I Survive Because of You

Kindness Kania..

Rendy felt the matter was heavy and no one could help her out of the matter. Rendy is fully aware that Novan is doing this with his permission and to improve himself but her heart aches when he sees Kania crying and freaking out...

Rendy bounces her feet toward her car park Rendy steps on her gas and drives towards Kania's house..

"Ahh... it must be Rendy mas.." (inner Kania who heard the sound of a car stopping in front of his house).

Kania opens the door before Rendy knocks on it looking in front of Kania's door waiting for Rendy to enter with her sweet smile...

Mas. I don't think it's coming...🤭🤭!!

Why.. am I late from your dinner schedule...😌😌 ??

Haven't...🙂🙂 Come in...!!

Like it's delicious...I didn't expect grandma Pinter to cook.(.Rendy guessed that it was grandma's cooking).

Ihhhh...😩😩!! (Kania did not accept it was said to be her grandmother's cooking because Kania was cooking).

Can I taste it...🤨🤨??.

Of course.you can eat everything...😃😃.

Kania brought food for Grandma and for Rendy..While taking food for Rendy Kania glanced at Rendy who was bowing her head and from the look of the face looked a deep sadness, but Kania did not dare to ask for fear of disturbing Rendy's appetite. Kania continued to refrain from asking Rendy about the matter and as much as possible made Rendy laugh happily with her laughter..

Finished eating Kania took Rendy to the side garden of the house and sat on the park bench.. Rendy tries to hide her sadness as much as possible so that Kania does not know the problem.. But it turns out that Rendy was wrong she could not cover up the sadness she felt from Kania..

Mas.Kania awakens Rendy from her daydreams and begins her talk in the hope that Rendy can share her problems by telling Kania her story).

Yes Kania.... why...??.

I guess I can go to work tomorrow...??

Yes can..but the heart of the heart yes do not easily believe in strangers..like yesterday...!! (honestly, Rendy was very worried about Kania).

Mas.... does Rendy believe me....?? (Kania tries to pull Rendy's emotions).

Why do you ask like that Kania.I really believe in you.(sahut Rendy while looking at Kania's eyes and holding Kania's hand, Rendy felt Kania wanted to say something).

"As if you believe me you can share the problem with me don't be self-custained like this... I know you're in trouble right...?? I hope you'll share it with me, maybe I can't give you a solution to your problem but at least I can be a good listener for you...." (Kania convinces Rendy to share her problems with her).

"The problem....." (Rendy hung her speech because she felt unsure to tell her the problem where the problem was related to the incident that happened yesterday in Kania).

"The problem is why you don't believe me..." (Kania tries to keep smiling so that Rendy can believe in herself).

Kania...if your Friend made an unintentional mistake to hurt someone you love, what would you do...??

I'd be mad at him but to hate him..., before I hate him I will remember all the good he used to be and I will compare how much good my best friend has done for me and how much happiness I have gone through with my best friend, I will apologize to the person I love on behalf of my best friend so I will not lose my best friend or the person I love. And I. I will bring my best friend closer to the person I love....

"That's it...You forgive that person...?? (Rendy was astonished by Kania's words but it was indeed what Rendy wanted her to want Kania to stay with her and Rendy also wanted her relationship with Novan as it used to be.).

"Yes, as long as our loved ones can forgive our best friend why I can't forgive my best friend..."

Rendy was silent and thought about all the words of Kania, if you know Kania if you are the person I love and Novan is my best friend even arguably my sister, but I'm not ready to meet Novan and what if you know that yesterday's incident was also to my knowledge and I foolishly agreed to the plan.(.Rendy's heart feels not ready to tell the truth there is a fear of Rendy if Kania will be angry and away from her. while Rendy can not be far from Kania).

"Mas... You want to tell me...??"

(Kania's eyes nourish Rendy's heart and awaken Rendy's courage to tell her about her problem.).

Kania... You know Novan right...??

Yeah, he's not just the boss but he's been my best friend since I was a kid and he's the one who always helps me.(.Rendy stopped her speech).

Why are you with Mr. Novan...?? you guys are okay, right...?? (Kania wishes them well).

You promised me you wouldn't hate me or Novan...

Why is mas.... does this have anything to do with me..??

I beg Kania. Promise me you will not hate me. I beg you (Rendy held Kania's hand and kissed Kania's hand, without feeling the tears coming out of Rendy's eyes quickly Rendy wiped her tears and held her tears as much as possible so as not to fall back).

Kania who saw Rendy like that somehow her heart also felt sad, like Kania could feel what Rendy felt...

"Yes, I'll forgive you and I promise I won't hate you if you'll be honest with me. Tell me what happened.."

The incident that happened to you yesterday was a plan....... No....Van's.(.Rendy shakes and her mouth feels stiff to say the name of her best friend, Rendy is afraid if Kania hates Novan)

What...what do you mean..mas...!!!

"Kania was shocked by the name that Rendy mentioned, the person who planned to harm her...Kania finds it hard to breathe out of disbelief."

Kania... I beg you to listen to me first Kania. I will tell you everything and Novan accidentally did that to you...

(Kania had stood up from her seat with a face that could not be interpreted anymore her tear patters slid down her cheeks, but there was not the slightest lie in Rendy's eyes).

Kania immediately distanced her body from Rendy and left...

Cania... Kania.. wait I will explain everything.... Kania you promised not to hate me.(.Kania had already stood up from her seat and wanted to leave immediately from there but Rendy stopped Kania's steps and tightly held Kania's hand) ""Kania listen to me Kania... Novan accidentally did it because he wanted to convince himself that you're a good woman, and I deserve to love....""

Kania stopped her body movements that had been thrashing, Kania was seen sculpting after hearing Rendy's last words... Kania looked into Rendy's eyes full of questions, but her mouth felt stiff to speak...

Kania.. I.... Kania I am very..... men..cin.ta,

I... men..cin.ta.....i. since you first met...But I'm still worried about my feelings I'm not sure if it's love or just pity for your parents' accident...

Novan... did that plan so that I would be more convinced by my feelings that I love you very much...

You maintain your pride and sanctity and do not care about the money in front of you...

That's the only purpose of Novan. and the man who bothers you will not dare to do anything to you because.Rendy spoke as subtly as possible and in a soft voice).

You lied.you lied to me... Novan is not a good person.he is evil, right.I hate Novan....

(Kania was screaming hysterically and crying...Rendy tried to calm him down and hugged Kania's body tightly, Kania thrashed to let Rendy release her but Rendy's embrace was getting firmer and they sat on the ground, Rendy still hugged Kania's body tightly in order to calm down.).

"Kania. I beg you not to hate Novan, don't hate him, you know how valuable Novan is to me. Not because he's my boss...but more than that he's been like a big brother to me. He's always been protecting me..I beg Kania. Don't hate Novan.... Forgive Novan... You and Novan are my life I can't lose either of you... Help me Kania..."

Kania softened her heart and wiped her tears, now Kania looked calmer.

"Mas.I want to go to bed.. Get your hands off" (Kania wants to get away from Rendy, he needs time to calm himself down and think calmly and cool his heart which is currently hot).Let go of me.. mas I said release me...!!! (Kania yelled at Rendy in a very loud voice).

"No Kania. I know you're lying, you want to avoid me, I love you so much. Please forgive Novan for me. I beg you please forgive Novan for my sake..."

Kania looked deeply into Rendy's eyes and Rendy's eyes showed sincerity and Rendy's eyes indicated that she really had no lies in Rendy's eyes.

Kania took a deep breath and nodded her head slowly as a signal that Kania received an apology from Rendy for Novan. "Yes mas.. I'm sorry Novan and I won't hate him. I'll forget everything that happened..""

Thank you Kania.. thanks..for your sorry... Rendy kisses Kania's tanagn and tightly hugs Kania's body and puts the head of the cania on her chest and is surprised to hear Rendy's heart beating so much as the sound of a horse's legs racing fast.