
Along the way to the parking lot, Lifi looked so worried. She was afraid that her husband would think that he and Raka would meet or take advantage of the opportunity.
Even when they were in the car, Lifi's fear of Byan's anger at her grew. Seen his hand to squeeze the tip of his hijab in order to reduce his fear.
"You're why hem, it looks like there's something you're worried about"
Byan deliberately asked that because since this wife looks like she is worried about something.
"Sorry, I was with Raka just accidentally met. I'm afraid you'll be mad at me like a bedroom" with a slightly trembling voice Lifi tried to explain her concern for her husband.
But instead of getting angry, Byan actually rubbed the head of Lifi.
"Mas who apologized, because it makes the beloved mas sampek have to wait a long time."
Lifipun finally felt relieved because it turned out that this worry did not really happen.
"Em..if you can know, actually there is a problem what was in the cafe. Kok until I did not go to college in the second hour" asked Lifi who had been feeling very curious since.
"That's a problem in the delivery of stock materials for the needs of the cafe that seems to be exchanged with materials belonging to one of the restaurants. But everything was sorted out, because it happened that the restaurant owner was a friend of the old time High School. And that makes the car so much longer, the car tires were hit by nails, so still waiting for Alvian to change the car tires" explained Byan to his wife.
"Thank God, Kirain has a problem" replied Lifi was relieved to the reflex he rubbed his own chest.
Seeing Lifi's concern over him made Byan feel happy and came up with the idea to tease his wife.
"Cie..cie.it seems like someone is starting to worry about her husband's situation"
"What the hell, it's not clear" Lifi seemed upset because her husband even mocked her.
Not wanting to make his wife more upset Byanpun finally chose to run his car to go home soon.
"Darling...you don't want to stop by first to buy what is it?" Byan deliberately asked that while passing through the shopping center.
Since they married, his wife has never asked for anything from him. Even the ATM card he gave her, even though she had never used it.
"No mas, you want to buy something?" Lifi asked back. Of course this makes Byan so gemes himself.
"Deed, if asked to like it back" said Byan while pinching his wife's nose.
"Eh mas.that there are many food merchants, we stop by yuk" Lifi said that while they were passing through the streets filled with carts of food vendors.
Byanpun pulled over his car and drove it very slowly. Also, look at what kind of food is there.
"You sure want to eat here" asked Byan to confirm. And Lifipun answered him with a quick nod.
After that, his wife immediately went down just like that and immediately chose the food she would buy.
Until finally the choice fell on the seller of rice chicken geprek.
"But here...." Lifi called Byan who had been standing next to her car door .
"Mas I want this pesen. Would you like to?" Lifi offered to her husband after he was right in front of her.
"May, come with you" Byan said as he ruffled his wife's hijab.
"Sir, the rice is two servings. One is not too spicy, the other one is very spicy."
They then sit down on the sidewalk that has been given a pedestal. Waiting for their order to come while occasionally having a light conversation.
Soon their order came and they started eating it.
"Darling.kamu koke sweat like that is eating it. It's really bad"
Since then Byan did not enjoy his food too much, because he himself was too focused on paying attention to his wife who looked so sweaty. Maybe because it withstands the spicy taste.
Without waiting for an answer from his wife, Byan's hand immediately took a little rice and chicken that was accompanied by his wife.
And once it had entered his mouth, Byan immediately took a bottle of mineral water in front of him and drank it up to half.
"Darling, you put your food down. Mending you eat have a mas. It's really spooky. Mas do not want you to get a stomachache" Byan said that while taking over the plate in front of Lifi and replacing it with his plate.
"Udah mas responsibility, anyways it lives little doang. Can mubadzir if not finished" Lifi seems not accepted.
"Same mas, it's really bad. Your face is like red. There you will be a stomachache" said Byan as his hand held the plate containing his wife's food.
Lifi who felt annoyed could only wash her lips without being able to do anything.
"That lips don't have to be so much. So I want to bite this."
"Basar omes" upset Lifi because of her husband's words just now
Byan simply responded with a smile. For Byan there is a feeling of satisfaction when he can tease his wife.
He then stood up from his place and followed his wife from behind. Not forgetting that he paid for his food first.
"Honey this straight home or still want to stop by again" Byan asked when they were in the car.
"Go home and mas"
And after that Byan started driving his vehicle,
until without feeling now they have arrived at home.
"You've come home" a voice heard from Mrs Kinan greeting the two.
Lifipun immediately approached his in-laws and endured them with reverence, then followed by Byan behind him.
After that, the two immediately rushed to the room to clean themselves.
"Is this me first or you want to go to the bathroom?" ask Lifi to her husband
"You go first"
Byan said that without looking at him. Indeed, since entering the room earlier Byan suddenly looks immediately moody. I don't know what he was thinking Lifi himself didn't understand it.
After Lifi came out of the bathroom, she still found her husband in the same position. Sitting in his place with an expression that is difficult to guess. Because right now his gaze was blank forward.
"Mas, you take a shower first. I'm done with this" Lifi said that while giving her husband a clean towel.
But instead of moving, Byan even pulled himself to sit right next to him. He then held his wife's hand.
"Can you please?" Byan started making noises
"Well, what do you want?" Answer Lifi softly
"Did you love me today?"
Lifi was a little surprised, because there was no rain, no wind, her husband suddenly asked about feelings.
"As you actually why the hell, I swear I don't know what you mean suddenly like that every time to me" Lifi still looks very curious
"I'm afraid someday you'll leave me alone because you can't love me yet. While out there there there are people who may have filled your days long before me, and are ready to accept you whenever you come to him" Byan said all his heart while lowering his head.
"Buck....."
Not finished Lifi spoke Byan had cut it first.
"Mas not pa pa pa. Because no matter how strong the fear pervades in the mas, mas must learn to fight it. Because we know that love cannot be forced. Even though the current mas has tied you to marriage, but the affairs of the heart, you can not force it. Sorry for keeping you stuck in this marriage. Although this is purely because of arranged marriage, but still I feel guilty for indirectly forcing you to survive" Byan said it at length with teary eyes.
Hearing all of that, it obviously made Lifi cry instantly. He did not expect that behind the attitude of Byan who looks fine all this time, it turns out that in it holds a million anxieties that even he was not able to understand.
Lifipun immediately embraced the body of her husband tightly. She felt very sorry for ignoring her husband's feelings, despite the fact that she had tried her hardest to fall in love with him.