It's a Beautiful World, isn't it?
What the hell is going on!!??
Chapter 15- What happened exactly!!?
I guess with yesterday ended well then today will be good, but it turns out that bad things do not stop there that bad things do not happen today but happen to
a week later, my parents died in a plane crash, and at that moment I was really depressed and no one understood what I was feeling nor did I know what to say and what to do. I was really frustrated, after 40 days of my parents I tried to always visit their graves after school and at that time I was really filled with depression and confusion , I decided to play the game again after 1 month more not to play it because I thought by playing the game and visiting a beautiful place can calm my mind.
Meanwhile, Urie, Tamaki, Ayumi, and Tina were gathering in the early city.
"Hufft... Shiroe Nichan didn't log in a month more it felt more and more lonely, what happened to her." [Now]
"Yes even my message was not answered by her I also tried to call her but was not picked up." [Tina]
"Hopefully nothing happened to him." [Tamaki]
"Even during school she just kept quiet and didn't look at me when I greeted her..., Oii why so sad this way do not be sad continue because our sadness makes this party so ruined even we have died as much as 2 times dungeon.Do you still want to continue sad? and if you remember the pain that made us die in this game, it'll be carried over to the real world too, just like when I was withstanding the attack from the minotour, it's not like the pain was gone for a week."[Irie]
"Sorry Urie we're so unprofessional like this, we forgot how difficult it is for you to be a tanker for this careless one of us." [Tamaki]
"aa.. I forgot that Urie-san has always taken good care of us, I'm sorry Urie-san. " [Ofig]
"Hey you don't have to feel guilty anymore, now you have to be upbeat and carry out your role in this party properly." [Urie]
"Okay Urie - nichan." [Tina]
"Hee.. You called me with the nichan suffix? aren't we the same age?" [Urie]
"aa.. That's because Tina is 1 year younger than Urie-nichan, Ayumi and Tamaki are only different months so they call Urie-nichan as usual." [Tina]
"HOOO-O.. Apparently so... Yosh it's time to get back to the dungeon." [Urie]
"YESH!!" [Tina, Tamaki and Ayumi]
When I logged in that was not what I expected instead of being calm, my feelings were even more unstable I was out of control and I did not know what I was feeling , my friends were all greeting me but I didn't care about it then I immediately ran towards the dungeon and vented all of what I felt to the monsters there
"After all you have to be more serious and concentrate... Is that not Shiroe?" [Urie]
"Ha.. Yes it is Shiroe niisan, Oii Shiroe-niisan!!" [Tamaki]
" Ha..? Shiroe-nichan why even run away from us."[Kazumi]
"Shiroe nichan Wait!! [Tina]
"Oii Shiroe where you go wait for us." [Urie]
I used Speed Up and tried to get away from them but they instead chased me and eventually I stopped and forced them to stop following me because it would be dangerous, the dungeon I searched was a hard mode dungeon.
"Stop!!.. , stop following me!!"
They were all shocked and frightened because I was yelling at them so strongly.
"Shiroe what happened you're not an ordinary day, is not it but this month you even assumed I wasn't there when I reprimanded you at school?" [Urie]
"Yes Shiroe Nichan also why not go online again for more than a month."[Tina]
"Shiroe nicha..." [Now]
"Be quiet, you are too noisy!! You guys just go there you won't understand what's happening to me either." [Shiroes]
"Oii.. Shiroe you're overreacting now, you're scaring them and how we can understand that you haven't tried to tell them. Come here with us." [Urie]
"I told you not to come any closer!!! SHOCK WAVE, FIRE WALL,!!!" [Shiroes]
Urie bounced because my Shock Wave and the others looked so scared that I had Fire Walls around me that they could not get close.
"Nichan urie!!" [Tina, Kathy]
Tamaki immediately ran towards Urie.
"Urie niisan are you seriously injured?" [Tamaki]
"aa..Oii Shiroe, why are you? You even attacked me." [Urie]
I was just speechless to see those who were frightened and ran away without knowing the right direction, every monster that was blocking me was beaten and no matter what I was going to die from not being strong against it.
"Here you go, we better leave him alone first." [Urie]
"Alright Urie-san, but now what are we doing now?" [Tamaki]
"Hmm.we are exploring other dungeons just like Shiroe said this dungeon is dangerous and we will not be strong." [Urie]
"okay." [Now]
Because Tina showed a very worried expression towards Shiroe so I tried to comfort her. [Urie]
"Hey Tina Shiroe will definitely be fine, now if we want to chase after him we have to get stronger again and therefore we have to conquer the dungeon." [Urie]
"Yes Urie-nichan, surely Shiroe-nichan will be strong and I want her to come back to us again." [Tina]
"That's the spirit let's go." [Urie]
And I think I've run as far away from them as possible. I finally got to the Boss room. Without any doubt at all I went straight in and when the boss had appeared I immediately carried out an attack that was so brutal and uncontrollable, strangely though by my very bad fighting way of moving with emotion and not thinking about risk, the result of that fight I can win and the HP I have is only 7, left, after that I fainted.When I woke up I was not in the game anymore and it turns out I logged out automatically because the game feature is someone with unstable awareness will immediately logout automatically.
When I woke up in my room my mind was empty and unstable, I didn't know what to do. After being silent for half an hour I finally decided to continue living my life even though no one noticed me or fixed his expectations on me since my parents died.
The only way I can deal with my depression is to beat up the dungeon monsters so that my emotions are evaporated there and not overflow in the real world. 1 Month had passed without me realizing that my level and status had become abnormal within 3 months my level had become 184 from level 42 and because I was bored with the dungeon I realized there was the PvP system in this game I also tried it.
At first I felt awkward because all this time I had never fought to kill the player. But after the first fight I felt like it started to be fun that day I was up against 10 guys and even though it wasn't enough to get me inside
The leaderboard so the next day I do PvP again and again so on until I finally lose when entering the top 60 so I decided to conquer the dungeon again.
After a week my level had risen to 209 and I was going to do PvP again, when I walked towards the Pvp arena suddenly there was a group of people blocking me and they invited me to join their group, because I feel like they're just getting in the way so I don't care about them.
But they did not give up and their leader cast a trap magic that left me bound in chains and unable to move.
~connect~
