I Was Pitted When Pregnant With My Third Child

chapter 85 POV Color and Solar

POV color

Finally plong also hmm already told all of it to the solar mas. Tomorrow we will all go home. I don't believe all of this yet, it's still like a dream .Just yesterday it felt like the wound until now has not dried up, sometimes I think what is the right path that I take, hopefully this is all the beginning of the happiness of our child.

After returning from the village tomorrow, I have to solve the problem of Arsya mas, this, because since yesterday I called his grandfather Akbar his father mas Arsya to ask where the mass arsya in hold but papa number never active. So that Akbar can let go of longing with his papa even though only limited to sound.

I certainly really understand how much affection he got from my biological mother and from the Surya mas who was so affectionate as his biological children, in a small heart Akbar certainly still terbesit that he misses his biological father very much .

Miris is indeed the separation of husband and wife by having how many children, they become victims even though they have never been wanted by any parent, but the name of the risk of separation is certainly a little more impact on children. Akbar has understood many things about why I and Arsya split up, if on appeal his sister of course he was very hit. Attar and Zahira I can still be thankful they don't know what about mama and her papa. At least , there is not too much memory recorded about the togetherness and affection of his father from childhood what else my beautiful Zahira .

Did Attar cry in the middle of the night, like he missed someone? for sure he used to be at the beginning of our parting, almost every night Attar cried, he he missed his papa, I know and I understand very well about it, but not for a long time it is lost and gradually Attar may forget his papa , but if he had started to understand tomorrow I would have told him about his father who was lovingly and heroically for him . I will only tell about the Arsyan mas that we first introduced, the beginning of marriage to give birth to him, his papa changes the last two years will certainly not be told.

Enough to know that his papa is the best papa in the world, as well as to Zahira. If one day they ask why his mother split, of course, one day I will think of the right reason. Because for me the old wounds do not need to be opened again, just closed to the end.

Pov color end

POV Solar

*i don't think , he's good at playing the word , it's funny to remember how he spoke this afternoon hahaha I just want to pounce directly that mouth added again with his eyes closed.

why do I feel impatient for tomorrow morning yes, thank God mom papa and Shindy have prepared all to be brought tomorrow to the village of colors, so ngak hunted.

Color color, good beautiful widow, soft heart grabs my son's heart with first sight so even I at the beginning of the meeting I know she's a good woman lovingly, she's, the loss is the person who releases him. huhhh if you remember that why emotions to Arsya yes. Where he has now been ngak nongol nongol nongol , why no meet children yes, because after all, of course Akbar misses his biological father. When do I ask the color for now I do not want to ruin this happy moment.

Hay mother Chika and Niko who are already in heaven, you don't need to be sad or afraid, you love your memories all of us about us will always be somewhere in my heart at the most. Remember one thing, my heavenly angel, my mother's child will never be replaced, so you should never assume that I change your position in the heart of her child. you are still the mother who gave birth to her mel really, you are still in the hearts of children, and in the hearts of all of us.

But do you know Mel, I met a woman who is independent, full of spirit, loving, gentle heart and deeds of course she is beautiful just like you. His name is color but unfortunately his life is not as beautiful as color . The last two years of her life were scarred and tearful, she had three cute little kids. She is a woman who loves our children very much, and vice versa children like and love her since the first time they met.

From the closeness of Meraka, I just realized the children need the figure of a mother, a figure of a caring mother, attention, love, the same them . The beginning is difficult to open the heart, of course you know why it is so difficult to open the heart is Mel, because this love is so great for you.

Tonight, I ask for your permission and prayer from heaven , tomorrow I and others will propose to the woman named color to be my wife and mother to join our children and of course Mel because I also love her very much. Truly* (Surya speaks while holding a photo of his deceased wife Amel).

Solar POV end

The Surya house.

"well, Niko heard all the talk of the father with the mother, Niko meant by her photo of the mother "Niko standing in front of the door of her room Surya . He saw the sun still holding his mother's photo with teary eyes.

"the beautiful mother is well, just like Chika, Chika and mama like twins" said Niko

"hmm yes nik, they are indeed very similar" said Surya holding his shoulder Niko

"dad you feel guilty for marrying your mother color "asked Niko like an adult

"no dear, I just miss your mother very much" replied Surya

" well, you must be happy if you see all of us happy with your color mama and sister, Niko knows that in your heart there will always be a mother" replied Niko

"yes dear, you are now grown up, yes, talking is like an adult" replied Surya

"iya dong yah heheh" Niko replied with a soft laugh

"son, you no longer need to pretend to be a child who is all versatile, enjoy your childhood, your adolescence, do not force yourself , I know since your mother died we all, you changed a lot son, you like to be an adult by yourself, now don't do it again, enjoy your play time" surya

"yes yeah, " while hugging Surya

"everything has gone back to how it used to be well, ever since we knew mama "answer Niko sniffled..