
" Eyang see you are always gamang when it comes to looking for a collision, remember Sekar if you are gamang and doubt it will endanger yourself Sekar "! said eyang one night
" I'm sorry for the eyes "!
" Now all you have to remember is yourself don't hesitate to make someone fall if you can all fail and it will endanger yourself "! His voice was so firm and there was anger in his tone
Eyang Kakung took a deep breath and then spoke again
" Eyang is old now and eyang hopes you can be the heir of all the property including this house .
Eyang hope you can take care of all heirlooms owned by eyang " !
" No eye I can't if I have to take care of heirlooms, aren't there still many eyed grandchildren who are decent men who inherit heirlooms belonging to eyang "! my answer was firmly hoping that Eyang would not force me anymore to mess with kejawen science and the like but eyang was so angry when I heard I refused his request that his gaze was so fierce when looking at me
" You will dare to oppose Eyang Sekar "! the words tremble with anger
" Not so good "! I try to spread the eyes that are emotional
" you know your own mas mas are all busy with their respective affairs anyway they can do all that except you " ! the sound of his eyes getting higher was the sign that his eyes were really angry "!
" Yes I am ready "! answer me so that the emotions do not get more angry , everyone knows that such an angry eye can get out of control and can do anything so no one dares to refute the wishes of the eye including me ,
" Good..if you are willing like this, you will not be angry "!
I can only surrender whatever the request eyang ,
After hearing my willingness, I began to calm down
Seeing that he was starting to calm down I calmed down but my heart was crying
I feel selfish eyes are only selfish without considering others
I feel eyang has made me as a doll that must comply with his request without being allowed to choose and determine what I want I began to hate eyang there is a sense of regret in my heart why used to obey Kakung's eye request to be the heir to the science of princess of course I am bound to the tumbal that took the life of slowly land like Andri , ' she said ,
Andri was actually a good man but now he's gone because of being my victim ,
" What do you think Sekar, are you going to reject the request of eyang haah try to look into the eyes of Eyang Sekar "?
" Now there is no other choice but to obey the eye-to-eye request "! no further ado
I just kept quiet and didn't react .
" now remember Sekar what you have to do to take care of the heirloom eyang you have to memorize and be able to take good care of the heirloom "!
Without me asking to explain how to take care of the heirloom, I have no interest in paying attention to the wejangan wejangan from the eyes of my heart is really fed up with the mess of things like that ,,
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eye health is getting worse maybe because the age of the eyes is old so vulnerable and weak
only me and Minah took care of her
after a few days of illness, Kakung finally caught up with the princess
And I was alone in this house only accompanied by Minah's mbook and Parman's husband mbok Minah
" Mbok Minah and Mr. Parman don't leave here accompany me I'm at this house mbok "¡ ̄ I ask Minah at lunch time
" Will you stay at this house even though you don't have any "? ask Mbok Minah heart may be afraid to offend me ,
" I don't know yet mbok, I don't have an idea about that maybe for a while I'll stay here first "! the answer is not heart-breaking
" Mbok will accompany me while I'm here ?
" If mbak sekar ask for symbok accompany mbak sekar here simbok will accompany mbak sekar here "!
" Thank you mbok is a good person "!
I hug Minah mbok with haru feelings as well as Minah mbok
my feelings are mixed up not out of whack
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