I Want to Go Home

I Want to Go Home
27. Burying a dark past



Bim is coming home from America today. Only Nana can pick up at the airport, as the others are busy with their respective affairs.


Nana waited on the long bench by herself. Nana had no idea there was a pair of eyes that had been watching her since.


"Hi, are you Nana?" A man with a distended stomach, rather tall stature and a rather sinister face. Nana turned her head, and deg. Nana's heart seemed to want to stop, because Nana still remembered who was now in front of her.


The man was a Nana customer when Nana had worked as an******** in some hotels. The man had booked Nana for 1 month so that Nana knew the man clearly.


"I'm sorry, maybe you're wrong" Nana immediately avoids, because Nana already wants to close her past. He does not want to be in touch with people who have made his day like hell.


Nana quickly moved and went straight to a fast food restaurant not far from there. The man wanted to chase after her, fortunately someone rebuked him and they finally talked and Nana was free from the striped man who made her day suffer.


Nana then heads to the toilet which happens to be quiet. There she cried, remembering the man. Nana becomes reminded again of a mistake that she had done that she did not really want. The compulsion that left Nana stranded where she didn't want to be.


In his view of his oriental face on the glass, he felt he had to cover his face, so that no one would know him. Nana did not want to because people knew her face, her past being exposed again made her heart ache.


Is there a place for him to forget the past and replace it with true happiness?


Does not God love his servant? What more if the servant wants to repent.


The pasmina that Nana gave her was still in her bag. He took out the pasmina which was a red-brick black city box from inside his bag.


Bim still did not recognize when Nana who had changed her makeup stood before him.


" Kang Bim, it's me, Nana," as Nana asserts her identity while Bim is still in a daze looking for her.


Bim opened his glasses and smiled sweetly after knowing who was now in front of him.


"Hijab is worn now?" scold her happy. Nana just smiled and tried to hide her face, afraid of being recognized by the man.


"Does Kang Bim not mind Nana wearing a hijab?" ask Nana to make sure.


"Akang has not been able to recommend you veiled, but I support if you want to hijab." Bim explained his opinion.


"I want to eliminate the traces of the past kang, Nana does not want people to know the old self, Neng really want to erase the past Neng" said Nana honestly.


"That's how man should be, it is better to bury his dark past and metamorphose into a clean person like a newborn. Akang is very happy if it wants to do neng, although it may not be like turning the palm." Bim reminded.


Nana nodded in agreement. Nana knows, letting go of her past won't be easy. What else Nana Nana's past is really dark.


But hopefully this is the starting point for Nana to completely change the appearance and also the darkness of her life.