Invitation From Ex

Invitation From Ex

Today I received an invitation from someone. I just held this invitation for a few seconds. My phone rang indicating that there was a message. Then I looked at the message which turned out to be from an unknown number.

"Have you accepted the invitation. It's me your ex" this is the content of the message.

I then saw the invitation I held there, there was the name of someone I loved before we broke off the relationship. But the next second this heart felt pain, disappointment, anger and various feelings that could not be expressed. Just one month we broke up now I have received an invitation from you whether you forget me that easily.

A few seconds later, my phone rang again. "You'll come to the event I'm about to host. I hope you can attend"

After I read the message, I would leave the message, but then I answered, "I'll try to come, but I can't promise."

I turned off my phone and I went back to my room. And this is where I cry as much as I can, though I say sincerely let go of him but this heart cannot lie if I still love him. "May you be happy with your choice" This is my heart for him.

The days after I accepted the invitation, like I had no desire to live anymore. And it feels like I want to get away from this harsh reality.

Even every night when I think of the times we used to date. When I laughed with him, angry with him, spoiled, revealing each other the feelings we felt at that time.

These tears are unceasingly dripping from my eyelids. That sadness, disappointment, and regret haunts me every second, every minute, and every hour I pass until I see my loved ones with other women.

Even if it hurts, I should be able to forget it. And start my life back. Because this is my choice. And I should have considered this before making a decision at that time.

if only time could be reworked, would I still have a chance to accept the proposal. But I realized that because of my carelessness, I had lost the one I loved, I loved until this moment.

Whatever I can do, I can only be sad and disappointed in myself.

A week had passed, and now the time had come, where I had to attend my ex's show. And this is where I stand in a beautiful white kebaya dress.

I wondered why I should use white kebaya and my parents even suggested I use it. When I step my foot into my ex's show. I was astonished - astonished at the many welcomes when I stepped there. There were two people holding me and another one carrying an umbrella behind me, not until there I was surprised when the people I love smile welcome me and I was taken by them to sit next to my ex.

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