I swear I Love ..Ye

the pain left behind

The next morning .yonggi woke up .he headed for her bathroom and cleaned herself in a shower of warm flowing water yonggi remembering the incident yesterday afternoon .he felt regretful but he also remembered the incident last night when Mesya treated his wounds with care and his speech that made ringing in the ears of yonggi "i love you too.." mesya's soft voice was still heard clearly.after completion yonggi was changed clothes.in his casual style .he headed to the meeting roomvdivila all staff got a notification if the meeting was held at 10 .m. all the staff gathered in the meeting room yonggi noticed one by one Mesya did not look there.not long Ferdy. came and handed over his resignation letter.

"sorry .I'd like to submit my resignation letter" Ferdy said

"Ferdy are you sure you want to resign from our agent?"ask the senior staff.

"sorry .not me sir who resigned." replied Ferdy

"then who ?" asked yonggi with his flat tone

"Mesya .he left this last night to be happy .it looks like his parents are sick so he rushed and ordered a taxi that night too" replied Ferdy

"Ferdy do you know which cab he ordered ?" ask yonggi

"yes like his blackswand taxi .." replied Ferdy .

"track all the taxis on the dipp.I want to know where he went ..Today the meeting is canceled ..and you can still take a week's vacation here .I'll be back in town soon, if there's any information about Mesya, let me know "yonggi said as he left his meeting room.all the staff felt that yonggi indeed had a relationship with mesya.but because both are very closed and professional in work then all disguised and no one suspected to both.

yonggi immediately took his car and left the villa.yonggi returned to his residence he entered his reading room and broke into it.all the house servants felt sad with the state of yonggi like that.In the reading room yonggi yelled cursing and yelling pleading with a chaotic feeling.

"why do you give me hope.I'm stupid to love you.I'm crazy because of you.I want you back I beg ...back ..why do you go away from me like the others.why can't I have you!" break the door from the housekeeper heard yonggi open the door and go out to his bedroom.it seems that the depressed yonggi was left by his beloved Mesya.he went to Mesya's room that was not locked.disabled all the cabinets .and he found Mesya's notebook .he read it sheet by sheet .

"hi...!!!

today I work on yonggi .. I did not expect I was just a fan who was very lucky to be working for him ..excitement !!!!!

. today ...

I accompanied yonggi filming ..uhhhmmmm..gemessss bangeeeettttl ..see yonggi ..spirit **

"alhhhhhhh .....

oh my God..is I still able to breathe.I was misbehaving....

yonggi smiled slightly at the sight of Mesya's face, and accidentally saw a small note beside his notebook, and yonggi read it

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." you and I can't be together.you're an important person and I'm just an ordinary person.I don't want to because my relationship with you you will be labeled ugly by people .I'm just a lucky fan to be around you.thank you for all your kindness .I love you but I'm afraid to hurt you.l love you yonggi ...be the yonggi I used to know as on tv ..thanks for getting to know me ...

yonggi closed Mesya.dia's notebook immediately took his phone and contacted mesya.namun no Mesya already can not be contacted.yonggi throw his cellphone .he held his head seemingly he felt an overwhelming chaos.Yonggi's state which was in a depressed state due to loss and being abandoned by the mesy seemed to affect his state.

suddenly his phone rang when he saw a call from his staff who were in the villa.yonggi also picked up his phone

"hello .."

"yes ..yonggi ..we have found the address that Mesya went to from the blackswand driver..."

"really ...!" tanya yonggi was excited

"yes .I sharelock yes .."

"ok send it to me now."

after being sent the location .yonggi rushed to pick up his car and drove to the place given by his staff .arriving in a remote village luxury yonggi car stopped in front of the minimalist wooden house.yonggi got out of his car.and knocked on the door of the wooden house .a young mother opened the door and asked the yonggi, wearing a hat and mask, "sorry, who are you looking for?" yonggi smiled kindly but his tired face looked and it seemed that yonggi was sick because all day he did not rest at all.yonggi also replied gently "Mesya there is a Aunt "asked Yonggi while opening his mask.Mesya's mother was shocked to know that yonggi was the idol her son liked . "are you yonggi ....? the famous artist?" asked Mesya's mother in shock.yonggi nodded and said "can you call me aunty...?" his mother Mesya shouted "Mesya .. there is a guest son .. hurry up to the guest room yes.."Her mother Mesya let in to the yonggi.seen him in the guest room Mesya's father was sitting watching the news . he smiled at yonggi .and said"please sit down son.I've seen you but where?" asked Mesya's father .Mesya's mother came over with a drink and replied "this is the artist's yonggi sir whose poster is in our son's room"yonggi just smiled "ahhhh. ..it's worth it like you've seen you .." answered his father mesya. suddenly Mesya came and asked his parents Tampa saw yonggi was there .Mesya had not realized that it was yonggi.

"guest who's dad . I don't feel like inviting my friend here .." asked mesya. while looking to his left .Mesya saw yonggi who smiled happily because he could find mesya.Mesya's heart was like it stopped beating.he was shocked to see yonggi could know his private home .Mesya also smiled falsely as he said "yes. ..great only overnight you can know my house .." yonggi replied In a gentle tone"I would have intended to know you .."

mesya's parents looked at each other with confused faces."have you known each other for a long time?"ask his father mesya ."Mesya has been working with me for 6 months .My manager Mesya was just I was confused why he resigned so I came to see him "answer both of Mesya's parents nudged a sign of understanding. "if so you should talk together well and correctly .ayah supports the decision taken by Mesya alone" said his father .

"our father wants to talk in the front of the room" said Mesya while pulling yonggi's hand and inviting him out of the room .dark night and the view of the cold and beautiful night sky make both.

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