It's nothing

It's nothing
# Part–3: Tampa Destination



The girl wondered to herself “What is she doing?” The question continued to ring in his head, until he continued to be glued to see if Face until finished performing his worship ritual.


When the girl wanted to ask something, her intention was clouded because If she raised her hand up while looking up at her face to the sky.


Then his face fell down in shame and tears flowed in coercion. In the recesses of the soul If Facing when raising his hand he turns out to be praying


“My Lord! You are the one who has made Me weak until now. You are the one who confuses Me, I... It is nothing because using what You entrust to My– is not used with the truth.”


The girl also began to lift the conversation “Hai, deck. Why do you cry”


Even if he was surprised when the girl held his left shoulder with her finger, he immediately took some distance from her


“Ma, sorry” If you clean her tears immediately. He was bowed with a pouting face wrinkle after crying.


“Kalo may I ask, why are you crying? And also... What did you do earlier to make me curious, you did submit and also prostrate?”


“No, it is just a worship I have done to my Lord, and if I ask why I am crying? I'm not crying” now


The girl put on a suspicious face “Any... ” muttered the girl.


“Yes already, I want to go first yeah! May you be happy for”


When If Hadap went away started to move some of his legs, his movement was stopped by the voice of the girl who had been talking to him.


“Wait! I have more questions before you go”


If he turns his face away with the movement of his body. While closing her eyes and a thin smile, she replied “Yah, of course. What do you want to ask?”


“Actually, who are you really?”


If Hadap sighed “So well,” he also answered his question calmly “I told you right, if I was just a pedestrian. But when you ask me the truth, I don't know who I really am. And if you ask where I want to go? I have no purpose. Soviet”


“What, you don't know the real you? and you don't know where you want to go either? Strange as it is, only this time did I hear such a person and also, when I saw it from your clothes. Where are you from?”


“I? I am from Jaya Kertas city,... Any more questions?”


“What? Jaya Kertas, the first time I heard it”


If Hadap only smiles thinly “If you have no business with me anymore, I beg you to say goodbye, dadah”


When If he turned again, he was stopped because his wrist was covered by his long-sleeved jacket, held by the girl “Don't go first, I haven't allowed you” said the girl.


“Eh,..?”


“I want to ask something”


“But,... Can you please let go of your hand?” say if while smiling thinly.


The girl immediately let go of her hand If from her grasp, she felt a little embarrassed, painted on her reddish cheek “Duh, why did I hold her hand her inner” said.


If he just smiled faintly, he came back face to face with her “So, what do you want from me. Though you can see that I have nothing but what I use”.


“Look, you don't know where you want to go and don't know who you really are right?” said the girl.


“Yeah, you're right!”


“And you said, don't know the real you, right? So then. What is your name?”


“Wah, it turns out kaka great well. Watching my words. If my name is...If Hadap”


“A strange name... Ehem, and you don't know where to go right?” holding her chin with her index finger and thumb attached, the girl continued her conversation.


“Well exactly, why?”


“How to explain it, here's how if. If you want, you can come with me. After all, you have nothing except what you brought”


If he becomes interested in the offer, he starts to think for a moment. In his soul there was a dispute between him


“I do, actually don't really care. This is your decision. If I could choose... How could God Sunday decide to”


“So, you mean is... What do I want, returned to Him, so?”


“Yeah, so”


Feels quite a bit long, the girl said “So, how? Would you like to stay with me?”


“Eh, what is who?” If you are surprised after a while.


“Ah, haha. You are, it turns out cute too if you are surprised” said the girl while laughing small.


Instantly If the expression is embarrassed while scratching his head that is not itchy.


“So, what's your decision?”


“Yes done it, I mah. Not according to my Lord, so,... I'll come with you” said if while smiling.


“Alright, if so. Introduce my name is Puspira Wita, greetings well!” reply the girl while introducing herself, she extended her hand.


“Yap, greetings to know” If you also reply by submitting a body.


“Eh, really. He didn't hold my hand, did he? But, he returned it by bowing his body. Interesting man” Inner Puspita “ Well.. If so, let's go to my house”


“Wait for kak puspita, let me just carry the water in her bucket”


Immediately If you take it directly made of wood and handles to lift it in the form of iron. Treatment If make Puspita stunned a little amazed “Why do you want?” ask Puspita.


While carrying a bucket that contains with both hands, If you answer “Not anything, it's just. I'm not feeling good about you, you know. I'll stay for some time in your house, well at least. I'll help you” if you smile thinly at him.


Puspita also returned her smile “Alright, it's up to you”


They also left the well to Puspita's house.


While on the way to the house, if you have time to ask Puspita.


“Oh yes brother. By the way, kaka at home lives alone?”


Puspita also answered him while when he had glanced at him for a moment at his question “Kaka not alone really. Kaka stay threesome”


“Bertiga..?”


“Daddy, threesome. I'm my sister and my grandmother”


“It seems if I ask his parents not polite deh” Inner If.


“You asked about my parents, they died in the battle against the White Shark”


“Hi, White Shark? If you can explain briefly, can you tell me about the White” Shark


“Sorry, I can't explain it now. I became reminded of a painful memory” said Puspita who lowered her tone while bowing her head.


“Eh, am I wrong for questioning that? If so, I'm sorry”


“No, I told you a little about him myself. So, you don't have to apologize”


“Yeah, but still I feel guilty”


“Yes already if you still feel guilty. You will help me later on yah”


Their journey came to a halt, as Puspita smilingly walked face to face making If slightly clucked.


“Also, sis. Where's sister's house?”


“Oh yes almost forgot, that's it!” point at the puspita with her mother's finger.