I WANT TO RUN
Fear of Losing
In the evening Tinka and Adrien chat in the villa after dinner of Adrien cuisine. And sitting together on a long sofa with a window, they saw the night view towards the lights of Bali.
"Why were you crying this morning Tinka?, is it because of me and Lauren?" ask Adrien curiously.
Tinka shook her head.
"Adrien, is Lauren going to live in Bali?, as her mother said yesterday?" ask Tinka.
"Come, maybe!" adrien replied briefly.
"Will he go back to your cafe?, maybe I should find another job" said Tinka.
"Don't you stay with me, I can't stop Lauren from going back to that cafe, because we both started it and built it, I know she'll come back one day, ambitious people like him, but for us to be in love again I'm not in love with him, now I'm yours Tinka, I hope forever" Adrien said hugging Tinka.
"Yes but it would be very strange for me to work there, especially Abel said Ricky would work there again after marriage, maybe I'd better find another job" explained Tinka.
"You don't want to be with me?, we can get through it" said Adrien.
"Not Adrien, every day I'm always happy with you, but I don't want to always count on you, follow you, the cafe is your dream, I don't want to ruin it, stay the Adrien chef and the owner of the RISE cafe, I like it, you don't have to worry about me" Tinka replied.
"Ehmmm.princess I've grown up, but I don't want to be separated from you" said Adrien kissed Tinka's lips.
"We don't part Adrien, we're always together" Tinka replied smiling at Adrien and kissing her cheek.
"I want to take you to Italy, meet my family" Adrien said.
"I want us to be more serious and I want to get to know your family too, if I may?!" he continued on Tinka.
"I will definitely introduce you to my family Adrien, I'm promising!" tinka.
"Why are you crying?, is it related to your family?" ask Adrien.
"Yes.i miss them" replied Tinka.
"You want to go back to your town?" ask Adrien.
"Not now" replied Tinka
"Why?" ask Adrien again.
"I'm not ready yet" Tinka replied briefly
"Ready?, why do you want to meet your own family to be ready?" ask Adrien again.
"Yes, I told you I made a big mistake, they still hate me" Tinka said.
"What's your fault Tinka?, please tell me.." Adrien was curious.
"You'll hate me too Adrien, if I tell you" Tinka replied.
"Try me!" adrien replied firmly while looking at Tinka's face.
Oh Adrien, I can't, you're gonna hate me and leave me, I don't want to, I'm a mother who left her child, to protect her cheating husband from becoming the ultimate heir, I ran away from the responsibility as a mother, Tinka's mind was claustrophobic.
"Adrien, you really like kids, don't you?" ask Tinka.
"Yes, children are innocent, innocent, sweet, and sincere little people" Adrien replied.
"My mistake was relating to the children" Tinka said.
"Wait!" Adrien turned towards Tinka.
"Did you kill the kids?" adrien said glaring.
"No...I'm not a criminal!" tinka replied pinching Adrien's cheek.
"Then what?" adrien said in relief.
"I...." Tinka stopped her words.
"What?!!...Arghhhhh Tinka you killing me" Adrien grew curious.
"Can we not talk about it first, please." said Tinka pleading.
"You didn't trust me?" tanya Adrien looked annoyed.
"I'm afraid of losing you" Tinka hugged Adrien tightly.
"What does a Tinka relationship mean?, I don't know you at all" said Adrien lethargic.
"Adrien.listen to me.The one thing I sure love you very much, I don't want to lose you, you're the happiest thing in my life, I've never felt like this in love, I never felt like this, I found something new with you, I will fight for our relationship as hard or hard as it is, I don't want you to hate me" Tinka said, staring at Adrien and holding Adrien's face while sitting on her lap.
"When are you going to tell me?" ask Adrien.
"I promise as soon as I'm ready you leave me. And there are some things I need to neutralize first, when everything is normal, I'll tell you everything" Tinka replied.
"What's the difference now or later?, I won't leave you, I promise" Adrien said.
"But right now I don't want to be separated from you, I want us to enjoy these moments" Tinka replied.
"And I'm sure you'll have doubts after knowing my secret" Tinka continued.
"Ehmmm..well, but I'm serious with you, so you have to be more open with me" Adrien said, kissing Tinka.
"I'm yours now, so I want us to enjoy it" Tinka said.
"Oh Adrien I love you now and forever, let me finish my troubles first yes, I promise I'm yours forever" Tinka hugs Adrien and Adrien hugs her lover and kisses her nonstop. And enjoy their last night in that villa, because tomorrow morning they have to go back to their respective apartments and do their routine.
In the morning, Tinka and Adrien prepare to return to their apartment.
On the way they joked, sang and admired each other.
Arriving at the apartment during the day, Adrien throws his car in the basement and sends Tinka to his apartment first.
"Finally up, you go to your apartment first yes, you look tired, later your goods me and security inter to your place" Adrien told Tinka and Tinka nodded and got out of the car.
Tinka gets into the elevator basement suddenly meets Lauren who also enters from the floor of the Lobby. Tinka is so nervous, why is there Lauren?, her inner self.
"Hi Tinka...you live in the Luxury apartment too?, or do you live with Adrien?" and Lauren asked suddenly.
"I live here too" replied Tinka, suddenly the door of the 2nd floor elevator opened and Tinka came out.
"See you at the cafe tomorrow!, bye.." Lauren told Tinka waving.
Tinka recalls what floor Lauren pushed in the elevator button earlier, um Lauren one floor with Adrien 5th floor, did they one apartment?, but Adrien did not say anything to me, he said nothing to me, think Tinka.
Tinka went into her apartment and a 10-minute interval hit her apartment bell.
Tinka opens it and it turns out Adrien.
"This is your stuff my dear princess" said Adrien, handing Tinka's mini suitcase.
"Adrien, I met Lauren earlier in the elevator, she lives in luxury too, and the 5th floor, is she an apartment with you?" ask Tinka.
" Lauren here?, she does have an apartment on the 5th floor but as I recall it was sold, or maybe she just rented it to someone else" Adrien replied.
"Don't fear my princess, I'll stay with you, or I'll stay with you, in my apartment or your apartment?" adrien said calmly.
"Don't trust you Adrien" replied Tinka while kissing Adrien's cheek.
"I'm back in my apartment yeah, I'm tired baby, see you tomorrow morning at 6, I'll pick you up in your apartment we go to the cafe together" said Adrien rubbed Tinka's hair.
"On that, is it okay tomorrow there's Lauren?" tinka asked nervously.
"There's me, you don't have to worry" Adrien replied.
"All right" said Tinka.
Then Adrien kissed Tinka's forehead and passed out of the door of the Tinka apartment.
Tinka thinks about what will happen tomorrow, and takes a break in her apartment.
