Is he my future ?
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Morning time...
"ha !!!! it's 08:00 already ????? I'm late for work !!!!"
"mom's sorry I can't help you work, I'm late for work"
"fortunately, it's less than a few minutes, but, you can cut the salary if I'm late huuhhh..."
- open facebook
'are they looking for a job, right ?? I'll help give you info, hopefully help'
click click tap..
"okay, now I'm going to work"
Oh yes, my name is Atsuko Maeda, I was born from an ordinary family, I am the only daughter in my family, I have 2 older brothers and one younger brother but, I have, both my brothers work abroad. Things like this are common in our place even in our country.
I have someone who people say is a lover. Key he works in one of the ordinary companies on the opposite island yes again this long distance relationship makes me like I do not have a lover even brother, I do everything myself, I do everything, even when I was sick my family only gave me some money for treatment without taking me. For me it's not easy. We live like my sister's family doesn't live with my uncle, my two brothers live across the country, my father lives in my brother's house and I live with my mother. Very quiet.
*biib biiibbb*/hp vibrating
messaging
*****89761
sis is there really a job vacancy in Keito's company, do you also work there? I'm Ginzo.
to :*****89761
yes, please just submit a proposal
no, I don't work there, I work in Rio
SEND
*biib biiiib*
messaging
*****89761
what is your name ? if I may know.
to :*****89761
Atsuko Maeda
SEND
*biib biiiib*
messaging
*****89761
just graduated too, huh ?
to :*****89761
oh, I graduated two years ago
SEND
*disappear*
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I work as the biggest supermarket clerk in my city, I've only worked two months but this job is very heavy for me who is like a dwarf with a height of 150cm and a weight of only 37kilograms.
At 17:00
'it's time to go home', my mind
I want to call Key after I get home, I want to tell him how hard it was today.
when I got home cleaning my body, I took my phone in my bag,
messaging
to : dear 😘
key do you have time ? will you let me call you tonight ?
SEND
as usual, he did not return my message. He is very busy with his work and his activities with his friends. I sprinkled my body in a worn pink mattress, my eyes fixed on a piece of paper that I stuck on the wall right in front of my bed.
SUCCESS FOR MY FAMILY
All my optimism I gathered as I looked at my spirit talisman. I want my mother and my father not to work hard anymore age has gnawed at his body.
*kring kriiiiing*
Dear 😘
Call out...
'ah she finally contacted me' in my heart
"hi key did you just come home?" my tofu, my,
"yes, there was overtime, hey what did you want to tell me ? I'll hear you"
how I told him, it would be selfish if I complained to him about my tiredness. If he can be this strong why should I complain
"ah no I just wanted to say if I miss you"
"uhm ..well I miss you too"
I don't feel water dripping from my eyes. Who cares about me ? he told me all his tiredness and me, making a beautiful laugh in my lips, among the tears that dripped without me noticing.
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the tomorrow..
'ah last night I fell asleep huh...'
I got out of my bed, met the sun of my life
"good morning mother, I will help mother ". I said to the middle-aged woman, my mother is a hard-working woman, my mother is the one who fully supports my family. He doesn't care about his body length, which he knows we can eat tomorrow.
"good morning Maeda, thank you" he said
"mom, don't be too tired, I take care of myself, I don't want you to be sick, I don't want you to be too tired"
"Maida, calm down I won't do anything, there are you who are always waiting for me" replied the mother as she threw a smile from heaven at me.
my mother's sincere smile made me rise, my mother never complained, for my mother's sake I'll work even harder. I don't want her old age to continue like this.
"mom, I'm ready.can I take a shower and go to work.mom should be careful at home" my permission to mother
that heavenly smile was thrown at me again, as soon as he looked at the woman.
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"mom, I go to work first, I take care of myself at home, if I go home there should be no more injuries to my mother's body" I told my mother.
"yes mother will be careful, good work, take care of yourself" replied my mother
"yes ma'am, I'll go first, good morning"
"good morning"
I passed my hand to my mother, my mother's smile like a moodbooster for me, yes, this time I will not let my pessimism defeat me. I will fight for my mother. I ran towards my old age, paddling it with vigor. I won today
The cool air of my village, the warm and beautiful sunshine, I live on the edge of town. I worked my way up the old age my father gave me. My father was a craftsman who certainly earned his income. My father relied on my mother's work. "huh.it's ridiculous"
a quarter of an hour's drive through, the city streets were so crowded, I turned the steering wheel on my left into the supermarket parking lot. I parked right next to the wall. I wish today would be my day.
*klek*parking the bike
A short-sleeved girl stood beside the entrance of the company office. He looked worried, like he was looking for someone,
"Yuki !!!" call me to the girl
" Maeda !!! you have come ?!! GAWAAATTT Maedaa !!! "
I'm Maeda Atsuko, a poor introverted girl, who doesn't have many friends. And Yuki was a very good friend to me, he always accompanied me and helped me when I was having trouble. We are a workforce in our company.
" Yuki, what's wrong ? why are you so panicked ? you need my help?" I asked Yuki
"Maida, Madam Manager called you, I don't believe this"
"Mrs Minami called me ?" ask me again. 'what happened? Madam Minami called out to me, Yuki looks very anxious, what happened ? did I have any wrong ?' thought
"yes, go to the office to see the madam"
I nodded my head at Yuki the sign I was following his orders. I rushed to the Manager's office. On the door it read - Ny Minami - Personnel Manager - I ventured to knock on the door.
*tokk tock*
"get in!" a woman's voice came from behind the door. I opened the honorable door. Seemed a charming graceful figure was sitting at her work desk.Yeah.she is Mrs Minami, Personnel Manager of the company where I and Yuki work.
"good morning Madam, I'm facing there according to your orders. Is there a job I have to do, ma'am?" say
" Maeda, Boya's company is going through a tremendous downturn. I was assigned to reduce some new employees, and this has been determined by the Director"
" did I make a mistake? " i asked to be broken into the graceful woman in front of me. His originally sturdy legs were like a cripple, My two eyes were like a dam that had excess volume of water. He looked at me pityingly. grasping tightly my own finger to strengthen myself.
"you are a good girl who is diligent and honest. You have absolutely no faults. I am also just an officer. I can't help you any more. I've been trying to keep you. But, the Director is in control of everything" he tried to explain to me. Seen a regretful look from his gaze. "mother, I'm sorry, I tried my best but,." I said in my heart.
"i understand Madam, thank you for your help, thank you for being so kind to me all this time sorry if all this time I've been bothering you"
"Miss Maeda, I'm the one who should be apologizing to you, I'll search after this"
Slowly I strengthened my legs as if I had been paralyzed all of a sudden, I moved from my chair to the door. "I'll transfer your salary this morning, Maeda"
"thank you very much, madam"
Yuki the chatty girl who was always with me was still standing outside the door waiting for me. His face was very worried. He quickly pulled my hand and hugged me, "Maida, we're friends, we're going to keep ketemy out there a lot. I'm sorry I couldn't take care of you this time" he said beside my ear. Yuki you're so nice to me, how could I forget you ? I nodded my head to see that I understood what he was saying.
"Yuki, don't you have to enter the stand already ? go. I'm fine, I'll go straight home to help my mom"
"but, ..."
"come in, Yuki, don't waste your chance, I promise you we'll succeed together and become friends together"
"Maidaa... I'm sorry, I left you when you were down, but I'll call me when I get home from work" he tried to comfort me, even though it's completely pointless, I feel Yuki's sincerity for me.
"all right, I'm in, you're careful on the road. Don't think about today's problems, I'll definitely help you"
"yes" I answered
Yuki ran towards the worker entrance and I, I stood alone. I walked to the bike parking lot, a red cloth package with a basket as long as I. It was a stock.which I always prepared for me, to make sure I would not starve when I was outside the house..
"mom forgive me, I can't do my best for you" I don't feel like I'm shedding tears..
On the way home the sound of a machine vehicle was like a knife piercing my heart. How you say this to my mom, I don't want my mom to worry about me, I don't want my mom to be disappointed in me. God.Give me the ease to get through this.
*track*
park the bike
"Darling, you came home so early, didn't you just leave 1 hour ago?"
I walked towards mom, I'm sure I'll calm down if I hug her."mom, forgive me" the second time I cried today. How not ? I have survived my difficult times but so easily I was thrown. Without answering a word my mother understood everything that happened to me today. Mother stroked my hair, mother calmed me.
"Darling, go get changed.I'll make you some warm tea, I'll make you, I'll make you a couple, I'll take Princess Wang to the room" said my mother softly.
Wang is our clan, there are Chinese and Taiwanese lineages in our blood. But when we were born and raised in Nagoya, we went to our room and we parted in front of our door. My mother went to the kitchen to make tea and at my mother's request I changed my clothes.
*kreeekk*
"let's go to the upper corridor, it looks like the flower diamtas has withered" asked the mother
I didn't answer a word, I just walked behind my mom. Two seats are ready for us to sit. Sitting against the vastness of the sky, beautiful flowers are neatly planted in the corridor of my house, my mother and I really like plants.we deliberately plant here for a place to rest.
*teng* mom put the glass
"honey, tell mom what makes you sad ?" ask me softly
"mother..."
"say son"
"the company I work for is in decline and they are taking steps to reduce spending by reducing new employees, there are about 10 people who have a PHK and me.."
"and you're a tough lady mom who just came out of a cage. Look at the little bird that just learned to fly. The bird can finally see the beautiful flowers that we plant here. Seeing the beautiful outside world. Indeed there will be other dangerous creatures that love him. But, isn't the life scenario made by God ?"
"mother.."
"Daughter, life is so vast, look at the awn at the end of it, do you know what's going on under that cloud ? do you know how beautiful the place under the clouds is ? if you don't come to him, you'll never know"
"mom, I understand thank you mom.." Manangis hugged mom..
"now drink your tea, behold the cloud is moving see how vast the earth you can conquer, behold beautiful flowers await your coming"
"yes ma'am"
My mother is so full of heart, so fragile. I understand, it's so easy for my mother to erase my worries, God help me. I will conquer this world ...
Night
*biib*
messaging
from : babe 😘
what about your day ? I just added a tattoo on my body.
the man with the tattoo, I didn't like the man with the tattoo at all, but he did it without my knowledge when I last met that's when I found out that he had painted his body. My anger has been broken by my race against Key.
messaging
to : Dear 😘
key didn't you promise me that you wouldn't add any more tattoos ? why are you lying to me.
*SEND
**biib biib*
messaging
from : babe 😘
why are you so chatty? this is my life, you have no right to rule me. forbid me one bit. If you don't like it, then get out of my life ! you never understood what I wanted
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messaging
to : sayank😘
what do you mean ? I'm just taking your promise why are you like this ?
**SEND
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"what ? I'm blocked ? he blocked me ?"
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'key !!! what are you doing !!!'
Company business just ended, now key left, I don't know if key will come back or not. Hearing his past story, Key abstained from returning, Key was so loud and determined about what he wanted. It is no longer this heartache that is so painful. I hope he doesn't sacrifice our relationship for trivial matters.
'*Key know I'm broken, I want you to be on the side, Key is saying you won't lose this much of me' - shedding tears
'do I not deserve to be happy ? i... what should I do *?''
The darkness tonight is not as dark as my heart and mind. A very dark fog has filled my heart and mind. Crying all night hoping this wound will heal
*the next day
*kriiing kriiing v*
Yuki
call in
REPLY REJECT
*"Yuki called me ? what's up?" in my mind
*ANSWERS*
" Maeda are you busy this afternoon ?" ask yuki
" no, yuki"
" good, I want to meet you, there are two things I want to talk to you about, I will treat you tonight. We meet at Maid Caffe at 19:00"
"all right, I'll go"
" okay, I'll see you there"
'what does Yuki want to tell me ?'
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Seriate.....
