If the Heart Has Chosen

VII.

Rey's condition is sad, her beautiful face covered in cloudy clouds and icebergs that are increasingly frozen, gloomy, so Fara's assessment of her best friend. Rey who is cold and apathetic towards others increasingly becomes by her nature, while the person who looks close to her seems to care less about what the girl has in mind, for example, his parents who always impose their will without thinking about what their children feel.

Since long ago, Rey has always been required to be number one, demanded to be perfect and required to be willing to obey everything desired by his parents without them knowing if his child has to go through a very heavy process, he said, especially when Rey opens her true identity, she must be willing to obey all the wishes of her parents in return for acceptance of the path Rey chose.

Only Fara and Nesa are always trying to understand and understand what Rey's greatest desire is, and because they're alone Rey is still able to stand staring at the sky that is not always bright. Especially Nesa who became the main reason to stay afloat even though the road he went through did not always run smoothly.

In order to achieve his ambition Papa Rey can sacrifice the feelings of his son, business is the main thing that must be fought in any way, no matter if his child becomes a victim.

Tonight Rey is sitting between her parents who suddenly take dinner together after a few years there is no such sight at the magnificent house, instead Rey hopes dinner or other meals are not in this house if there is it just makes her careless and fed up.

"Have not taken care of the cafe that is not much, you're your father has a big company for you to take care of and even set up a useless cafe that."

Rey who heard the rambling of her Papa just silently did not say, she continued to put food that looks delicious but tasteless when in her mouth, he didn't hate his Papa just that he didn't like what he said, too condescending what he was trying to do.

"You have to be good with Nadine, she's a good kid and if you're with Papa's business it's getting bigger and you're going to make a profit."

See, just the business that's in his Papa's brain is nothing else.

"True your father, besides you have no problem with Nadine, than you look for an incorrect partner out there you better be with Nadine who is clear."

Rey is fed up, she wants to end the dinner and wants to leave home soon to get some fresh air instead of staying longer in a big but crowded house.

"Sorry, I'm done and I have to go to the room because there's an assignment from school, good night."

Rey immediately left the dining table that still has both parents to the room and locked it from the inside, soon he grabbed a black sweater from Nesa and then came out of the room through the balcony next to which there was a wall with another building that was not how high but he could reach from his balcony, Rey walked carefully to the guard post in front and there was waiting for the security guard who had memorized Rey's behavior but not the security guard who always helped the tomboy girl's escape.

"Be careful boss," the security guard warned Rey who was descending the stairs that were always prepared at the security guard post without anyone knowing.

"Well, thank you, Mr. Oman, tomorrow I'll buy meatballs at the end of the alley, deh,"

"Ah boss, relax, immediately pull the boss later if found out it can be messed up,"

"Okay sir, if Papa goes, yes,"

"Ready,"

Rey breezed away after opening the gate and Fara was waiting a little far from Rey's house. And as usual they went to the cafe because Nesa was waiting there.

Arriving at the cafe, Rey checked the state of the cafe first, starting the kitchen, stock materials, the state of the employees, asked what the shortcomings and what is needed to be smooth at work, and what is needed, lastly he requested the overall report from Neva. After he finished he immediately headed for his room where Nesa was already waiting.

When entering the room, Nesa was asleep on the sofa with a face that implied fatigue, slowly Rey approached her girl and squatted before Nesa, with a thin smile she looked at her lover's face, removed the hair that covered Nesa's face so as not to block the beautiful scenery in front of her eyes.

Nesa who felt as if she was being watched felt uncomfortable in her sleep, she woke up and when she opened her eyes the first sight she saw was the face of her lover who was smiling sweetly at her.

"Hi." say Rey.

Nesa smiled and held Rey in her arms, inhaling the refreshing citrus scent of her tomboyish girl's body deeply as if it was an opium she should always breathe.

"Let's go ahead."

"Glove my waist dear."

Finally Nesa let go of his embrace and he was sitting with his lips manyun, Nesa still wanted to hug Rey warm body and body scent of her lover that always makes her comfortable and at home if in the long embrace.

Rey who saw the expression of her lover smiled then approached Nesa's face and a kiss landed smoothly with her thin lips, instantly making Nesa smile even her face reddened.

Rey took a seat beside Nesa and then lay down her body to make Nesa's thigh as a pillow, Nesa's hand immediately rubbed Rey's hair that began to extend.

"Your hair is getting long."

"Yes, I haven't gotten a chance to clean up yet."

"Tomorrow in the rapiin ya."

"But temeni."

"Yes tomorrow it's over."

The two of them went back to throwing sweet smiles and affectionate gazes at each other, through those eyes they talked about the great love between the two.

Sometimes Nesa is afraid, afraid of the love that is too great given by her tomboyish girl, afraid that when the great love is present it turns into a very deep wound that is difficult to heal, but the fear that always haunts him soon he tepis, Nesa believes that Rey will not make him hurt.

Although now he must feel the wound but he again thinks that what Rey is doing now is not entirely his own will, he said, he believes what Rey is doing right now is a form of one of her struggles, yes.

"Darling." call Rey to disperse Nesa's reverie.

"Hhhh."

"Do you trust me?"

"I trust you as much as you trust me."

"Our path is long, I need you to stay by my side to keep me fighting, I don't want anything, I just want you to stay by my side to strengthen me through the hard days to come."

"Don't fight alone, since we are a pair, I will fight with you and will always be beside you, we will fight together for our cause."

"I love you."

"I love you more."

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