Is This Love??

Is This Love??
Shisi Grieving



The break hour arrived..


Ayri meets Tea in her class who just finished her class.


" Let's hunt out. " Ayri forcibly pulled Tea who was still packing books into her bag .


"Yes, be patient. " Tea hurriedly packed her book and followed Ayri's invitation. They head to the school garden to listen to Ayri's curses.


"Gue Sad Tea, huhu. The time after graduating Junior High I want to be in pesantrenin" said Ayri who again shed her tears after she told me.


" Oh, haha. Hey why you even cry, here and here I hug. Unchh my best friend" Tea also hugged Ayri while giving motivation to Ayri.


" That's a sign that you love you so that your child can be a better child. I just want to mesantren if I want to ngijinin, but unfortunately there is no cost." A hopeful Tea.


" Yes, actually also said lo, but tuh... " Say Ayri said, but sheked by Tea.


" Stttt... Don't ever waste Ay's chance to be better." Tea wipes Ayri's unfinished words.


The atmosphere of silence for a moment, Ayri absorbs every positive word of her friends that makes Ayri think.


" Yes too, my friends are not as lucky as I am, papah sama mamah still care to nyekolahin I in pesantren. So despite the weight I have to obey her." Ayri muttered in her heart.


" It is not forever you will stay in the pesantren, we can still meet you on holiday. Do not feel alone Ay, we will always be your friend forever even. " Tea said again convincingly, he held onto Ayri's two shoulders.


The entrance bell rings..


Ayri and Tea return to their respective classes. Ayri finds Shisi with her face covered in a hug by Melly.


"Shisi, what's wrong with you?" Ayri gasped in shock at Shisi's tearful face.


" He's getting word of grief, Nene's dead." Melly hugged Shisi.


" Innalilahi wainnailaihi rojiun, who is patient Shi. If that mending us take you home just yuk. " Ayri is holding onto Shisi's shoulder.


" Thank you Ay, but take it home soon. So I'm waiting for school." Reply Shisi who tried to end his grief.


" Okay if rich then, later we come to your house to pray yes. " Sayri said, and Shisi just answered a nod while aghast from the seat. Melly releases Shisi's embrace.


" I'm going to the toilet first. " Sisi said, still harboring sadness as if he wanted to cry loudly, he ran towards the toilet.


Ayri could only remain silent.


" Sisi why Ay?" Saydi asked Ayri who had been watching them.


" Sisi's grandmother died and I'm the same Melly went home from school to sleep, you want to come?" Ask Ayri.


"Innalilahi, yes I can come later ngajak other friends too."


Physics teacher also entered filled the lesson hours.. Ayri tried to focus on receiving physics lessons at least to reduce her sadness.


"For today's lesson hours we connect to the dumbbell clock." Obviously Mr. Kuwadi as Teacher.


" Yahhh the old father really dong pak. now aja bimbelnya. let 1 hour just a lesson." Protest of one of the students.


" Don't protest a lot, if you don't like to leave your lessons." Say Pak Kuwadi with kalem dialect to java-jawaan. But no one dared to fight because they feel kasian with the teacher who has almost retired at an old age.


Meanwhile..


" Oh my goodness is very saturated dong, oh yes continue how to care about Shisi's nenya." His murmur in the heart.


" Shi, mending you permission to go home so you can join Nene's funeral. Later after school we'll fly to your house." Ayri suggested Shisi who had been gloomy and not focused on the lesson.


"But ay.."


" Hmm, Sir. Shisi want permission to go home? At his house there's grief sir, Nene's dead." Ayri said wiping Shisi's words and asking for permission from Pak Kuwadi.


" Oh yes please, what needs to be in between. One of his friends can drive." Sir. Kuwadi.


Melly participates to drive Shisi home.


" I'll follow Mell later, be careful." Ayri said after they got out of their seats. Melly just agreed with the thumbs up code.


The lesson continues..


Ayri sat down by herself and she continued to listen to the lesson.


Somehow Ayri's eyes were suddenly fixed on the God who was looking at her.


"When did his eyes come to me?." Gumam Ayri who then lowered her head and pretended to write and focus on the writing that Pak. Kuwadi chalked on the board.


" Dewa Plis don't make me more nervous lo, it's free there's no more chance." Ayri so imagined the weight when he later had to leave and would never meet again with the Gods.


Hours to school..


Mr. Kuwadi rushed out of class followed by the students who flocked out of class, Ayri prepared to go directly to Shisi's house.


" Ayri, wait. With dong, you want to fuck, right?. God, here you want to join ngga.?" Saydi said, who then invited the gods.


"Yes, I'll wait in the parking lot." But Ayri forgets that she went to school in Bonceng by Tea, so she is confused about what to do.


" Eh, hmm. Say, I don't want to go away." Suddenly Ayri changed her mind because there was no vehicle.


" Lah, how the hell. Last morning you made us, now you even mingbatalin. How the hell?."


Saydi was surprised by Ayri's attitude.


" I forgot, there's no vehicle. This morning, I went to tea, hehe." Ayri said she was embarrassed.


"Oh, hmm. Yes, I have brought this bike, I will talk to you." Saydi. They also stepped into the parking lot together (Ayri, Saydi, Dewa and Haevi).


During the drive to the parking lot Ayri walked behind Saydi and Haevi. Adjoining the Gods, but Ayri just lowered her head without a word or greeting the Gods, but her heart was beating very fast.


In parking..


Saydi took the bike, for Haevi.


Ayri hugs Saydi and Dewa's motorcycle with Haevi. The god only fell silent and no longer paid attention to Ayri when Ayri climbed on Saydi's motorcycle.


Along the way Ayri just lowered his head in shame because he was not used to being bullied by men.


" Geez, ko I'm tense gini anyway. Where behind the gods. " Ayri murmured in the heart. He did not dare to hold Saydi, only his left hand held on the back of the motorcycle seat.