
"Why...Why do you have Linda, even you let me marry another woman.Stupid me.!"Lirih Arman sat down limp as if the oxygen in the room was gone somewhere.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault.I thought if I got married then I wouldn't have freedom."Linda assured Arman.
Arman looked at Linda full of longing.Indeed, it is undeniable that Arman was very in love with Linda, to the point that he was so foolishly very in love with her dead on that face ,he could not distinguish the face of the woman he loved.
Wait for.
Actually who Arman loves Linda loves in her youth or Lidya the woman Arman married.
Aaaah I am stupid.
Arman was still staring at Linda longing, upset, happy, hated all being one.
Arman feels Linda his wife rose from the grave .
Arman never met Lidya directly just from the photo he saw Lidya.
I want to hug Linda in her arms.
But Arman realized it was a mistake, especially He is now married to Rahma the mother of his son.
"You know I'm married."Arman said he did not take his eyes off Linda.
Linda just nodded her head.
"Then ."
"Mas, I know you don't even love that woman."
"Keep who do you think I love."Fully answer righting.
"I know you still love me Linda your lover."
"Don't you give me to Lidya."
He likens me to a kitten that can be given to anyone.Batin Arman.
"Mas, you can accept Lidya because our faces are the same.Obviously your love is mine."Linda said as she clasped Arman's hands.
Shortly after, Arman pulled his hand away from Linda's..
"Don't these kinds of public places.You know I'm married."
"I don't think of you Linda, until I'm out of words.Maybe I loved you, you know,but I wouldn't be mistaken that the Lidya I love so much isn't you anymore.Even now I'm starting to love my wife.I hope you don't disturb my household."Then Arman stood up
"Pursue your freedom."Then Arman left Linda out of the cafe.
Linda just sat looking at the back of Arman who went away leaving her.
Oh my God why it hurts so much, is there no more love for me.
Sorry,,,,sorry,, sorry.
That's the only word I can say.
Linda is still looking down on what she did to Arman.
Crying is all Linda can do.
I thought Mas Arman would accept me right away.Given he loves me so much.But I'm wrong now even he's married again.
***
Arman came out of the cafe with booming emotions.Arman kicked the tire of his car very weakly.
Aarrggghhh....!Arman shouted rubbing his face violently.Arman immediately got into his car and hit the steering wheel of his car.
"It's still possible that he said he loved me.Even he gave me to Lidya."
Idiot...Idiot....Idiotically.
Arman continued to curse himself, Why could he be so stupid.
Arman immediately drove his car back to his office.Even Arman forgot his lunch because of his conversation with Linda.
Even Arman also forgot that today he wanted to give a little surprise to Rahma.
Well there's still tomorrow....
*****
After returning from Cafe Rahma went to the minimarket near Boutiqnya, to buy some ice cream for her son.She ordered food online because there was no interest if she had to go again to find food.
Rahma was still daydreaming in her study, thinking about why Arman had to lie to her.
Even if Arman is honest, Rahma will not be angry.
Even for jealousy Rahma felt still not entitled.Given Arman loved his late wife.
A silliness if he must be jealous.Indeed in little heart Rahma, greatly admired the figure of Arman.
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Seriate....
Ask for support, brothers.