Introverts

Introverts
#06



I sipped my saliva nervously.


In front of me Ahem was standing with breathless and ruffled waist.


"Huft, finally met also lo upik"


He was wasting his breath tired of chasing me.


Pimply


Dangerous


I immediately turned around and walked quickly, but Ahem had already pulled the back collar of my shirt, and had me dragged.


"Where are you going? " Seek in a cynical tone.


I just grinned and scratched my nape that didn't itch.


"Follow me"


"Tap_but___"


"Moran? "


"I want to go home, give me your groceries" answered I was afraid.


"Jaudah" he answered and released his check.


Huft


He walked to his car, I followed him from behind.


"Lo gapain? " Task her.


"Come"


"What?  You walk to your house, I follow you in the back"


HEH


I gawk.


"yeh..  This kid's dumb"


"Hoi, are you still alive? " He was blinking my lips.


Be ill.


This species is evil.


I just rubbed my lips on his plash. And nod.


On the way he kept nagging.


"Woi pucketan road, catfish very like a bunting snail"


Bodo


"Snap up"


Wagging


"No splinter?  If the catapult I report what you've done" Threaten her.


I had to speed up my steps.


When I got home, I hurried in.  Lazy to offer or see Ahem's face.


For whatever sake today is an unlucky day to see and meet him.


"Where? " Bill the Azzam bang when I get in.


"It's a bang"


I gave you a plastic containing a snack.  When I was a kid, I never saw the face of the Azzam bang.


He was very strict, how often I said he was a shitty brother, but until now I could never push his word.


His stern voice frightened me, as if I were a destroyer of happiness.


"Where's the receipt? "


I also took out a receipt from my pants pocket.


"Still 10 grand, mana"


Without further ado, I immediately handed over the rest of the change.


I don't think it'll be charged, it turns out.....


Yasudahlah.


"Udah go there" her expulsion was firm.


I just nodded and walked into the room.


I just laid my body on the bed.


" Akhi" shouted my brother from the TV room.


"Yes bang for a minute"


I got up in a hurry and ran towards him.


"What's the bang? " Task me while looking down.


Bugh


Bang Azzam pushed me until I sat on the floor.


Be ill.


That's how I feel.


He threw a packet of snacks in my face.


I can only bite my lower lip, fearless.


"What you buy expired snacks" snapped her mad.


I just looked down scared.


"From the first time I didn't becus lo"


I was silent, not to say, to me...


"Useless"


Bang Azzam left the room. Without looking at me a bit.


"It should have been before! You don't have to exist"


Jleb


My tears want to flow.  I can accept if treated like Babu, in a slap or even expelled.


But I beg you!  Don't say it like I'm a mistake that shouldn't exist.


I tried to stand up from my position.  I saw my elbows bruised because they were clenched to the table.


I walk with occasional grimacing, my legs tired, my body limp.


All I can do is lie in the room, and compress the bruises.


It was over, I unconsciously fell asleep.


I woke up again when the clock was 17:50.


"Allah has fallen asleep"


Quickly I snatched the towel and took a bath, after taking a shower and changing clothes, I went straight to the kitchen.


The fool!  I forgot I haven't been shopping, so how's Bang Azzam going to eat?.


"Lo don't cook"


I was shocked, as Bang Azzam was standing in front of the refrigerator taking a drink.


"Yes Bang" My great-grandson.


I'm still afraid to see it.


Without replying Bang Azzam immediately left, there was a noise in the television room.


Looks like Bang Azzam's friends have arrived.


Finally I could only be silent in the room after performing the Maghrib prayer I did the math.


For whatever reason, I can't do my job because of that noise.


I admit, I am a fool.  But the matter of this task must be gathered tomorrow.


This is what I don't like if Bang Azzam brings his friends home.


They are often rowdy and sometimes act annoyingly.


That's why if his friends come I always go out and sit on the park bench, until Bang Azzam's friends leave.


But this time, I have to hold on.


"haha zam muka you've spouted"


"lose lo, whipped spout"


"******* so much to all"


"huuh. I won woyyy"


"where is adek zam? "


But now I have to hurry and clean up my stuff.


"what about nanyain si aki?"


I quickly put the books in my bag.  And snatched my jacket.


"I want to take Maen"


I put on a jacket, and I'm sneaking out of the house.


Fortunately they were unaware of my presence, and were still playing cards.


"Huh, so yes lo.  Have you ever met the Azzam? "


"About no! The kids never seem to play"


It's true, Bang Azzam's friends never met me in person, they only knew that Bang Azzam had a younger brother.


"Lagian, lo stingy really Zam, have adek likes in umpetin"


Bang Azzam did not say, he just kept quiet with his flat expression.


I kept walking to get to the door, so far I managed to walk up to the TV room divider and guests.


"Btw, are you a boy or a girl Zam? "


I stopped my steps, I was curious.  How far Bang Azzam's friends don't know me.


"Udah must be the man"


"Emang is Zam?  You've never seen it"


I can see Bang Azam's friend boycotting another friend.


I want to laugh it feels like.  Bang Azzam looks different from his friend, compared to the upside when with me.


I immediately stepped out, before I laughed and made them aware.


Without hearing their next conversation, without knowing what Bang Azzam would answer and explain.


All I want now is to leave, like at school.


No one knows, and never is famous.


By anyone, anytime.  And wherever it is.


By ourselves...


I think it means the pleasure of a quiet life.


"Yes no damn! But the Azzam likes to say 'Akhi' yes I think it's a guy, yes.  'Akhi' in Arabic is Male. " 


"Yes too!  Don't you adek lo yah Zam? "


"Gue won"


"Bangke lo Zam, I said here and there, you still see the card. Pake the event wins again"


"The storm on.  Whoever is my brother!  Enough I know"


"Lo language, Brother Over is equally adept"


"..."