
Khai fell silent, his eyes glued to the screen of the phone.
All day his mind was in turmoil, he was not calm, his chest was rumbling. It feels tight, it feels ambyar, but as much as possible he presses all that so that his common sense still goes. The fault comes at the wrong time. The fault is between Celia and Alim. The fault of not being able to control his feelings. The fault that even until this second still persists to continue to fight. The fault that until this moment he still hopes, all will be beautiful in time. There is no more appropriate word to describe Khai's current mood than jealousy. Too long in a match, once dropped the heart really yes same girlfriend people.
"Murkey face lo mang rich water kobokan, think debt huh?" Angga, Khai's youngest brother mocked his older brother. Yes, if the sister sometimes likes to look for because of.
Khai did not reply to his sister's jokes, he better focus on *online game he is playing to divert his mind so as not to keep thinking about Celia, more useful is not it?!. It is better to channel all the negative energy that is in his heart and mind to eradicate all the enemies in the game area, let more greget war*nya.
Only when there was an incoming message notification from Celia did Khai stop playing the game.
Khai smilingly reads a message from Celia saying that she is now on her way home. Khai's change of attitude can not be separated from his sister's vision, surprised he saw his brother as soon as it could suddenly change his mood, briefly momentarily grinned by himself, already crazy his brother, Angga shudder in horror. "Basic freak! Buu ... mother .. mamang already crazy buu, just daydreamed his face bent, ugly deh, now smile itself." Angga complained to his mother, just cut it, Khai still did not bother his sister.
"Abang lo not crazy, but again madness equal women." Shoot his mother right on target.
"Today I saw mamang boncengin girl mom." Wita, Khai's second sister, added to the list of complaints about Khai to their mother.
"Where's Khai's girl? How are you going to college, not doing it?" Mother's voice has gone up by 1 octave.
"You need to continue your education, but Khai wants to take a leave of absence first mom, the funds have not been made to pay semesters, sorry Khai ya ma'am." There is a bitterness that is implied in Khai's face, will his dream to get higher education must return extinct.
"Mother is not forbidding if Khai wants to deket same woman, as long as it does not disturb the work, now look for Khai's hard work, you have done it yourself right."
"Yes ma'am, Khai knows." Mother is everything to Khai, the woman who gave birth to him into the world, who cared for and raised him. If his mother says no, then Khai won't do it. Just one time he made his mother cry because of the naughty actions of his teenage years that are enough to make the mother disappointed, no longer want Khai to repeat it.
"I'm anther to the house?"
"No need to mas, later Celia herself, from the station Celia take angkot, mas anter until the station, Celia dare to do it herself." Celia convinces Alim not to be interracial. Celia thought it would be better if she went home alone, she felt sorry if Alim had to drive her home, back and forth on the angkot, Alim could-can until the house was already night.
The train that Celia was riding on finally arrived at their final destination Station. After saying goodbye to Alim, Celia immediately stepped out of the station, while Alim, Celia asked him to go straight home, because the train to P station will be departing soon, it will take a long time to wait for the next train.
# Where did you get to?
# Station B, just got out, want to find angkot.
# I'm in front of station B, near the cobbler.
For what sake ... Khai was already waiting for Celia in front of the station. Celia walks fast, runs a little, sure enough, once out of the station area she can see Khai waiting for her.
Well, luckily mas Alim went straight home, try if Celia was anter until next here, it could be serious.
"Pick up the little elf, the danger of riding the angkot alone, fearing you why-why." Khai put a helmet on Celia's head. "Liar safety." Khai smiled, buttoned the helmet and lowered the glass. "Let's not be seen by anyone."
"hahahaha .. there's-there's you." Celia spits out her laughter then she goes up and holds on to Khai's shoulder.
Bray the iron horse immediately darted away leaving the station.
Both of his hands were clenched until his knuckles turned white, the heart intent was about to catch up with Celia, but the harsh reality he got. With his own eyes Alim watched his lover being rammed by another man, and he knew very well who he was. Is this the reason Celia doesn't want him to drive her home?! Alim was still stuck in his place, no matter the back and forth of the people who passed him. His eyes were far-flung, looking at something that had disappeared. The shadow of Celia's warm smile, her cheerful laughter as the man put on the helmet and buttoned it. Someone accidentally nudged his shoulder, resuscitated Alim, pulling him out of the chaos situation in his heart and mind. He turned around, went back inside the station. This time the logic could not work, although Alim tried hard to make a logic of the event he had just witnessed. The first time a sense overpowers its logic, and unfortunately not happiness, not love, but pain, suspicion, jealousy. People say it's better to have a toothache than a heartache.
Her hands shook typing a message for Celia, containing questions about what she saw. Alim put his phone back in his little sling bag. He came home with a wounded and questionable heart.
"Khai, we go straight home, Celia is tired, wants to lie down, already miss the same mattress." Celia spoke slightly advancing her face against the wind so that Khai could hear her voice.
"You've eaten, if you haven't stopped by to eat yet." Khai was worried, afraid that Celia would not be fed by Alim.
"Celia had eaten when she was coming home."
Uhm ... Khai cleared his throat expelling his discomfort. Celia understood that, but she chose to pretend not to listen.
"Khai, stop here." Celia asks Khai to stop in front of the compound.
"Khai, Celia down here aja yes, sorry Khai, but this morning Celia pamitnya go the same mas Alim, if Celia escorted home with you, what budhe and pakdhe said later."
"Yes, I know, don't worry." Khai stopped his motorcycle right in front of the gate of the complex.
Celia could see the disappointment in the eyes of the man, but she could not do anything about it either, because Celia herself was also still stricken with indecision in her heart.
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What's wrong with having to be in this position? Khai kept thinking. A glass of black coffee and a cigarette billowed, accompanying a distraught heart. Sometimes the self wants to give up, but the heart insists on refusing, because he feels Celia is not happy with Alim, if Celia is happy why Celia wants to walk with him. Khai believes Celia is not a slack woman, as long as she is close to Celia, Khai can feel the tenderness of her heart. Celia is also a woman who is not neko-neko, she never asks for anything to her, she is a good woman, also comes from a good family. Celia never took the opportunity to benefit from feeling loved by 2 men. As far as Khai could see Celia was not a materialistic woman. That is the reason why Khai still wants to survive and fight for his Love for Celia.
Meanwhile, who became the culprit of the chaos of the hearts of two men still santuy nyemil crumban tengginang. Celia hasn't checked her phone since she got home. Already tired, until the house he immediately took a shower of lightning continued leha-leha in front of the tv. Celia was unconscious yet, there was a storm before her eyes.
"Hahaha .. kotjack doesn't wear his shirt ahahahah." Celia laughed, she was busy with her favorite Bollywood movie with Fajar. Celia and her sister cousin this one is always compact for the business of bollywood_an. Amir Khan's silly actions made Celia unable to withstand the pain of her stomach, so much she laughed.
According to the great book "people say" too much laughter will lead to tears. Did ya?