Is There a Second Chance
AKK28 - It's Me Serly
Why is the wind tonight so stabbing to my heart???
I wanted to follow you but it was our son who was still in my stomach that made me still want to survive.
Oh thatch are you still going to keep swaying????
Please tell me, how can you continue to survive, I want to be like you who will fall even though the night wind always hits.
Neni help me nen, those black butterflies always bother me.
Nen, come get them out of here, I'm afraid they're flying into my yard, they're definitely gonna bother my flowers.
Hay you were there to tell my husband, I want to be hugged by him, I really want to be hugged by him........
Serly's getting fragile, she needs someone who can calm her down, maybe that person's her best friend.
Tok.shock. " Assalamula." Greetings from his best friend.
Serly did not open the door, she just kept quiet and daydreamed.
Tok.dok.
" The Assalamualikum Serly.'
The door is not yet opened.
" Before I say the third greeting, I just want to remind you, if answering the greeting is mandatory." Said Neni who knew Serly was inside.
" Greetings waalaikum, what are you here for" replied Serly.
" Before I answer I would like to remind ..and whoever believes in Allah and the last day should glorify the guest...." (HR Bukhari and Muslim)." said Neni.
Serly immediately opened the door and hugged Neni, "Thank you Nen you're always there when I need you."
Neni also hugged her best friend while saying :
..."A believer in other believers is like a building that strengthens one another.” (H.R. Bukhari and Muslim)."...
Although it does not eliminate the sadness of Serly at least Neni can reduce the burden that his best friend is carrying.
" Remember, my friend, if the night is over there will be day, as well as life, where there is a meeting there must be separation" said Neni.
" But I feel so guilty about Nen" said Serly.
Holding Serli Neni's hand said, "No man is perfect except for Rosulullah, so you must not constantly beat yourself up, as the season we have to pray a lot do not just blame yourself."
Now that Serly was no longer crying, she asked Neni again, "let me not continue to blame myself I have to pray' a what nen."
" Allahumma anta a’lamu minni bi nafsiy, wa anaa a’lamu bi nafsii minhum. Allahummaj ‘alniy khoirom mimmaa yazhunnuun, wagh-firliy maa laa ya’lamu wa laa tu-akhidzniy bimaa yaquuluun." Neni recites his prayers
" What does Nen mean." asked Serly again.
Then Neni answered him very patiently. " That is: O God, You know more of myself than I do and I know more of myself than of those who praise me. O Allah, make me better than they think, forgive me for what they do not know of me, and do not torment me with their words. (Al Baihaqi)."
" Nen do you think I'm strong enough to face this ordeal?" ask Serly.
Neni explains what he knows, "Allah says in al-qarah verse 286 :
Laa yukallifullaahu nafsan illaa wus'ahaa, lahaa maa kasabat wa 'alaiha maktasabat, rabbanaa laa tu`aakhidznaa in nasiinaa akhtha`naa, rabbanaa wa laa tahmil 'alainaa israng kamaa hamaltahuu 'alalladziina ming qablinaa, rabbanaa wa laa tuhammilnaa maa laa thaaqata lanaa bih, wa'fu 'annaa, waghfir lanaa, war-hamnaa, anta maulaanaa fanshurnaa 'alal-qaumil-kaafiriin.
Which means: Allah does not burden a person except according to his ability. He got the reward (of virtue) he worked for and he got the punishment (of evil) he did. (They pray): “Yes our Lord, do not punish us if we forget or we are wrong. Our Lord, do not burden us with a heavy burden, as You have burdened those before us. Our Lord, do not give us what we cannot bear. Forgive us, forgive us and mercy us. You are our Helper, so help us against the disbelievers." (QS. Al-Baqarah: 286)."
Neni took the initiative to stay at Serly's house for a few days later, the reason is so Serly does not despair.
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" Eh Ser if I may want to name your experience the same Aa when dating that until now is still remembered." asked Neni so that Serly does not daydream.
" No ah, you will be angry." replied Serly.
" I won't be angry Ser.promise." said Neni.
Then Serly told Neni.
" It was the time I was with Jae dating that until now is still remembered is when we came home from school we passed the house where there was his dog, when me and Jae passed the dog chasing us, I go straight into someone's house, but Jae keeps running, his dog keeps chasing Jae, then Jae climbs a mango tree, the dog chasing Jae is still waiting downstairs, 10 Minutes later the dog left, but the mango tree Jae climbed had his Haji Rakmin the fiercest man in the village at the time, ....." Oh it turns out all this time that my mango thorns you yeah....." Haji Rakmin accuses Jae of being a thief, although Jae explains that Haji Rakmin still does not trust Jae, then Jae is told to go down and and and in his ear jewel, I can only be silent and laugh in my heart, because if I talk to Haji Rakmin, I won't believe it...... Because Jae didn't accept being accused the other night Jae invited me and my friend to steal Haji Rakmin's mango...... Arriving there Jae immediately climbed up and picked up the mango while we below put the mango that Jae took, only a few pieces of Haji Rakmin came out he said slowly to us, "Sssst you guys don't make noise, there you go." then we leave Jae, .. .. " Show much has not been....Ser....Serly you're quiet." Because I'm just quiet, and I'm gone, Jae looked down he saw Haji Rakmin, Haji Rakmin's facial expression was like eating people....." Get you down." Haji Rakmin shouted.
Jae replied. " Bentar pa Haji if I go down quickly will fall."
" Hurry you down!!!" hajji Rakmin shouted even louder." Because I was afraid Jae was hit by Haji Rakmin, my friend and I pretended to run after the dog...." Watch out for a runtin' dog." Because of fear Haji Rakmin immediately ran into the house, after Haji Rakmin entered the house Jae rushed down and ran the three of us laughed along the way, the mango we had collected we did not bring.
On the road we saw the husband and wife were fighting, we heard that his wife was cravings mango but the husband was not having money to buy mango, because pity Jae approached her husband... " Om I hear your wife craves mangoes again?" ask Jae.
Om he answered. " Yes de, wife om again crave mango, but om is not having money.
" Then just come to my house, the mangoes I have collected under the tree the mango plan I want to give to the RT sir but because the wife oom again crave mango for Om only." said Jae.
'" Which is really de, which house is de?" ask Omnya.
" Bener om, but later if my father is angry just say, his mangoes want to Om bring to the house of RT sir but by the way must be hard because my father bolot, but by the way, after that om go straight away and just bring the mangosteen because my father mah stingy, my house cet his white 7 house from here." lie Jae while pointing at the house Haji Rakmin.
Si om and his wife langsumg to the mango tree haji Rakmin.
Surely only his Om wants to bring the mango Haji Rakmin directly out.
" Hey, you guys want to steal mangoes." cried Haji Rakmin.
" Who stole the mango, we were told by RT to take the mango at the house of Haji" replied the omnya in a loud tone,...
Then the om went straight away carrying a mango, Haji Rakmin just kept quiet, he was confused so far no one was snapping at him......
seriated
please like her yes.
