If They were Tau
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now Dea pondered in her room, confused what to do if she could honestly refuse the match , but he was afraid to disappoint his family.he looked at his papa photo did not feel he shed his tears.there is fear visible on his face.
" what reward might Dea be able to mengjalanin everything, I do not love the same Jodi pah help me, I am confused how "he wiped his tears that at that time dripped just like that.he tried to close his eyes,but all that is seen there is Risky's face, his mind is now only Risky. only that name is in his heart now, ever since when he began to fall in love he himself did not realize it. slowly he took his phone he rushed to call Andin.
" hello Andin "
"Hallo De why did the clock fall this time call ? " ask Andin.
"Din I want to tell you something "
" duh sorry yes De now I'm busy again nih, I again make a job application so sorry ya now can not hear your story, you know, but I promise that I have time I will be a good listener ", replied Andin.
" yes, what's wrong "Dea turned off the phone and was full of disappointment.
he tried to contact Bobi's number but the number is not active, he did not despair now he contacted Nuri.
" helo De why tumben call malem malem "
"Nur I want to tell you something, I need a chat" Dea pleaded.
" duh sorry De you call him I just took sleeping pills, he can not be literate again tomorrow aja ya" said Nuri . with heavy heart Dea hung up the phone. he is confused friends who usually exist in any situation now they are in sports with their respective activities.he wants to contact Risky but there is a sense of doubt that envelops.
" god help me, give me the way "the tears begin to drip back in his eyes.
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the next day.Dea met Risky where he often hangs out with his friends.Slowly he approached Risky
" hi ki "greet Dea with a smile.
" uh De tumben here ? " tanya Risky.Risky has now been busy cleaning photos of his work.
" are you busy ? " ask Dea a little doubtful.
Dea also helped Risky. occasionally he looked at Risky who is now busy with his photo.he felt Risky ignored his existence.
" i want to tell you something about you" Dea said
" tar aja the story yes help me first " replied Risky.Dea was so disappointed because no one would listen to the problem , his lips began to conical irritated.
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a few days later, as night fell, Ivan, now alone, sat in a wheelchair staring at the stars in his backyard.Slowly Dea approached him and sat down next to Ivan.
" what is mas ? " ask Dea. Ivan was smiling.
"gold again pagayangin papa again the same smile we "Dea who at that time heard Ivan's words he immediately shed tears.
"i miss the same papa" said Dea lirih.Ivan smiled as she rubbed Dea's head gently.
"do you ever think you want to manifest all the wishes of the last papa "Dea just bowed his head.
"sorry, I can't give you an answer about the match" Dea said .Ivan smiled again.
"you know Dea , the first time I heard that I want to be in a match with Tita, when it was a feeling of confusion , fear ,angry even mas hate because at that time mas ga no feeling what is the same Tita.moreover that time mas already have a girlfriend.mas ga know what to do. but when mas see papa smile , but when I see papa smile , mas became convinced by the decision to accept the arranged marriage." said Ivan assured Dea.
"so at that time I didn't have any feelings what was the same Mba Tita ? " ask Dea curiously
" in the beginning, it's not, but everyone can change and over time I like the same Tita, even mas very dear Tita, not only a happy family but also happy mas. "
" leaving the old happiness for the sake of new happiness is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, is not it all a process ? " ask Dea.Ivan smiled at Dea's speech.
"more or less like that, there are things that you must know everyone must change because you know why you doubt Jodi, because you always see him from the negative side of a play boy is , love nyakitin women love to play the feelings of people. .suka is like it. mas hope you can give Jodi a chance to change... mas believes he is both responsible and he seriously wants to marry you" said Ivan full of affirmation.Now Dea's feelings are shrouded in doubt,he doubts that accepting the match is the right decision but he also doubts that Risky has the same feelings as him.
