I Sacrifice My Religion for Him
Accepts
I cried because I was really frail when I remembered my Mamak's Cry so I was willing to sacrifice everything to make my parents happy one of them was Sacrificing my Islam.
"Ra I know, although I have never felt what you feel but we can still try and pray, do not let God be angry at his servant. remember Ra you are not necessarily happy even if you sacrifice your Islam for the sake of that man, Allah tests you Ra, whether you can go through this test or not,if you can get through this means GOD believes that you passed the test he gave you. not only that little by little happiness will come by itself because Allah loves his servant of Patience and faith Ra". obviously it was as if he understood the religion of Islam but I salute him being able to give good advice to me instead of plunging me.
"Let's know, I feel like God doesn't love me" I said
"Your father must not speak like that, remember God loves you so much for the evidence that you are always tested to see how patient you are in this test, God wants you to always ask him for help, not to others, sometimes your prayers are now unfulfilled but do not know for tomorrow, so be patient. I'm talking like this doesn't mean I'm smart but I don't want my best friend to fall into a wrong way".
"Les Makasi yes your advice, if it is difficult to accept, oea kayaknya you fit so Ustadzah." I said while wiping my tears and smiling.
"Anjirrrr Ustadzah from Hong Kong times, I spoke at length this time in order that my best friend did not take the decision that will take you to the streets of Regret. eh did not feel nyampe my home too, yok stop first??? tannya
"hmm, not les I want to go home. already tonight ha. assalamualaikum.?
"Ok waalaikumsalam" he replied
On the way home I thought about my decision in the future, whether to continue or stop, so it crossed Abang Andja's words "I love you since we first met, please consider once again" make my heart beat fast.
I didn't feel like I was home. After I got home I went straight to bed because I was so sleepy.
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at 03:20 I woke up and immediately cooked rice and heated food for Sahur, then I woke my mamak and my adek, we immediately sahur at 04:00 , after sahur I immediately went to sleep again because it was still dark outside.
at 07:00 I woke up and stole dirty clothes and dishes and cleaned the house, after which I took a break because I was really tired.
when I took a break my phone rang then I saw who was calling so early and when I saw it turned out to be 😡 man I immediately picked up the phone and we spoke.
"Hello deck, what else??? tannya
"Hello too, just ready to clean the House" I said while yawning because I was a little sleepy.
"Wah diligence adek this makes Abang increase Love alone" he said while laughing
"Cooking???? I said lazily
"who said diwc??? my word
"that's the new one" he replied with a laugh
"Give up" I said lazily
"Oea deck how is the decision adek our relationship problem????? tanyakanya seriously
"Ok I accept But on condition??? I answered seriously too
"What deck??? answer quickly
"we try for a week first if we are suitable we can continue this relationship, how??? ask me again
"Ok deck deal, but can we meet??? tannya
"Ok.I answered briefly
"yes on Sunday night we go for a walk, right?? he waited for my answer.
"Look tomorrow, I'll tell you later" I replied
"Ok dek, yes already dek Abang work first" he said
"Ok. answered me while turning off the phone
after calling I immediately resumed my delayed sleep.
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