Identities

Graduation day....

HAPPY READING

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After a few days passed, Syani's routine returned as usual.Sometimes the busyness even doubled because he had to catch up, plus again with the first semester exam that will soon follow. Syani must devise a plan for her future, because she who does not have any support in her life both morally and materially.just friends and lovers that she has. sometimes he feels jealous when he sees the togetherness and closeness between his best friend and their parents that he does not have.

Every now and then Shani rebukes in his silence as loneliness infiltrates the deepest recesses of his heart, weeping over the dead and disposed of by loved ones.Having one womb but far apart, having a father but not considered.only Rayan and friends he has no more and no less. Not even Syanipun know who is his biological father, the man who has the same DNA as him.

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This morning all high school students in Indonesia did the fifth semester exam in their third year of high school where their first exam was mathematics. subjects that really sharpen the brain to think with logic. Some of them just doodle to finish time while some again actually do it with calculations, count all the numbers on their test paper.

Five days had already passed, and the fifth semester examination was over. now it was only a matter of time for them to see the results of his studies for one semester. whether the result is good or bad depends on their own lessons and understanding.accept it or not, the final decision has been made.

Today Syani and her four best friends, Kia Lusi Nadia and Sabiq are playing guesses in the class. guess who will be ranked number one in their class.

"Who do you think this time will be number one in our class??" oceh Lusi while waiting for the results of the parallel announcement that has not come out.

"For sure it's not lo and it's not me." said Kia plainly.

"That's for sure, don't you make it clear Ki!" lusi is pessimistic. Lusi is aware that his ability is not like Sabiq who always gets a general champion or Nadia who is in the top three in their class.

"You must be optimistic not to be pessimistic." said Sabiq, whereas in his heart Sabiq also felt pessimistic. he is no longer sure of himself who was always in front now left one step behind since the arrival of Syani.

"Yes not yet out!" exclaim Sisil who suddenly just entered class 12 IPA 1.

"Not Sil, how are you?" sabiq asked as he approached Sisil and embraced him affectionately without caring for his best friend who was there.

"Basic bucin!!" tease Kia and Lusi.

Sisil and Sabiq chuckled at the ridicule of Lusi and Kia, as well as Nadia. he did not expect them to dare to mock Sisil.if in the past, let alone to mock Sisil, attracting the attention of Sisil just a little they were definitely bullied by him.

Syani glanced outside as if looking for something. "where else?" asked Syani who did not see the existence of Tya, Rika and Milla who were like her lady-in-waiting Sisil who always followed wherever she went.

"I don't know where they're going." replied Sisil continued to wander in the arms of the male Sabiq who had made him change but now he's back to what he was.

When in the osis, Sabiq is a leader who is respected because of his charisma and assertiveness, but if it is out of the environment of the osis, the, Sabiq will turn into a figure who is gookil and supple especially when with Sisil he really like most men.

"I thought I was something to you?" jelap Sabiq whose question has not been answered by Sisil while poking Sisil's chin that makes him tremble.

"Children must have chosen you wrong so ketos.." Syani said that was uncomfortable to see the intimacy of Sabiq and Sisil who did not see the place.

Everyone laughed at Syani's insinuation.what else Sisil who heard it as if Syani envied his closeness with Sabiq because Rayan is not beside Syani.

The school corridor was suddenly boisterous with the sound of the clattering of steps running down.

"The result is out, let's see!!" exclaimed one of the disciples who was walking in the corridor.

Syani, Sabiq, Sisil, Nadia, Kia and Lusi dropped out of their classes towards the pitch where the parallel announcement was in pairs.

While heading towards the field they cross paths with Tya, Rika and Milla with annoyed facial expressions and faces that were already soaked with sweat looking for Sisil. finally they joined the parallel announcement with an annoyed expression that did not disappear from his face.

In front of the announcement parale is already crowded with students who saw their results or just curious who became number one in their school.is still Sabiq their head of the osis or there is a new person.

From a distance Syani, Sisil, Sabiq, Nadia, Kia and Lusi have seen a crowd of children who saw the results of the announcement. they tried to peek at the results of his announcement but there was no gap for them to sneak into the crowd.

"Gue did not think Syani as great as that, can defeat ketos who have been champions since before." they chat without knowing that the person they are talking about is behind him.

"Yes, I'm envious to see it. It's beautiful, fighting, smart again.... perfect girl" continued the others with an expression of admiration.

Sabiq was not surprised at all when he heard the babbling of another disciple, because he had expected it to happen. Syani is indeed far superior to him. Otherwise, there is no way he will sit in the twelfth grade while the age of Syani has not even sixteen years.

Sabiq extended his hand. "Congratulations yes.I salute you" said Sabiq congratulated with a sincere smile.

"Thank's.." replied Syani with haru and spread out his hands. They embrace each other congratulating and encouraging each other without any envy and guilt.

"Hey, the girl is here don't hug my boyfriend.. I'm just a hug!!!" sisil exclaimed vividly, he did not want any crying event on a happy day.

They laugh together as they leave the school for fun after they rack their brains regardless of their belongings left behind in class, because no one will dare to do nosy to them even just hide their bags they will not dare to take risks.

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After the fifth semester is over. Syani and the others are getting busy with learning to prepare themselves for higher education to the point that he ignores the call of Rayan who always tries to contact him.

Six months ended quickly without the slightest problem no commotion or fights whatsoever. now Syani and the others are ready to give up their High School titles and will be renamed with the students after they do the graduation show.

Syani graduated with perfect grades followed by Sabiq and others with a value far enough under Syani. all feel happy together with the family celebrating her graduation. except Syani who avoids the crowd and prefers to be alone in the perpus.

"Mother,, did you calm down there??" syani said softly with a hoarse voice while staring at the sky through the window in the perpus.

Syani cries as much as she bothered to remember the togetherness of parents and children during a photo session with family.Syani only chose not to do it. he was unable to smile because of the fall of the clear circle that fell from his eyes when he received the award with the best value in Indonesia and managed to raise his school grades.

"Mother, Brother, may you calm down there. and never worry about Syani here. From now on Syani will be stronger as you want.." said Syani with a voice that gets hoarse.

Syani picks up her phone then presses the quick button hesitantly,,

📲"Hallo.." replied someone behind there.

📱"Dad,, this is Syani.. today Syani_"

📲"Not that I told you before.You're not my daughter, don't ever call me dad and never call this number again you understand!!!" he snaps while disconnecting the phone call.

Shani was stunned by her father's sharp words that directly pierced into her deepest heart, she cried as if without the slightest sound. Syani hit his chest that felt tight, he was no longer able to withstand the tightness in his chest. Syani continues and continues to hit his chest so that the tightness in his chest is gone.

argh.... Syani kept trying to scream releasing the pain in her chest.

Arghh..... ARGHHHHHHH.... HU..HU..HU.... ARGHYHHH....AAAA.....

Finally Syani's voice came off along with her roaring cry getting louder and heartbreaking anyone who heard it.

"YYYYYYYYYYYY.......... ARGHHHHH......" Syani screams to call her a very dear mother and dotes on her loudly.Thankfully her voice is disguised with a loud bang of music on the school grounds. but not with Rayan who is in front of the door of the bus that always follows Syani since his arrival to the school.

Rayan went into the perpus and hugged Syani from behind. "Don't cry anymore, brother please, you don't cry anymore!!" isak Rayan without letting go of his embrace.the intention of giving a surprise to his lover, even he himself who got a heartbreaking surprise.the story he never knew and never found out.

Syani turns her body and continues to cry on the shoulder of her lover who is fielded.

"Sister will never leave you like the others.so please, stop your crying" said Rayan who joined in crying Syani.

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