
"Taaruf????" Ask Arindah in surprise. While Vino smiled and nodded.
Seeing that, Arindah snorted and turned her face away. Seemed increasingly upset with Vino. Men can say something again without thinking about the truth of his words and as if it was an easy thing to do. "Didn't you think about what you said??? Why are you Vin??? It's a wedding, not a game... How can you ask me to taaruf, do you know what taaruf is!?? Oh yes, pardon...!"
"Yes know marriage but it's normal people who do that their marriage is actually lasting, and I hear they approach after marriage, it's a good thing... We can do it, even though we have known for a long time but we have not met and we can approach again.." Vino said then he slightly pulled forward the chair he was sitting on and bowed closer to Arindah's face.
Vino lowered his voice. "And I told you that you don't have to worry, I won't force you into one room with me, you can sleep in another, you can sleep in another, I'll give you space and we can get to know each other and get closer until we can accept each other.... I'm sure I'm not too bad for you, and you're not bad for me either... You once loved me and I didn't know that, so could you give me a chance to get close to you, get to know you even further, and I'll open up to you... We can get to know each other Ndah...!"
"That's a long time ago, Vino... Years ago, almost ten years ago, I've even forgotten about it since you didn't come to my birthday show because I was disappointed in you...... " Arendah lied. He actually never forgot Vino even for years, and only tried to forget him when he was in a relationship with Reino about 3 years ago.
"Yes it's been a long time, if your feelings have been lost on me, can't you give me a chance to like and love you??? And maybe you'll be able to love you again too, this could be a good thing for our marriage..."
"I want to find a good husband Vin, I can't just take you for granted, but you're making me uneasy... It's too scary to imagine how you've treated Rana, nor do I want to be an impingement and you're a tool to replace Angel, I know you love her, even after you've been lied to all this time, a little bit you must still have feelings and love for her.. Isn't that what I said???" Tanya Arindah.
"Yes, I do not deny, that there are still feelings of love towards Angel considering that for many years I was with her, it took time to eliminate everything until it was completely lost... That's why I'm thinking of starting a new relationship... I'm surprised to know you ever had feelings for me, for me it's the perfect moment for us to get to know each other more closely... We can start all over again.." Said Vino while convincing Arindah.
Trying to love Arindah????
Vino secretly mocked himself. Even for now, he has not thought of loving other women and looking for a replacement for Angel and Rana. His heart was completely muddled and there was no or no intention at all to open up to another woman. And just wanted to help Arindah. Vino also does not know what his future will be like if he is really married to Arindah. However, Vino will try hard not to repeat the same mistakes he once did to Rana and will also learn to respect a woman and not impose his own will. Because Vino wants to learn to be a better person, so that he can also reap the goodness in his planting. What happened before was a valuable lesson for him not to easily trust someone and also not to play a really good person. Vino has already lost Rana who has a pure and sincere heart to her and is stuck with Angel's trap. Vino doesn't want to repeat the same stupidity, he really wants to change.
"Nda... At least trust me, I really want to get to know you more closely, who knows we found a match, and I promise I won't be as selfish or impose my will as I used to be, I will respect you, I will respect you, taking care of you and Naufal, you can take notes on anything you want and don't want in that marriage, I'll do everything until you're really comfortable... If you're afraid I'll be rude to you, I promise I won't do that, please at least give me a chance to get to know you further and then we get married.. "
Arindah fell silent and tried to find something in Vino's eyes. He only found sincerity and faith in the man's words. But Arindah still has doubts. Somehow there is a sense of pleasure in the heart of Arindah when he heard that Vino wanted to know him more closely. Arindah did not know if this would be the answer to her prayer when she expected Vino to accept her love. "Either... I need time to think...." Arindah Gumam.
Vino smiled. "Alright I will wait for your marriage, but please give me the opportunity to be close to you, good intentions should not be delayed Ndah, I really want to marry you other than to help you from Reino, Reino, I want to be close to you too, if you'll let me.. "
Arindah nodded her head and did not respond. He does need time to think and may also need the opinions of some people. Arindah does not want to rush in making decisions that will actually make him later will regret it.