In the Virgin Room, Married Duda

Be patient

I was silent, sitting down, sobbing in my heart as I now stood with the man who was supposed to be my sister-in-law. A smile still rose on both of our lips as we greeted all the invited guests present at that time. For whatever reason, Bang Dika decided to marry me.

Still remembered and heard so clearly when the Voice of Bang Dika uttered the Qobul ijab shortly before I officially became his wife. My heart is bitter, deeply wounded . But I can what? Refuse? that's impossible, because my family must be very ashamed to bear it all. How our home life will not be based on love.

After all the guests came home, I was brought inside to change clothes, while bang Dika chose to go to the mosque not far from my house to perform Zuhur prayers. I was helped by Mba WO to take off all the makeup attached to my body, and my family-in-law also came home, get ready for a party tonight at the building that's been set up for my wedding reception and brother Dimas is running aground.

"It's over with Mba Dinda"

"Ah yes mba, thank you,,"

"I say yes,,,"

Then Mba WO came out of my room and I went to the bathroom to clean myself up. Shortly after that, I went out and carried out my duties as a Muslim.

A few minutes later,,,,, the,,,,

Tok

Tok

"Come in"

The door opened and I saw a bang Dika in front of my door.

"Assalamualaikum" he said with a glance looking at me who was folding face up

"Wa'alaikumsalam, just go in bang" I replied

Dika went into Dinda's room and sat on the edge of her bed. Although it felt so awkward, but Dika had to explain everything to Dinda. Then Dinda sat on the edge of the bed a little distance from Dika

"Dinda, Brother wants to say something" said Dika without looking at Dinda

"Just say it" he answered flatly

"Before, Brother apologized for taking this decision without asking for your consent. Everything rolled so fast that Brother had no other choice but this. Brother did everything because he wanted to save the dignity of our two families. You know, this is a mistake made by Brother's sister, but you don't want you and your family, and my father and my mother are ashamed in front of everyone. If you object to this marriage, you only ask for three months for you to survive. At least until the conditions have returned to calm" said Dika very slowly. She was so afraid of hurting Dinda's heart that her heart was already so hurt. Dika understood and he did not want to add to his pain.

"We live this relationship for a while, Brother promises not to touch you, but Brother will still support your birth. Brother has no other intention than that Din and after this, you stay with Brother to cover everything" said Dika again

Dinda's answer was not heard, Dika wondered why Dinda was just silent. She turned her head and saw Dinda covering her face with both palms, her shoulders shaken as she cried without making a sound. It felt like Dika wanted to get closer and calm him down. But everything feels stiff.

"Abang just wants to say that, Brother please be patient. Brother came out first" said Dika who then chose to leave Dinda alone in his room.

I don't know what else to do. I'm thinking of the reason why Dika married me. Obviously my family is very embarrassed if this wedding is just off, while all the invitations have been present and the other preparations are also fully complete. Obviously I will also be very embarrassed for failing to get married, and what people say later I am not ready to hear their ridicule and insinuation.

I should have thanked bang Dika for saving my family from embarrassment. But,, on the other hand, I was very disappointed with the family bang Dika especially brother Dimas who had canceled our wedding when everything was in sight.

Bang Dika told me to be patient in this loveless relationship and after 3 months my status will turn into a widow. It seems like fate is playing with my life.

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It's late at night,,,,,,, it's,,,,

All the families are ready to come to the building where their wedding reception is held. Dinda and Dika had also put on their bridal clothes and immediately got into the car. Other family car accompaniment that has been prepared to follow the movement of the bride's car in front.

Arriving at the event building, Dinda got out of the car aided by Dika and they walked slowly to the luxurious guarantee that had been arranged beautifully in there. All the guests were also seen filling the guest seats. When both the bride and the family had occupied their stopover, the event began.

The long series of events that night was so fast passed, the guests had also started leaving the event building after giving a blessing prayer. Dinda looks tired because of the many guests who have to be in Salami more tonight than last day at home.

Bang Dika and I did not go home because we were going to stay at a hotel that was prepared for my wedding and Brother Dimas. Again all the preparations that we have prepared this month, I enjoy with other men even though now my status is his wife. I am very sick, but I do not want to show my sadness in front of my family and my family-in-law.

While me?

I approached the big glass and took off the ornamental knickknacks on my hijab one by one quickly, After that I justified my hair tie that was a little messy. Unfortunately even the dress I was wearing had a lot of buttons and was located in the back. I should how? did I just tear this dress?! Ah,, it feels impossible, this dress looks so expensive and I will not be able to replace it.

My heart was beating so fast when I heard the 'Square' bathroom door open slowly and bang Dika came out of the bathroom already wearing a satin navy suit.

"Deplace your clothes, Brother is done" Dika passed from before Dinda

"But,," Dinda looked panicked and confused to say something

"What's wrong?" tanya Dika stopped her steps and looked towards Dinda

"Em,, this dress,,,,"

Dika looked down at Dinda and looked down at her. Dika understood because he did not see any buttons on the front, of course the buttons were behind the back. Dika approached Dinda who was still glued to look at him

"Reverse, brother will help you"

Dinda complied and turned around without daring to see Dika who stood behind her was taking off one by one the buttons of the dress.

The POV

My heart was beating so fast when I saw Dinda who was not wearing her hijab. Her face was so sweet, it made me want to look at her but I realized it would not be good in the future. I neutralized my heart beat even though it was difficult and I chose to just pass it

"Deplace, you're done" I told Dinda, who was still staring at me

From the tail of my eyes saw Dinda not moving,

"But,,,,"

I looked at him, he looked down and looked confused

"Emm,, this dress,,,"

I looked at Dinda from top to bottom, I did not find the buttons on the front, of course the dress had buttons on the back. The Sierra used to be, though I hesitated to approach Dinda

"Reverse, brother will help you"

When Dinda turned around and we both faced the big mirror in the hotel, I could see her face that was clean from her thick makeup was immediately blushing. So adorable even though she just looked down. It would be a lie if my blood did not rustle when I saw Dinda's smooth yellow Langsat back, under the bright lights of the hotel, even I could see the fine hairs standing up and the pores of her skin enlarged, guess what, she feels the same way as me. But I don't want to do much, my job is clear. I quickened my hand past the buttons - button down the dress, maybe 30 points and it managed to make me hot cold.

"Here,,,"

Dika immediately turned his body and moved from his place. He did not want Dinda to know that he was also very nervous and tense at the moment.

Not waiting for long, Dinda walked quickly to the bathroom with a dress that was still attached and did not forget he brought his change of clothes.

Blam it!

The door slammed slightly because Dinda was so hurried.

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To be Continue,,,,, to be,,,,,,