Intentionally get off the bed
Chapter 11
Sinta who decided to be alone for a while, did not get any results in her solitude, her regret will not make her brother come back to life.
Sinta who always felt if she did not deserve to live in this world always wanted to end her own life.
There is a large, sturdy bridge that has long been built by the local government, in the area there are often suicide attacks.
Sinta decided to commit suicide on the bridge, she climbed little by little the bridge that was almost as tall as the adult.
And when it was almost above he was a little hesitant about what he was doing, Sinta cried and looked down, the water currents were very tight and deep.
This brave but also a little scared girl, started her action again by not caring about what had happened when she fell.
He jumped and knocked himself down, but when he wanted to jump down he fell behind the bridge, so he's alive now.
"Lo's crazy" said someone who pulled his hand.
"Why Lo help me, I want to die," said Sinta who regretted that the man did not let her jump.
It's very stupid if Lo wants to die or not, which is clear I will not let people die in front of me," he said again.
Sinta who was getting upset woke up from her seat and saw someone who had made her not end her life.
"Basar Lo really likes to interfere in people's affairs," said Sinta with a trembling tone and saw the face of the person.
"Gue interfere with Lo's business, if you want to die later! wait for me to go first" he said, pointing at Sinta.
Upon seeing the woman, Sinta stopped her crying and instantly fell silent with what was in front of her, a woman who helped her was very similar to her brother Jihan.
"Sak Jihan," he murmured in his heart.
The woman was indeed very similar to Jihan, but of course not Jihan, she was just like the same person but with a different appearance.
If Jihan is a graceful woman and very gentle in her speech, but this woman is very tomboyish with her short hair like a man but she is also very rude in her speech.
Brother! brother is still alive" said Sinta who held the woman's shoulder.
Lo people are not sane," said the tomboy girl while leaving from there.
Waitaminute! wait I say.wait," said Sinta while pulling the woman's hand.
Moreover, you want to kill yourself right! yeah wait for me to go first, just climb that bridge," he said.
"Wait, Lo who exactly is, Lo's face looks a lot like someone's?" ask Sinta.
It's none of Lo's business, who I am" he said and ran from there.
When Sinta pulled the woman, accidentally the shirt she was wearing was torn when pulled by Sinta.
Sinta looked at the one in her grasp and grasped it again, while looking at the woman who was barely visible anymore.
Sinta uncovers her intention to commit suicide, and wants to find out about this mysterious woman.
Elsewhere Jhon who was still meditating finally realized if Erwin had died from that place, Jhon saw a red light that came to him.
Who're you?" ask Jhon.
The light left Jhon, without answering him.
John stood up from his seat and looked at the light as it went.
On the other side! Daniel, who was meditating too, took the light that came to him.
And it turned out that it was he who sent to monitor John, Daniel who wanted to see if Sinta was with him or not.
Daniel opened his eyes and stood up, When he saw Sinta was not with him, while Sinta who was hard to trace made Daniel lost his way.
Elsewhere, Erwin, who had arrived at his residence, sat contemplating what had happened to him, he became worried about his family.
"I have to be more attentive with you guys, I don't want this to happen again" Erwin explained as she clasped her sister's hand.
"Yes bang, we will both take care of each other yes," said Ani.
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Two days after Sinta met Jhon, at her parents' residence, Sinta wanted to explain her current feelings to Jhon, and she also wanted to tell him about the woman who looked like Jihan the other day.
"Uncle's light, what light?" ask Sinta.
"Entah Sinta, I did not know it myself" replied Jhon.
Two days ago I saw Jihan on my uncle's bridge" Sinta said.
"Jihan, it's possible, Sinta. reincarnation," he explained.
So that means Jihan's reincarnation?" ask her again.
"Reincarnation can happen, and if not reincarnation, which you see is the twin brother of Jihan, you have heard if we are born with 7 shepherds, maybe it is one of them," explained Jhon Panjang.
Sinta began to think about Jhon's words and returned to the incident, it was very clear to her that she saw it was like Jihan, but she was very different from Jihan.
"It's uncle, the torn cloth from the woman," said Sinta while giving a tear of the cloth.
Jhon also took the tear and saw it deeper, into the tear, he saw there was a woman who was wearing the exact same clothes with the tear.
"How uncle," what can be traced," said Sinta who saw Jhon open his eyes.
"I did see it, but I couldn't see Sinta any deeper" Jhon explained.
"Yes it's okay uncle, we can repeat it again later," said Sinta.
Sinta was thinking about the woman she met, and now she was also thinking about the red light seen by her uncle, Jhon.
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"Daniel, come out" said Sinta, who entered Daniel's house.
"Love what are you looking for me for?" daniel asked who came out of one of the rooms.
"What light did you send to my uncle" Sinta guessed.
"Light, I don't understand what it means, baby" said Daniel, who was trying to curl up.
"Have no tickle, what do you want now?" ask Sinta.
"You think I don't know what Sinta did, you want to end everything, you idiot! you think that by eliminating yourself, you'll be free just like that" Daniel explained.
"What do you mean?" ask Sinta who does not understand.
"Love...Sinta.. everything you have started, will not be that easy to let go, do not think you will be safe when you die," he explained again.
"That which I have given you, will ask for his services to you, and that is absolute" he explained.
"I don't use it, I've stopped. I'm going to throw it all away" Sinta said.
"It's not that easy, Sinta," said Daniel.
Sinta who was getting worse, and more afraid to feel sorry for what she had learned so far, she deeply regretted everything she did.
"No. no way," said Sinta who increasingly Fucked.
By the time of the full moon, tomorrow you'll know everything hahaha" Daniel said, leaving Sinta there.
Seriate...
