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New wounds appear

“Don't understand, why is the universe always tawari bitter? Hm..again new wounds appear enough for nafsi hugging dreams very painful”

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"Why else, Din, love to make yourself hurt?! It's good to see JJS send the work, why should see the post again anyway, huh?!" Upset Gessa.

Well. Today the bloody friend of Papua came, according to Adinda's request with the effect of spoiled intervention.

"Ges, could be rasain anyway, if their position was just-"

"Never say your work is not worth reading Harris J! And, those in the post deserve appreciation gift that is not equivalent to your novel, so, huh?!"

Ugh. This woman could cut Adinda's conversation.

It is natural to spit out that anger, a post from Instagram featuring JJS offering gifts in the form of accessories to the hair of London noodles is not equivalent to the real struggle unfolded by the eyes belonging to Adinda, the novel.

"Please, Din, just for once. Stop looking for things that make you hurt." Gessa said, a little pleading even with her own anxious intonation, wanting to swallow her best friend alive today.

Tacit.

Not many more words are loud, other than photographing their happiness that can be thrust directly without a middleman, just as the novel has not reached the hands of the bule.

Whom. Who is not jealous? Ordinary gifts are so very easy to get to Harris J while hard-won novels are rated very cheap plus vidio thanks are groundbreaking here and there by JJS in sosmed.

Go .. Wherever the image steps run,

Do not go home before bringing the key

Because ..

Out there needs a rainbow door

Not a cry of self in the care of illusions.

"Awas uh, if I knew you thought ugly. Trus drop, will not come look at you, even if maksa, I do not want!"

Oops, there is still Gessa who developed nafsi from imaginary destinations.

"Ready country! But, just make the certificate anyway." Adinda replied with a wide grin.

Heh. Gessa was breathing tired, confused how else?

Honestly do not agree to see that stubborn friend composed the project where nyita time college.

Moreover, Adinda's body is very vulnerable to pain.

Also banned for free.

If they do not lose contact with Varinta, it has been made sure to provide a lot of motivation was not the least talk of frustration that will appear on his face really, ehe.

"Surely he's happy too, if I make this project, Ges?" Tetiba Adinda chirping.

"really. But, if you know your hobby is self-torturing, he's angry too!"

"Sori ma'am boss." Adinda grin wide.

"Be the way, Harris J knows if you're doing an anthology about him?" Gessa asked with a gawking face.

"Haha..boro-boro know, he just rambled heh there.how would you say try?"

But, because this project has made him very angry. Imbuh Adinda inward, very bitter.

"Who? How could he not know at all? Ih..dear, what kind of discussion do you have, who knows Harris would want one of the authors in your anthology?"

Yes.the plan is that. But it is a pity that the best friend of the hair noodles until this moment does not give any news at all to Adinda.

Will jump sumringah tell about the hobby and the project to Harris J.

Moreover, he was able to remove the traces of delusions added to the envy of JJS by replacing productive talent through the sky of characters.

Selfish, if you hide the anger of Harris J from your own friends?

Hm. Instead of storing it yourself, take a deep breath and throw it away as quietly as possible.

"Geez.." Call Adinda and turn with a confused look.

Not usually.

"Why? Just get to the point."

Hehe could already guess the contents of the head of the girl who immediately let out a small laugh.

"Why is Harris J angry and lost? Well, that's because he's thinking too much about my health," taking a few seconds off, and then breathing out, "right, he knows for himself my purpose to make a project so that JJS can be independent and working, he said, not collecting something that only spends time. But, he's wrathful eh same me." Imbuh Adinda full of intense bitter intonation.

Gessa seems to think long.

"It's true, too, Din. Moreover, you are in college again, afraid to disturb your love. Maybe Harris wouldn't want to see your credits burn over and over again, so he's pissed."

If you are worried like this, what is needed when piling nestapa is Vatinta.

The wisest friend will most mediate a tempest will also not trigger the same as Gessa has said.

"But, right, he can remember me if too focused on the same hobby. Don't have to wear grumpy and lost tidings too, right?" Adinda tried to protest.

"At least with his anger, try your own cake to come apologize, and talk carefully, so as not to make you sick yourself here."

A suggestion that is indeed constructive, it is only difficult to try to contact the London bule.

"If Lefan finds out, he's mad at you eh?" She seemed to think.

There was no answer at all, other than the two eyeballs staring very incisive.

Adding to the role of people in seeing it on nafsi is producing an anthology without JJS involvement, it will clearly spew anger as well as Harris J.

Uh, but Gessa doesn't know for sure if she's angry or like Varinta?

"Geez.." Call the girl a little bit anxious.

"What's it?" Reply with sewot.

"I guess if I confide in Harris J being angry, Lefan's sister is talking about the bule eh?"

Hm. Sighs in anger, "my advice don't."

So where to escape nestapa, when it's hard to contact a friend haired noodles london?

"Yok meatballs?!" Tetiba Adinda's stomach hungry, want to be filled with fruit as well as sambal.

"I don't bring any money, Din."

Hm. It always happens like that, just make him grunt long, very upset.

"It has. The use of friends is to fill each other with emptiness. Don't turn down bla.bla!" Live in the semproti protest dong.

The reply was just a wide grin from Gessa.

"Din, if I already have a regular job, promise.balan replace both of you treat." Gessa chirps behind the wheel of a motorbike.

"Huss.bacot bye! We don't need the name reciprocity. Simply accept what is and be grateful to have us, is more than perfect."

"Tumben wise." Gessa sneers dong.

Just tucking is not clear, while waiting for orders to come to their tables.

Adinda saw the chatroom through a private line, then typed something into one of JJS, expressing her regret why the Indonesian manager did not keep the promise of thrusting his novel into the London boule ..

Brother was happy when Mr. Hafiz asked for a two-version novel, brother thought read. Know-how just dibuekinnya novelnya not even under Harris J to London.

Try the first time in given the door asa very warm symphony, can be in the tunnel details, if the limit is up, as much as possible will not send both novels.

Ugh. Scratching is very regretful.

Just put a false hope: (if I was a big brother maybe I'd given up and broken up there but big brother. Brother still works despite many obstacles.

There were bitter smiles imprinted there. Then reply with a big smile, even though the other side has hidden wounds.

Surrender it to people not like the next class of injuries. Only dream warriors, god open unexpected space will give happy. Struggle and sacrifice are needed, deck. To understand the process behind tears, wounds and disappointment.

Because it is not easy to get success with instant. But, there are still other side bridges whispering brightly, hanging us, want to cross the truss turn there or straight to the destination.

One more, when you make brother motivator, there is a sense of pleasure in itself. But, to be honest, you do not deserve to be your motivator and inspiration, because your novel is still left in the DNA Production office.

But, enough for brother to rise up after the dream left behind.

Pingback,

Sis (her words touched my heart. Oh well brother, how has there been a response from Brother Shelly after I throw no sister Shelly?

Intan Widiya is very understanding in making nestanya dream left as the best listener despite the chatroom limit, enough to relieve the dream cavities Adinda.

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How can? Just in read? Or not at all?

For a moment, brother, I tried to ask the other admin Harris, God willing he knows. Or do you want your own?

Breathing is very deflated, holding emotions while reading the chat from Intan.

The question of dreams and of foreclosure on purpose, not of a wide-spread discussion, further exposes the anger in the chest.

"Shelly who, Din?" Gessa gawking.

"Child of DNA Production management."

Do not know why tell about the dream left behind, there are crowded segments melting again.

Need no. I’m fine's.

Oh be the way earlier had not replied to that chat, a little annoyed. Really am! Not trickery.

Why try to ask one thing that has been promised, such as turning the wound looping, pain is not helped.

Oh, okay (

I was just helping my sister and I didn't mean to interfere. Sorry :(

What the hell, so sad once chat sent Intan.

Ok, fine, no problem helping dream fingers left behind, but right, must permission first before the news of the novel is now where.

Not presumptuous done Intan then notify suddenly enough to make Adinda emotions very explosive.

And, in the end he asked for proof by sending a screen shot of their conversation. Kepo, whatever was asked to Rahma, one of the admins and organizers of Harris J concert in Indonesia.

What appreciation again? Time sent to Harris, while bringing ‘this novel you must read’ so? :D is not possible, which is definitely already in the cascade of the novel. Maybe because there were too many cards so he did not have time to choose which one he should bring. But Harris always appreciated the gifts given by JJs.

Those who do not understand the meaning of struggle, will laugh lightly and casually.

Though behind the struggle it needs to be worthy of motivation for JJS who are still playing with delusions.

But, after seeing the chat, very underestimated the meaning of a work in two languages at once created.

Brother Dinda has tried to chat Mr. Hafiz but there is no response let alone to Brother Shelly. And maybe it's the only hope for Dinda's sister to be able to respond.

Again with confidence full of enthusiasm Intan is not bright to restore the smile of the motivator, especially not wanting anger continues to explode in whatsapp chatroom.

I can't help any deck, which as far as I can tell that the gifts from JJs that were sent have been given to Harris.

Yaya, the gift that has arrived will be given to Harris J, but reality does not guarantee all in the chat from Rahma.

I know that, but Brother Dinda just want to know if the novel was brought by Harris or left by Harris in Indo? Kak Dinda is now working with JJs to create an anthology book by all JJs.

Heh. Why should try to pursue something that is clearly spread by the eye if there is no clarity of news from the Indonesian manager.

That's Dinda still lucky youh told to send her card. You see, many JJs who want to send gifts there is no chance, because Mr. Hafisnya always busy if Harris here so no time to take care of the gifts sent.

It is not a fortune if the limit until then made dust there.

Not much different from the other JJS gifts that have arrived there, distinguishing one, if bruntung and likes must be Harris J take home.

Lah, this is a novel why not ask directly to Mr. Hafiz?

Increasingly badger Adinda's response to the noodle hair friend.

As if making nafsi as a figure only.

Sis, I know that I am interfering with my brother's problem. But I just want you to be happy with the work you read Harris. I was presumptuous to interfere without my brother's permission.

Fine. There is nothing wrong if Intan permission first, not presumptuous to take something that even underestimated by the admin of JJS Ina through whatsapp chatroom.

Really, there are beats of tightness also heartache in addition to anger radiating throughout the body, know his dream in campuri like this.

If Rahma's response is good, it's okay, but have read all their conversations, impressed trivial judge a work increasingly irritated Adinda.

Why what to say? I told you no need, okay? Later the effect I said not grateful.ntar flinched, understood the same Mr. Hafiz.

Whatevers

Because of my ignorance you guys chat anyone related to admin JJs Ina.

Piling up the chat to Intan can not restore the state of view of Rahma about dreams and novels that until this moment has not reached the hands of Harris J.

Sorry brother before, I feel guilty if I interfere with my brother's problems

I feel guilty and my actions just make it destroyed.Sorry my brother did not mean anything at all.

My chat with Kak Rahma was not impressed seriously and again I apologize, maybe I was careless.

Sis, I just want to tell you that the novel A Dreams is still in the DNA

Oh Allah, my brother, I feel very guilty.

:(i'm sorry, brother, if you hate me, please because I am also wrong.

I don't want to listen to brother's curhatan anymore, because with the curhatan my brother is rich in the position of brother and I will certainly do anything so as not to be sad. Mending me silent and close my ears or can I just go out so that my brother does not meet people like me who like to interfere in other people's affairs.

Kzel. Spam chat from Intan enough to break the anger in the chest.

If there is no response, stop looking for reproach to see the motivator back as before.

Let the flowers wither, but try to water the water to bloom. Such is the heart of Adinda at this time, it is numb with the name respect pun humble to one JJS it.

In the past, when telling about dreams left behind, it was very comfortable without any doubt, but now since seeing chat they have grown even more hateful anger.

New wounds appear that make the dream stalks increasingly drooping lirih very painful feel alone.

Plus Harris J hasn't told you yet, increasingly exposed wounds in the chest.

With a huffed feeling, taking HP in response to all that spam ..

His response was like that. Well, that's what you won't like if you don't tell the person first. Said to appreciate everything.obviously they will laugh on deck.His testimony, brother is not grateful and crazy appreciation.

One I want ‘certainty’ is not crazy praise even appreciation.

Tomorrow ..

There is a short story on Instagram that quite attracts the attention of character girls, because from earlier it can be spam on whatsapp do not want to be opened.

Curiosity also makes the fingers see it ..

Crushed Already

Adinda Ariani is an Indonesian JJs who has high potential and is talented in making Poetry or a Short story.

      2017 Was the year that Adinda was waiting for because Harris J was going to Indonesia and Adinda was ready to fly her novel works to Jakarta for Harris J.

The long-awaited day arrived, Adinda was very happy because her novel had arrived at the DNA office. With happiness Adinda received a video thank you from Harris J, Adinda also repeatedly play the video without boredom.

        With a heightened sense of happiness, Adinda also thought that she would invite JJs to work. Without thinking for a long time Adinda also made a Group that she named "AKSARA FOR HARRIS J". By collaborating with several JJs who are interested in working, Adinda gradually began to have a plan to make an Antalogy Book containing the work of JJs whose plan Insya Allah will be read by Harris J.

     Time passed very quickly, Adinda was busy selecting the work of the Jjs. There was sadness in the happiness that Adinda felt at that time, Adinda is confused whether this Antalogy Book will be read by Harris J while the work of his past novels has absolutely no definite news from the DNA side.

  In the gloomy shackles, Adinda could not help but endure all the prolonged anguish. Tell him about one of the JJs. He thought that this way maybe the injuries he was going through would be reduced gradually. Adinda told him all her hurt, and happily listened to him. He also became a loyal listener of Curhatan Adinda but over time he felt that he was in the problem.

     He also thought, if giving no Kak Shelly one of Harris J Admin. She will feel a little relieved because that way maybe she knows if her novel is now in the hands of Harris J. But after a few days, he asked again about whether there was an answer from Kak Shelly to Adinda and with a short answer Adinda replied "NO". He also felt he had to do something so that Kak Adinda Bahagia, he offered whether he wanted to no Kak Rahma who was also Admin Harris J Indonesia. But Adinda replied "No, I'm fine".

         But for some reason, he felt he had to do something again. Without thinking, he sent a message to Rahma and asked if the novel by Adinda was already in the hands of Harris J or still in the DNA office. Rahma replied, "Will be asked to Mr. Hafidz".

        But carelessly, he talked about what was not worth talking about. After getting an answer from Kak Rahma, he was happy and thought Adinda would be happy because her confusion had been answered. Immediately he told Adinda by capturing the screen of some of his speakers with Kak Rahma.

        He thought Adinda would be happy to hear this news. But a few minutes later Adinda sent a message indicating very dislike if she asked Rahma without asking permission first. Adinda asked to capture the screen all her conversations with Rahma, After that Adinda also read everything.

       Disappointed, Adinda scolded him who carelessly said something without his permission. Adinda felt annoyed with him, who thought he would be a confiding friend who could slowly erode his wound land. Adinda also advised him, feeling guilty for being careless and meddling in Adinda's problems.

       He felt very guilty, also gave an explanation to Adinda but somehow Adinda like can not forgive him because it has damaged the Image in the face of Admin Harris J Indonesia and Parties DNA. He tried to give an explanation to Adinda, but Adinda did not respond.

      That sense of guilt was always in his mind. Feeling stupid, trying and trying to apologize to Adinda but not reply. He also felt worried that if Adinda hated him, every day he always sent an apology. But again there was no reply from Adinda.

       Adinda clearly gave the code that was very disappointed with her . He who is confused about what to do to make up for this mistake, he can only say an apology, an apology and an apology. But Adinda ignored him. The confusion was always in his mind to the point of being reprimanded by the two different teachers for not focusing on following the lesson.

        Always thinking about it, feeling Adinda really disappointed and not wanting to talk to her again. With this problem, always think how. Every day just think about the problem so that he is sick and hit by more terrible problems that make him Down and cry all day without stopping.

         Tears filled with regret and tears filled with problems that are now sweeping in his life.

         Now all he hoped for was that forgiveness so that Adinda could forgive him of all the mistakes he had made and promised not to repeat these deeds again. If necessary do not give him a chance to work for Harris J, because he joined the work but he who made all destroyed.

        His intention of following this was only a filler of time so that he could forget all the diseases lodged in his body. Iia is just a weak woman, a careless woman and a woman with no friends.

       For that, he apologized to Adinda. May Adinda sincerely forgive him also hope that Adinda does not hate him.

         If Adinda sincerely forgives him, he will be very grateful and say thank you for this apology.

I Love You Adinda Ariani ❤

                  

   Intan Widiya N's.

Lazy memubris the contents of the short story but directly out of the instagram application but the other side there is a sense of should be made apologetic writing through social media.

However, disappointment still dominated in the heart. Seemingly the other side is happy, but there is no intention of returning humble as before. []