It turns out, "I'm (Not) the Only One"

Better to avoid

After carrying out his duties as a Muslim, Bima did not immediately return to his son's room, he chose to sit on the porch while staring at busy people and passing in front of him.

Her current thoughts are serenely intertwined between her desire to return to pursue her love for Indah or focus on raising her son.

How could he expect so much from Indah, who clearly is now a father of a motherless child.

That is how he called Joseph, he did not even intend to introduce Joseph to his mother even though one day Joseph asked him.

"Mas Bima!" until a call resuscitated him. He didn't even know since when the man was sitting behind him,

"Man, since when are you here?"

"Since I saw Bima sitting here!" Dirman who was still standing followed Bima to sit down. He sat right beside Bima, like curious about what the man was observing.

"Calm down, huh?" he said while still observing the passing of people who came in and out of the hospital mosque.

"Yes!?"

They fell silent again, it seems like Dirman is looking for time to talk to Bima something personal.

"Mas!?"

"Yes?"

"Beautiful Mother seems like a good mother to Joseph."

"Yes!" bima replied without wanting to give an explanation it made Bima even more anxious.

"Why mas Bima not just reverse the same mbak Indah, it seems mbak Indah also still put feelings on mas Bima." Dirman stopped his speech when he realized that even Bima did not intend to respond to his words,

"Sorry, I'm too presumptuous!?" Dirman really felt bad about his own words.

Bima smiled, he did not blame if Dirman thought like that. Because it is clear from how he behaves when he is near Indah. He cannot cover his feelings.

Exactly like Rossa whose title is "Too in love" although he tried to avoid but it seems love still sided with them.

"I am not worthy of being a Beautiful husband, there are already too many wounds I have made for him. Let it be if it's supposed to dodge and it's better, I will."

"But mas, like what happened in the past Bima mas, not purely because of the mistake of Bima mas, must be because of Renata mbak. Mas Bima is a good person, and will be met with good people as well."

"Hopefully, but not at the moment Man. Let God lead me to my soul mate. For now I just want to focus on Joseph, that's all."

"Whatever it is, Dirman will help Bima as much as Dirman can. To keep Yusuf if Bima mas live to the fields or to the market, let Dirman's wife take care at home."

"Thank you, Man."

"Together with us."

"Oh, man, looks like Joseph is coming home. I don't have a vehicle to go home, can't man you rent a pick up belonging to Pak Lurah."

"Is that so, my mom? Well then I go home first with my wife, later I go back alone."

"Yes, I'll wait!"

Finally they returned to the room, Bima had not had time to clean up Joseph's belongings, because in the plan is still tomorrow. But since Renata had come out first and Joseph had no problem whatsoever, he decided to go home today.

After Dirman and his wife say goodbye, now live Indah and Aya, Aya,

"Wildly Beautiful help huh?" tawar Indah, he had sent down Joseph who was asleep on the bed.

"No need, sit down!" Bima spoke without staring in the direction of Beautiful.

Until finally all the equipment has entered the bag, now it's Bima's turn to root Joseph's body and start carrying it, this is actually Bima's first experience to hold a baby,

Seeing Bima who is troubled, Beautiful back does not bear,

"Let me help you!?"

"No need."

"This is for Joseph, not for Bima!" Indah remained stubbornly, she pulled the shawl tip on Bima's shoulder and wrapped it around Joseph's body then made a knot on Bima's other shoulder.

"Have you!?"

"Thank you!"

Bima put the big bag on her other shoulder,

"If you want to go, you can go now! I just wait for Dirman back, after all I will also wait in front." said Bima still with a cold tone.

"Mas Bima sure do not want to be beautiful just between? Poor Lo mas Yusuf?" tanya Indah again and immediately got a pinch from Aya. It seems Aya realized that Bima deliberately avoided Indah.

"No pa pa, it just so happened that Dirman came home to pick up the car. The journey from here to where I live far enough afraid if later even go home last night. And thanks for the attention so far, it is better after this we do not have to see each other again." said Bima who was indeed as if he did not want to be beautiful to know where he lived.

"Ndah, let's go home, it's late afternoon. It's also cloudy outside!" Aya immediately invited Indah to go home when she saw the disappointed face of her best friend.

Beautifully brushed off Aya's hand gently and looked back at Bima who was holding Joseph with a traditional scarf carried by Dirman's wife.

"All right! Sorry for interrupting Bima's time all this time. May Bima and Yusuf live quietly_" without me .., the last two words are only spoken in his heart. "We're leaving!"

"Hmmm!" bima said without staring at Indah, the departure of Indah like that also hurt her feelings, as well,

Aya finally really pulled Beautiful hand and took her away from the room.

Bima Salih was speechless, "I'm sorry Beautiful, I just don't want you to be stuck in the same problem again, let this be my way of life. You should be happy with your life!"

Just as Beautiful was leaving, suddenly Joseph cried loudly.

"Son, what's wrong with you? Don't cry anymore." Bima immediately scratched Joseph's body before leaving the room. He did not want Beautiful to come back again because he heard the cry of Joseph.

"Smart kids, we have to be strong guys, son. We can live together without anyone, trust me, right?"

Finally, after ten minutes, Yusuf was back on his feet, he went back to sleep and Bima decided to leave the room.

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