IF THERE IS STILL LOVE

A TIGHT-HEARTED HEART

Elin was struggling with some books in front of her study table. Tonight he was very reluctant to think about anything other than buku2 with that scale.

Not to forget a violin is right on the left side of his desk.when he saw and read the notes in the book, he will immediately practice swiping his favorite violin.

Tok.

I heard the door being knocked down smoothly from the outside. Elin stopped her hand, then placed the violin on the table. He walked up to the door, turning the handle of his key.

Indeed, since that incident, he was always vigilant and would never forget to lock the door of his room. An event that greatly traumatized him at once furious. But what should he do? it's important now that he should be more careful, right?.

"Look Ma." Elin said when she found out who was knocking on the door was her mom.

"Elin, tonight you don't come down to eat. Now eat it." Said mama Elin while putting a tray containing dinner and a glass of warm milk for Elin.

"Thank you Ma, I'll eat it later" replied Elin who returned to her study table.

Mama Elin was aware of Elin's cold attitude towards her. The middle-aged woman sighed, then walked up to Elin, pulled a chair from the dresser, and sat down next to her daughter.

He looked at the child's face for a moment. But Elin remained unmoved. He knew his mother was watching him, but somehow his heart chose not to just want to know.

"When your Papa leaves, I guess we'll almost never be together again. Mama doesn't know where Mama's mistake came from, but mama feels like a girl she doesn't know anymore." The woman began to look

"I'm sorry Mama, Elin." the woman began to sob.

Elin sobbed in her silence. His eyes were fixed on the book he opened on the table, but he really could not read the contents of the nail, because his view was now blurred by tears that welled up.

"About my mother's request yesterday, I really don't mean to force you. But it would be nice if you wanted to just give each other a hand first..." The woman sighed, pausing her sentence .

"At least, this is to maintain our family relationship with Aunt Goddess." continued the woman after wiping the tears that flowed on her cheeks.

Elin clenched her fingers tightly grasping a pencil. The tears that had been shed were unstoppable again. And now those tears were actually breaking and falling on the book that was before him.

He held something in his heart, something that was very difficult to say. Elin did not like to argue in any case. yesterday he had told his mother that he could not accept the matchmaking. But look now, her mother still brought it up. And that's very sick of Elin.

The middle-aged woman again sighed. she understood very well, since her Papa died, Elin who used to be jolly, turned into a quiet girl and difficult to talk to. What's more since he married Bimo.

He felt Elin was avoiding him. He also does not understand, Why Elin is very indifferent with his father, whereas in his eyes, Bimo is a father figure who cares about Elin.

"Rethink Mama Elin's request, please" said the woman as she moved from her seat.

Elin threw the pencil that had been held in her hand in any direction and then shouted in anger. Then cry so much.

"Why do I have to endure all this? Do I not deserve to be happy with my choices? I'm tired, God. I only have a mother in this world, but why can't you understand my pain?." Elin sobbing

Why does her mother not understand her feelings.why does her mother even attach importance to the relationship with aunt Goddess?

Why really alone through that pain a long time ago. But he did not think, about this even his mother could not understand herself.

Behind her mama who felt Elin changed. But for Elin, her mother has changed a lot after marrying Bimo.

Long ago in Elin's eyes, her mama was the most comfortable place to return. But now look, even a little mama like she did not want to know about Elin's feelings.

Actually there are many stories that he wants to share with his mother. Elin wants to tell her about her best friends, and Elin also wants to tell her about the time people were impressed when she played violin at the annual college show last month. And there are many more stories he wants to share. Including the story of someone he now loves in his heart, namely Arga.

But the story of the story he could only bury in a diary belonging to him because he felt, his mother always did not have much time to hear the stories. And Elin felt her mama really cared about her.

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While in the family room....

Mama Elin lapsed beside Bimo who was watching a show on television. He feels full of burden. The tightness in her heart rained down on her with various wrinkles. He knew very well Elin was depressed by all these plans. But, Bimo has done a lot for her and Elin.

Since Papa Elin died, Bimo was the one who managed and managed the company, because Elin as the sole heir is still

underage at the time.

While she was just an ordinary woman who did not understand the ins and outs of the company. For that he wants to accept Bimo's proposal, which is none other than a former assistant and good friend of his late husband first.

Now the middle-aged woman is like eating simalakama fruit. He was caught up in a complicated story. Where she had to obey Bimo as her husband who according to her had greatly contributed to her and Elin, and thought of Elin who seemed very distressed by all these circumstances.

I don't know...

For now, surrender was a simple word that he could tap in his heart, even though the word surrender itself was very heavy he lived. How not, the heart of a mother who will not be anxious to see her child unhappy?....

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