It's like, I'm in Love

Ch. 47

Alfian massaged his temple for a moment to alleviate the pain that plagued his head. His usual appearance of looking perfect was now a mess. Even his face looked dull with fine hairs that were allowed to grow out just like that.

It's been two weeks since Desi left. Until now Alfian could not find the slightest bit of information about the girl. In order not to continue to drown in sadness and guilt, Alfian busies himself with work. At Rara's request, she is willing to stay in the main house.

"Lake in!" Alfian said after hearing a knock at the door. The figure of Dwi entered while carrying some maps.

"Good afternoon, sir."

"Sore. Please sit down."

Dwi stepped up quickly and sat down at the place Alfian was referring to.

"What's wrong?"

"I brought the financial statements from the S city branch office." Dwi handed over the map he had brought. "And regarding the Young Miss." Dwi hesitated a little.

Alfian put down the pen he held and prepared himself to receive news from Dwi.

"Say."

Dwi took a deep breath before giving out the information.

"We've found an online taxi driver that Miss Young ordered. It turned out that he was just dropping Miss off near the station. There's another car waiting for you."

"Another car?" Alfian's forehead is tied.

"Yes Sir. We checked the CCTV and found the info that it was another online taxi." Dwi held her breath as she saw Alfian's face getting tangled. "The taxi stopped under an overpass that the road surveillance cameras had broken. The driver can confirm that there is a car waiting. But he can't remember the license plate of that vehicle." Imbuh Dwi while handing over a paper.

Alfian took a deep breath. At first they found a dead end because the car seen at the gate CCTV turned out to be a rental car. And the car owner does not even know if there is a unit rented because it is in trouble.

Now, when the tenant is found, they again meet a dead end. Desi really doesn't want to be found.

Alfian read the paper from Dwi. From the addresses where the drivers took Desi down, it was seen that the girl was just circling in one large area while dodging CCTV in the streets. So when the next car he rode was not tracked, his final destination would not be tracked.

Alfian stood up while moving his hands. And Dwi immediately stood up leaving the room.

Gontai, Alfian walked over to the window. One hand held out his chest. Suddenly he felt so tight. Alfian was filled with guilt and self-disappointed. That's his trust in Desi. Which girl can survive if not to be trusted. Love alone is not enough to sustain a relationship.

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Rara looked pityfully at Alfian who had just entered the house. But his forehead was filled with wrinkles when he saw Alfian's face that was so pale. He walked quickly to the Son.

"Fians." The maternal instinct led Rara to put a hand on Alfian's forehead. "Geez!!!" Rara pulled a hand quickly. "You're so hot."

The Sultan, who heard the shriek of the Wife, hurriedly approached.

"Dad, Fian's body is hot."

The Sultan rushed over and helped Alfian walk into the room that Desi had occupied before.

Yes, Alfian is willing to go home as long as he is allowed to occupy Desi's room. Of course Rara and Sultan did not mind. Provided that Alfian was willing to go home so that they could more easily watch over their broken-hearted son.

"Where is sick?" Asked Rara anxiously.

Alfian who was staring blankly in the other direction slowly focused his attention on the Mother.

"Yes."

"Yes dear."

"I need a doctor."

Rara nodded quickly. "Dear, I'm calling Doctor Haryadi." Rara said while glancing at the Sultan who was talking to the Doctor in front of the room door.

Alfian shakes. "Not Bun."

"You want to change doctors?"

Alfian nodded in response.

"Who do you want Doctor?" Ask Sultan while stepping in.

"soul doctor. Fian's mentally ill Dad, Mother."

Alfian's reply left Rara and Sultan stunned.

After answering like that, Alfian laid his body on the bed. He looked at the ceiling with a blank look.

"Fi .. Fian .. " Tears started rolling one by one on Rara's cheeks. And become fast.

"Mental Fian the sick Bun. Dad, can you please take Fian to the Mental Hospital?"

The Sultan looked at Alfian for a moment. He realized, what Alfian experienced was the impact of childhood trauma that did not really heal. They thought Alfian was okay. It turned out that Alfian had a very severe crisis of confidence. It is not detected because before meeting Desi, Alfian never had a serious relationship.

"Yes, after your fever drops." The Sultan at the end.

"Dad .." Lirih Rara stared at the Sultan with tears in her eyes.

The Sultan pulled Rara into his arms. "Don't cry. Alfian needs us." Said the Sultan while rubbing the back of the Wife.

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Desi put her smart phone on the nightstand. After a while, her tears flowed back.

In between his preparations for the final test, Desi still cried a lot. The shadow of Alfian making out with another woman made his wounded heart even more broken.

Desi knew, it wasn't forever that he would be in that condition. But he also has no power to control his feelings.

Desi violently wiped her tears. He then stood up to pick up the laptop and turned on the object to return to study. Only in that way could he forget for a moment his broken heart.

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