I've Loved You Mr. Kim

Kim´s..

"Get in.!" choki orders Karin into his room. With fear Karin agreed to Choki's orders while opening the room door slowly.

PLAQUE!!!! One slap landed on Karin's cheek. Until Karin's body fell into the floor because her legs were unable to withstand the weight of her body that staggered strongly Choki slap.

"MASS..!!" Miranda cried when she saw her husband with the heart to slap Karin until she fell on the floor. "You're nothing, mas.! But you slapped your own sister.!" Miranda said irritatedly as she hurriedly approached Karin and hugged her.

Karin cries in Miranda's arms while holding her hot cheek after receiving a slap from Choki. His eyes closed as if he could no longer open, because he was afraid to see the face of Choki who was now definitely inflamed red due to emotions.

"So this is your behavior there.?! It's so hard to take care of yourself!. Aren't you ashamed of yourself for this.?! What if mom knows.! It's not like you're Rin.!" Choki's emotions peaked when he asked and yelled at Karin who was crying.

"Mas is enough.. No way mas, pelanin your voice. Don't provoke a fuss."

"HOW DO YOU DO.?!! How am I supposed to? It all happened Mir. We know how painful it is for me as a sister. I feel like I failed to educate my own sister. I'm disappointed, I'm angry, I'm cem- AAAGGGGRRHHH..!!"

Shouted Choki in a weak voice, instantly his body fell on the floor with a downcast face. Karin who saw Choki's attitude immediately crawled with her knees brought her closer with mixed feelings, fear, doubt, sadness all into one.

"Sister.. Maafin Karin kak, Karin apologizes.." said Karin in a sobbing and tried to hug Choki. Choki's body did not respond to Karin's embrace because it was too weak because of this incident.

"I want a story but I'm scared brother. I couldn't do anything at that time. He was the only one beside me at the time. I want to tell you when the time is. But I buried everything because it didn't go according to plan. My baby, she's dead.." Karin said she was cut off and cried again when she had to tell the truth about her baby.

Choki, who felt the sadness, cried and embraced Karin in his arms. He dropped his head on Karin's shoulder. "What happened to you Rin.? Why are you like this.?" choki said with a heavy voice as he cried.

Miranda who had just been silent and saw Choki and Karin, without feeling joined in crying because her heart also felt pain when hearing the story of Karin. Slowly Miranda approached Choki and Karin, she stroked Karin's back and alternately rubbed Choki's head. Although bloodless but the sense of affection for each other is so strong, he felt their closeness so closely.

Until a while later, Choki, Miranda and Karin were sitting on the floor mat, their bodies facing each other. Because the spacious room is fairly small, and the facilities are similar. All of this made them sit close together. Choki stared incessantly at Karin, as did Miranda. As much as possible he helped calm Karin who was still crying with a downcast face.

"If you're not ready for the story don't be forced, Rin. The most important thing now is that you have to make yourself happy without having to remember the events of the past." said Miranda softly as her hand continued to hold tightly to Karin's hand.

Choki also slowly stretched out his hand stroking the top of Karin's head, feeling guilty for the harsh treatment that had left him uncontrollable. But he was proud to say sorry for Karin.

"Rin.. You want to come with us to the city. I'm sorry if I said it all of a sudden, 'cause I need you Rin. All for Maura's sake too. You understand what I mean by Rin.?" miranda said to Karin, Karin just kept silent by looking fixed on Miranda's face.

"I know it's hard for you, I'm also sure you'll be lost while breastfeeding Maura. But I really need kamh Rin. Pliss, help me, I just believe in you Rin." Miranda said expectantly.

"I can love my husband with the presence of Maura, but I can't love the perfection of Maura. His young daughter had to endure the pain of her imperfect mother." said Miranda in a faint voice because she endured the crying.

"Sstt.. Hey, baby, don't tell me that. You're perfect Mir, you're a great woman. You are a great mother to Maura" said Choki, who immediately embraced Miranda and calmed her down in a warm-looking embrace in Karin's eyes.

"Kim.." shrieked inwardly Karin as she saw Kim in Choki.

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...Night Days...

As per the purpose of Choki and Miranda came to the home to hold their daughter's aqiqah. Actually it could have been the children of the home and family here brought to the big house Choki. But Mirandah who wants his daughter's aqiqah event held at home. Choki immediately agreed to Miranda's request because he also wanted to meet Karin, as soon as he heard the news of Karin returning to Indonesia, his heart and his feelings were immediately happy. Choki was also very enthusiastic when talking to the mother of the home by telephone, talking about Maura's aqiqah plan there. The mother of the home also told Choki about the return of Karin, Choki who had known from the beginning to try to speak in a speech tone as if happy to hear the news of Karin's return.

But the happiness was immediately lost covered with disappointment when he heard Karin's brief chat with Miranda. What else did he see for himself how Karin breastfed her son. His head was immediately filled with questions. What's-what does.? How can.? What happened to Karin.?

All those questions kept spinning in his head until it finally fell apart when Miranda and Karin who accidentally caught him were standing behind the door of the room. And without having to bother looking for information about Karin, indirectly all of it will come by itself. And sure enough, the information came through Miranda who asked for her permission to take Karin to live in a big house on the grounds as a friend confided. Until finally Choki got the information without having to painstakingly tell his subordinates.

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Although the heart could not lie, there was sadness that came to Karin. He thinks his past is not as bitter as reality. But what to say, rice has become porridge. Karin's smile tonight looks fake, plus her eyes are still sore from crying last day.

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"Haaaaah.." breath Karin when dropping her b0kong in the wooden chair on the roof of the home. His favorite place is when it is difficult to be happy or happy. The body that feels quite achy because of the activities today are quite a lot to make Karin sleepy but reluctant to sleep.

The sight of the eyes looking at the dark sky made him pensively think of Kim's figure. The man he loved but could not have, there was a little regret for leaving secretly. But if he persists, it only makes things worse. No one knows what will happen if Karin stays.

"Ngopi neng" said Boby suddenly appeared beside Karin. Karin was shocked and threw a hard blow to Boby's sturdy arm.

"Amagghh aww..!" ringis Boby is in pain.

"This time around you are not a male bison, but a male g3nderuwo" Karin said.

"Hahaha g3nderuwo is there only a male, is there a female.?"

"Where I know. Ask directly with the question." replied Karin cynically.

"Sadly, it'll be old chips."

"Diem! Bricyclic. What are you doing here, anyway.? Do you know where this house has a roof.?"

Again Boby laughed because of Karin's chatter. "If the house has no roof, it is not the name of the house."

"I-iya anyway. I mean, you know where this place is.?"

"Or from the father, when I first came here, I told you if you want to snack directly up. (roof home)."

"Oh." answered Karin briefly.

"Rin, sorry about yesterday the day after tomorrow. I didn't mean to run. But urgent really, the mbok forgot to bring pampers for non Maura, so I was told to rush to pick up the bike ride. It was just like that."

Flashback.

"Bob..!!" call Choki fast enough while running out of the home.

"L-yes sir, what's the matter..??" Boby is shocked by the screams of Choki who calls his name from inside the home.

"Here, please buy a diaper for Maura, cepet.!!" choki orders while giving several pieces of one hundred thousand rupiah denomination.

"I-yes sir."

But when Boby was about to get into the car, Choki immediately stopped himself. "Bob.! Don't get in the car, slow down. Take the bike, for a minute, I find the key first.

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