Is This Luka?

10

I watched all those scenes. A passionate hot scene capable of shredding feelings. Which woman whose heart was not sliced saw her loved ones doing vile deeds before her eyes. I'm trying to be tough, trying not to make things go awry.

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Today I intend to visit Oky at his hangar. I was prepared from earlier. I took my bag, hugged the bouquet of flowers I found this morning and rushed down the stairs excitedly.

"Momuuuu!" My broom when I see Mom is ready at the dinner table.

"Laras.. uda neatly? It's still morning, you usually come home in the afternoon?" Ask Mom.

"Mommy, today Laras wants to stop by the Oky hangar first. Want to meet your most handsome son!" My canda.

"Want you a memento?"

"Ga need ma'am.I can go alone so I'll go straight home!"

"Are you sure you want to go alone without Mom?"

"Sure dong!"

"Yes, now you have breakfast! Let your stomach be filled. If you have met Oky you must have forgotten to eat!"

"Haha.. I'm just-there if I'm hungry if I eat dong bu even though I meet Oky!"

"Ahhh, definitely eat out!" Answer Mom

I had my breakfast of fried rice made by Mom, occasionally interspersed in jokes and we both laughed.

She hugged me tightly, "you often visit Mom, so you don't get lonely!" Her speech.

"Yeah, Laras try ya buu. Doain Baras so that the thesis of the Barrel Cepet finished, so Laras can have a lot of time for Mom!"

"Yes all sports, the Oky sanggar is also deket. Later Laras can ride the angkot ko Bu!"

"You're being ushered in with Mom?"

"Get it, I'll take a break! Kasian Capee's mother!"

I walked away from the magnificent gate, leaving Mother still standing to see me. I waved my hand and Mom replied. Somehow there was a sense of weight even very heavy leaving Mother today. Like I'm not gonna see her again.

My tears are slowly flowing at the end of my eyes. I reached the front gate Sanggar, I saw the gate slightly open. I entered without excuse, when I entered the courtyard it looked very quiet, but the door was open though not completely. I smiled at the bouquet of flowers in my hand, "we'll meet Ky" I said in my heart. I stepped up excitedly, sneaking into the vestibule. But, I didn't find Oky there. I thought I'd find Oky see you and surprise him. Every room I searched very carefully. At the very back of the room, I heard a woman's small sigh.

My heart is already in disarray, confused, anxious, afraid of all being mixed into one. My heart beats incoherently, beats not with its rhythm. Arriving at the very end of the room, my body froze instantly. My tears slowly flowed warmly on my cheeks. No words came out, my mouth was locked. Through a slightly open door I watched Oky playing crazy with a woman I didn't recognize. I could do nothing but stand where I witnessed the passionate heat that tore my feelings apart.

I stared at the bouquet in my hand, once again I kissed the bouquet. "I understand" I said softly. I put the bouquet right in front of the door. I stood there for a long time, watching the scenes of every scene they did. Until I finally gave up, I lost all my feelings. I turned around to leave the hangar, I walked down the street with tears that did not stop coming out. I don't care about all the calls and notifications on my phone. I even made it in silent mode.

I continued walking without direction or purpose. I don't know where I'm going myself. I don't want to meet anyone. I want to cry out loud. But it's impossible for me to do on the side of the road like this. Without me realizing I had walked far enough, even very far. It was getting dark, I stood on an overpass and stared far away at the city with the lights on. I no longer care about my surroundings, which is dangerous or not. Even if today someone is going to kill me, it's probably better I thought.

I felt my eyes wink, from crying for too long. This heart is broken into pieces, but my tears may have run out until I can't come out again. I gulped down the mineral water in my bag. I threw the bottle all the way up there, no matter what the person was going to hit or not that I obviously wanted to do what I was doing right now. I sat down next to the bridge and cried. I don't know what to do, this is all I can do.

A black car stopped right in front of me.

Someone hugged me very tightly. I lifted my head and cried even louder when I knew it was Iday. Iday helped me up, "we're home baby!" Bring along.

"Gue don't want to go home Day, my heart hurts!"

"Trus want to be here when are you? What if there's something badin lo Laras?" The tone of Iday is rising

"But I hurt Day!" My words are weak out of energy.

"You have to obey me! Come back with me!" He pulled my body half. I pulled Iday into his car.