Jaka Rasa Duda's

Guilt (Ersya)

This time Ersya was unable to resist from crying, she needed a shoulder to

leaning this time was not just leaning on her legs and smile. Felic too

immediately hugging his best friend, he rubbed Ersya's back, trying to calm her down.

“I don't think that's the reason!” felic's words made Ersya let go of a hug

Felic and looked at his best friend.

“What?” ersya asked, she hoped that Felic's reason would lighten the burden in her heart a little. It's too

feeling guilty about her husband if it is true what her husband says if

he's the reason why he couldn't have children all this time.

“For sure because of that woman!” felic said with such certainty to make Ersya sigh

breath, if he already understands it but he hopes there is another reason for it

not feeling too guilty.

“Maybe it is true that one of them is Fe, the woman is the son of the owner of the company

rizal mas works! She's very rich, and also beautiful, obviously Rizal must have chosen her from what I'm just a person

private bank employees, my parents are just regular employees, not owners

company especially soon papa will also retire!”

“So you've never met that woman?” asked the curious Felic.

“Entertainment!”

“Have spoken directly to the girl from heart to heart, it looks like the girl is still

very young Sya!”

“I don't have the courage Fe, I'm too scared! I'm not ready! What if

the reality is even more painful, it's better this way,! Maybe my soul mate

same mas Rizal indeed Only got here Fe!”

“She's so mean to you! So from now on just forget about him, assume

he was never in your life! Start with a new one! I support you!”

“Still yes Fe ….! But Fe ..., to start with a new one, I'm not ready yet! Can't really

being a mother has scared me to start a relationship, I don't want to

someone will be hurt and disappointed again because of me!”

“Sya ..!”

“Fe_!”

“Maybe that's what makes you so fond of that little girl!” Felic remembered

how Ersya loved Iyya so much, even though they did not know each other.

“Iya .., she suddenly came into my life Fe, she was like a fairy for me! Wherever I am I always wish I could find a little girl

that and talking to him, every time I meet him it feels like my burden is gone! Ahhhh I so miss him, where is he now?”

“He must be missing you right now! Spirit yes ...!”

They hugged again, Felic really did not expect if the household

his best friend will end this soon. Because he knew they already

being in a relationship since Ersya was still in High School until marriage was never news

their relationship rift. All this time they were really such a couple

compact.

Ten knows it's over and now it has to be over. It turns out that the length of time together does not guarantee

lasting a relationship. It takes a lot of time to get to know each other but

it only takes one reason to maintain a relationship, which is love.

****

Elsewhere the little girl he was thinking about was now in the

frad Medical Hospital, he's doing his regular check-ups.

“Dad ..., how did we get antli duyu?” ask Iyya because they usually go straight in without the need to queue like this.

“Iyya dear ..., Iyya have to go through this stage first before entering! Today is not uncle doctor, so Iyya must queue with other Iyya friends!”

“Hehhhh ..!” Iyya was seen sighing, for her waiting was so exhausting.

“Perhaps the angel Iyya is busy, why is she here anyway?”

“dadddd ..!” said Iyya upset because her daddy was not so enthusiastic when Iyya talked about her angel. He wanted his daddy to one day meet his angel and bring him home for him.

“Ehhhh bentar ya Iyya, daddy seems to see uncle doctor there, daddy to there first ya!” said Divta when she accidentally saw the chaotic face of doctor Frans

not far from them.

Why with him …? Does he have a problem with his wife? Inner Div when he saw the doctor Frans sat quietly on the floor while staring at his cell phone. What he saw ….

“Frans ..!” greeting Div made doctor Frans realized and turned to him, “You why?”

 “Bang!”

They ended up sitting on a bench next to Frans' doctor. They still are

silent to each other, Divta gave Dr. Frans time until he was completely ready to tell her everything.  Maybe later he can help, he is more mature even though he has never been married.

“This is not a serious thing actually, bang!”

“Then? if not serious then why sit under the kayak of a madman so!”

“Only I feel not ready with the things I might face for a while

again!”

“Indeed God ever give time for us to get ready? If it's time, then,

yes just come Frans.., pack ready ...!”

Div felt funny with the words of his sister's best friend, he also knew the man next to him

not just his sister's best friend, but the man next to him is also his cousin because their father is a brother. But Div didn't want to say anything

it was on the man beside her before the man knew himself later, maybe Agra also did not know that because Madam Ratih still asked him to

be silent.

He just suddenly had a daughter without her getting ready. Never was before

it occurred to have a daughter as beautiful as Divia.

“Bang ..., there is aja ..!” said doctor Frans who responded with a faint smile.

“Actually I am not a wise man Frans but I suggest from now on you should

make a decision on yourself!”

“I mean, bang Divta?”

“Decided to want to face everything with all the power you have or

choose avoidance but forever you will be chased by the shadows maybe this or maybe it is because the word may never be sure!”

Dr. Frans was silent, trying to digest the speech of a man six years older than him.

Div turned his head back to his daughter, the queue sitting in front of his daughter was up. He turned back to doctor Frans and said goodbye.

“Ya already ..., it looks like Divia has been called by a doctor! Spirit yes!” divta

while leaving doctor Frans alone.

Divta came back to Divia, and just as she was beside her daughter. Divia's Name

summoned.

“It's our turn baby!” said daddy Div.

“Not us Dad ..., but Iyya ..!” Iyya protest because she felt her daddy was not called, only her name was called but still her daddy was always

comein. The little girl was no longer even afraid of needles now.

He's been friends for too long with syringes and drugs. It feels like the syringe has become his everyday friend. Actually, if Divia can reduce her anxiety, her health will improve, but Div also does not know what exactly makes her daughter anxious.

Ersya and Felic visual special

Seriate

...Deciding to face everything with all the power you have or...

...Choose to avoid but forever you will be pursued by the shadows maybe this or maybe it is because the word may never be certain...

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