
CHAPTER 84
Two years have passed...
Asha was still crying silently as she stared at the small object that was in her grasp. His memory was thrown away a year ago, where he asked for something that would make him very sorry if it happened.
The flashback
While everyone was busy eating breakfast, Asha put her spoon on the plate and started to beat. He ventured to take the attention of everyone who was engrossed in breakfast.
"Ma, Pa Asha would like to talk for a minute?" Asha said hesitantly while gripping the bottom of her dress. Ella and Rendi nodded their heads and allowed Asha to speak.
"Emm, gini Ma Pa. Kan Asha same Bang Revan has been married for a year even more, and we do not have a baby. How about if you remarry and find another woman, yes in order to give offspring to Brother." Asha said softly while bowing her head.
The deg!
Everyone was surprised not to play with what Asha said. Everyone who was swallowing food while staring at Asha choked and immediately drank water. Alden, Khansa, Aurora, and Nathan were just throwing eyes at each other and knitting their brow in confusion.
"Darling! What the hell are you talking about?! Don't be weird, you don't like it!" Revan said as he turned his body sideways and looked at his wife.
Asha who was yelled at for the first time by her husband even lowered her head.
"You never say that, son! Maybe God has not entrusted that to you. You must have thought that if being combined was easy, you would live happily all three so? It's not that easy, son!" Ella explained to the daughter-in-law.
Asha raised her head and immediately shook her head quickly. His eyes were slightly heated when he heard the word combined.
"I mean Asha isn't it, Ma! Brother can choose. If you want to marry again and do not want to split with Asha, Asha will move house so that there will be no quarrel. Or even easier if you want to separate from Asha, it will be even better." Asha said as she wiped her tears flowing down her cheeks.
"Ashe! Never say that forbidden word, son! No couple dreams of separating from their partner. They try to survive each other in any circumstances. Don't worry too much about momongan, Sha. You can adopt a child first while you wait for your child to attend." Said Rendi advising the child.
"Sorry Asha, Pa. Asha doesn't know what else to do. Kasian Brother, Pa. Should have been at the age you are today, you can carry a baby. But until now God has not left a little angel in the belly of Asha." Asha spoke increasingly softly while bowing her head.
Revan just shook his head with the words of his wife. How could Asha have any thoughts of parting with herself.
"Well disappointed with you, Sha!" Revan said in a flat tone as he walked towards the top floor to return to his room. Asha looked up her head and looked at her husband's departure.
Ella looked at the daughter-in-law and nodded her head asking that Asha follow her husband. Asha only nodded her head understandingly and immediately walked quickly to catch up with her husband.
While Rendi and Ella just massaged her temple.
"Why does Asha think that way, Ma. Are any of us talking about momongan?" Rendi asked as she turned her head to face her wife and children.
"Yes, Pa, no one asked me to let Brother and Deteh Cepet have children." Alden's words represent the inner voice of his other sisters.
While Asha, she turned the knob of the door that belonged to the husband's room and walked forward toward Revan who was lying on his back to the door of the room.
Asha also climbed on the mattress and crawled closer to the husband's burly body. After successfully sitting behind the body of the husband, Asha also stroked the hair belonging to her husband.
"Don't be angry with Asha. Asha doesn't want Abang diemin Asha gini." Said Asha with a trembling tone holding back the cries. While Revan who was emotional just closed his eyes and refrained himself from saying anything that could hurt the wife.
"Well, what Asha once said to Abang. I don't know why Asha has had a hunch since she first mentioned motherhood. Asha is afraid that it turns out Asha is the cause we do not have a baby." Asha said as she slowly stroked the husband's back.
Not noticeably, his tears flowed back down both cheeks padlocked by Asha.
"Abang said the same as Asha. Answer Asha, Bang. Don't just say it, Asha doesn't like it." Asha said with tears growing more and more flowing.
"Hiks... hicks..." Revan opened his eyes when he heard the sound of his wife crying. He slowly turned his back and looked at the crying wife while lowering his head.
Revan moved his head to Asha's lap and hugged her waist tightly.
"Asha don't cry. I don't want to see Asha cry anymore. Abang diemin Asha so that Asha can introspect the same self Asha herself. What you said was the most hated word of God. Asha knows, right?" Revan said in a hoarse tone while drowning his head in the flat stomach of the wife.
Asha nodded her head even though her husband could not see her.
"Indeed Asha would like to if until you marry again and have children from other women?" Revan said as he raised his head to look at the wife's face.
Asha shook her head strongly while wiping her tears and laying down herself beside her husband. Asha looked at the brown netra of her husband and stroked Revan's firm jaw that began to grow thin hair. And yes, Asha was crying again.
"Asha is not willing if you marry another woman. Asha does not know, if Asha can live if she sees you happy with other women. Asha knows that Asha is selfish, but Asha does not want to lose her brother." Asha said with a raucous voice accompanied by her pill cry while tightly hugging the husband.
Revan hugged his wife tightly and shed tears that he had long since.
"Abang will never do what Asha told you to do! Let it be, even though we will never be able to have children. After all, we can still adopt a baby like Mama said earlier, right? Let others talk about us." Revan said while drowning his head in the wife's shoulder.
Ended the two of them who were still chatting casually about their future in the same position. Thankfully, Revan was able to knock that thought out of his wife's brain.
Flashback off
Asha who was still crying also expressed as much gratitude in her heart. Asha was surprised instead of playing because someone opened the door abruptly.