If Love Could Choose

Crying out

Yunia sat pensively, she really did not know, what she would do if Vishnu really returned to Adriana. Would he be willing to share with Adriana? That is if Vishnu still wants to be with him. If Vishnu wants to part with him?

"Sir.... I must how....?" Rintih Yunia shrieked while wiping the puddle of water in the corner of her eyes. He really can't take it anymore. He sobbed while hugging his knees, his face he drowned in between. Till....

Yunia heard the sound of the car door opening. Immediately he turned in the opposite direction to the voice earlier, he stealthily wiped away his tears.

"Sir, directly pu...." Yunia's words stopped, because when she turned her head, she saw that the one who entered the car was not Yono sir as she expected.

"Ma ma ma..." Babe little girl in dad's arms.

"God, your mama Na. awaited for a long time turned out to be sitting here instead..." Vishnu Sindir to Sabina. Sabina leaned over her body asking in Yunia's arms. Yunia grabbed and hugged him. He did not know what to say to Vishnu. Exasperated yes. But all his vocabulary like time spent seeing Vishnu instead smiled like there was no problem at all.

"Why sit here, Yun?" Ask Vishnu who is now sitting on the side, with a position facing Yunia. Yunia remained silent. He was sad, because Vishnu had silenced him for several days. He wanted to be angry, because seeing that Vishnu was with Adriana, he also wanted to cry, for fear that Vishnu and Sabina would leave his side. And lastly, he was also irritated, because it felt that Vishnu was insensitive, still asking him why. So confused Yunia with her mixed feelings, finally she can only submit.🤦

"Yuna..." Call Vishnu did not think that Yunia would cry again. Yunia in her arms. Treated like that, Yunia's cries were getting broken. His body trembled with restraint so as not to cry loudly. However, Yunia was still aware that she was now in a public place. But he really can't pretend that he's okay.

"Ish... have it... don't cry dong..." Persuade Vishnu slowly while stroking Yunia's back. But Yunia who had already clenched her chest with mixed emotions still cried.

"Yun, do not cry anymore dong. see, pity Sabina see you cry so want to follow the cry..." Persuade Vishnu again. Despite realizing the effects of her crying on Sabina, of course, she could not stop her crying that quickly.

Finally confused, Vishnu let Yunia cry, channeling everything she felt in tears, but Vishnu did not let go of her embrace, she said, the other side of her hand also did not stop stroking Yunia's back while occasionally kissing the top of her head.

Finally, being comfortable with Vishnu's treatment, Yunia's crying gradually subsided and stopped.

"Are you feeling good?" Vishnu asked as he felt Yunia's body no longer tremble with tears. Yunia nodded. But his face was still hidden in Vishnu's chest. Now she was ashamed to cry like a child.

"It feels like there's a problem that we need to get right, Yun... But this place is not good for talking. You want to go back to the restaurant?" Ask Vishnu. Quickly Yunia shook her head. She was embarrassed to go to the restaurant and showed her face that must have been tangled up from crying.

Receiving Yunia's answer, Vishnu finally called Mr. Yono. He asked for the keys to the car they are currently riding in and told Mr. Yono to bring home the car that Vishnu had brought to that place. Pak Yono came to hand over the key while giving Yunia the bag left behind in the restaurant.

"... The restaurant official left it to me to hand it over to Neng Yunia..." Mr. Yono explained.

"Thank you, sir. I'm staying first, you just go home with nothing, sir." Vishnu ruled. Pak Yono nodded. After the car moved to leave the basement area, Mr. Yono immediately headed for Vishnu's parked car not too far from it.

...* * * some time later * * *...

"Yun... What's really going on...?" Ask Vishnu.

The atmosphere of the park was not quiet during the afternoon, but not too crowded as well. Vishnu deliberately chose a place that is not too quiet so that Yunia can blend with the environment and not drift with feelings that Vishnu himself does not know how it really is.

For a moment Yunia was silent, confused, how to begin to explain the problem she felt.

"Mas... mas angry with Yunia?" Finally Yunia asked back.

"angry? Why do you think I'm angry?" Vishnu asked again. As he remembered, he never said anything out loud or that could indicate that he was angry.

"Last time, when we were at the restaurant, I looked angry with Yunia. After that for a few days, Yunia felt, mas Vishnu mediemin Yun. Yunia doesn't know why. Yunia wants to ask, what is wrong Yunia... But before Yunia asked, Mas Vishnu appeared with her... Mas, is Yunia wrong what...?" Until here, Yunia's words faltered, her eyes had started to tear up again

"Ish, don't cry anymore dong...." Persuade Vishnu see the gelagat. She was afraid that people would misunderstand seeing Yunia crying.

"Mas is not angry with you, but also never intended to silence you..." Vishnu.

"Continue these past few days... Mas where? I didn't talk about Yunia, I left and didn't talk to Yunia." Cut Yunia away the emotion again.

"If Yunia got it wrong, please tell me. I can grieve Yunia... But don't cuekin Yunia ... Yunia has no one else now, Yunia is afraid...." Yunia said with a stumble.

Gently, Vishnu finally pulled Yunia closer and hugged her.

"Mas I'm sorry, honey... Not the meaning of Vishnu for your nyuekin... But these last few days, the mind of Vishnu is indeed being disturbed by the presence of Adriana...." Vishnu took a pause to speak. In addition to calming his own feelings which are somewhat upset because of Adriana, Vishnu must also be clever in choosing words, so that Yunia does not get more misunderstood.

"Mas Vishnu still loves his mother Sabina..." Guess Yunia. In Yunia's heart was so scared, what if the answer to her question was 'IYA'?

Vishnu smiled miris. Inevitably, in his heart there was still a special place for Adriana, because they separated not because there was a party that hurt. Instead they split up at a time when the bond between them should be getting stronger. Adriana would have stayed with him had Vishnu not preferred their son and followed the father's orders to marry Yunia.

"Love or not, I don't know... " Wishnu answered at last while looking far ahead.

"... But for sure now I am with you .. love you... and want to live happily with you... Can you accept that Yun?"Vishnu.

Yunia.... Can he accept that? I don't know... But for sure, Yunia will not be able to if you have to go from the side of Vishnu....

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