to hold back my tears but still burst out flooding my cheeks.
Mama then looked at me while wiping away my tears, which were also wet on the shoulder of her shirt.
“lho, not nothing koq nangis” Mama calms me “so ugly gini ah..”
The more I couldn't hold back my tears, the more I cried in front of Mama
“ada bully you in school?” abugn.
“not Ma”
“terus ? Oh yes Mama rarely see again Senni stop by, do you guys fight”
“ngga Ma, Senni is now going out with Aland” I then cry
“Lha? If you are seneng you should join seneng ‘kan?”
“Iya, I'm in Ma's seneng, but why is this chest so tight yes Ma..”
“you like the same Aland?”
I nodded while continuing to cry.
“koq can?”
“ga know Ma, whereas since the beginning I was not interested at all with him, ngedenger story from Senni was ordinary aja Ma..”
“teruuuss...”
“after, after the ceremony ‘kan I want to faint, but brought the same Johan to the UKS room, I was told to rest there in the patient room
Well, at that time I met Aland Ma. I was surprised ‘kan it felt that time I wanted to run away.
I'm in the patient's own room female, horrified also if there is a man in one room, fitting hastily run, I hummed her legs, he said,
I pretended not to see, still rush to run, well because the road is slippery I jatoh tenggurep
Adapted to the same Aland Ka Yoga, I continued to be helped wake up with Aland, he menggeresihin wounds using alcohol on the elbows of the hands with the knees
keep turning my sprained leg, on the computers.
So sweet Ma, I looked at him many times, really not handsome just he was clean, it was so baeeekkkkk, really,
“we finally chat rame, well that's when every look at her heart degdegan continue Ma..”
In great detail I explained to Mama.
“ooo..”
“ih Mama I long-suffering also”
“Please have patience with this tesan” said My mother imitated the styles of videos that had gone viral.
“Mamaaaa... thanks suggestion cake.”.
“duh, son of mama udu puber” Mama squeezed my nose spoiled.
“ I must how Maa.. 2 months they have been made but every time I see them even make a breath, it feels like kl ga anyone saw I was crying every day” lamented to Mama
“This is my only child, my dear my love... Fall in love or hurt
That is natural, because we as humans are equipped with empathy and sympathy, falling in love, liking someone, it is natural
The heartache of not getting what we want is also natural, therefore there is a sincere term, if you are sincere, something that you consider heavy will feel light.
Be patient, consider it a process of maturation for you after yesterday menstruation”
“Keep, in front of Senni I must how?”
“ya mediocre aja”
“new also class 2 SMP, be given rich pain so already Down, men not Aland aja, your trip was not stuck in love until male seizure”
“eeewwwhhh..”
“don't be a woman alay”
“ssooo..”.
“adult is the way we control emotions, the faster we emotion, the clearer that we are weak”
“iya Ma, thanks Ma has been a good listener, give advice anyway, hopefully in the future I will not be upset again”
“must !!! learn to move on well slow-pelan”
“heemh.”
“ya already asleep, tomorrow will still be school”
“met break Ma... “
“You are also dear, do not worry anymore, Mama's daughter must be strong !!”
Our conversation was over, I had to learn to move, at least tonight I feel very relieved”
This morning I felt really good, I hugged Mama and then Papa with a happy feeling.
“what's up, papa's pretty boy so se so sweet this”
“ada deehh..
“we alsoaaa...”.
Back again to the 71st public school building, a school that brings bitter and sweet memories, as usual Senni welcomed my arrival with her typical childish style.
Grateful that although Johan had been willing to reveal my secret, Senni had no effect.
And as usual Johan and Aland just kept racking my feelings.
“Sen, any problem? Tumben rarely loris” tanyaku curious, because sometimes he looks lethargic
“ngga, regular only !”
“ya udah”
When the break comes....
DDDDAAAAAKKKK...
I was hit by a very very hard ball kick, to the upside down, very dizzy, and as usual in the UKS, there was a bruise but fortunately not too visible.
I had seen Aland being angered by Senni, was he the one who kicked the ball?
Shortly after, I was left alone, Senni did not accompany me, because he said he had to go back to class and take something, the UKS teacher had to go take something, happened to be a UKS room close to the cafeteria, so the atmosphere is not too quiet.
Aland came and then approached me
“Tomato face !”
“i hurriedly got up and got up, I intend to go and avoid it, but held”
“sick ga?” he said while holding a verban that was attached to Bu Dinar, the teacher who was on guard in the UKS.
“why?”
“Yaa.. if it doesn't hurt I add more so understand?”
“means?”
“I like you, you realize? “
“like?” I turned back as if I couldn't believe it
“lantas all this time you are the same Senni what?”
“I don't love her, Ra...” she explained to me “I just benefit her to make you jealous !”
Unexpectedly from the other direction Senni dropped food in the box he was carrying, all scattered and Senni's face looked tense.
“Senni” replied Aland tensely
“ja.. so... all this time you and Aland.” asked Senni, he cried in front of both of us, watching that Aland held my hand quite tightly
Senni walked towards me in great panic, not knowing what was on her mind at the time
“this is all a lie right Aland?” senni asked while crying
Aland was silent
“Raline... “ asked Senni to switch to me, implied Senni's face was very disappointed
“YOU'RE JUST ACTING, RIGHT?” JAWAAABB!!”
