I'm your Husband's Second Woman

Part 18 Great Quarrels

Hendra pov

The rented house looks blackened only part of the outside looks bright because of the reflection of moonlight. There's nobody in even the house there's not a single room that looks bright.

Where's Aulia? He hasn't come home yet ?

I'm looking for the spare key in the suitcase. I want to enter the house and break down. I don't know. My body suddenly felt tired to the joints. When the door opened, this body immediately shot in by dragging the suitcase and throwing it away.

I tried to open Wa's message. No incoming messages even missed calls. This means Retno is really starting to get suspicious about this secret marriage. Usually he would apologize after seeing the anger over his suspicions. Then ran hugging me, seducing and indulging.  Even when I left he didn't look at me at all, kept his head down.

It was just that his last sentence continued to fill the brain and make the head heavy. Do I have to temper Retno's anger? It is not he who will always give up. Ja. I had to hold on to this position so Retno knew I didn't want to continue being suspected. But that's not true, if I'm really cheating.

Argha!

I slammed into the bed. Tired of body and mind. I want to be honest and tell what it is. But will Retno survive? Without having to leave something that is already in the gang.

When I started to close my eyes there was the sound of a big montor bike exhaust. It must be a man. And maybe he's with Aulia.

I moved towards the window facing the gate. I think the curtains are a little. From this, I could see, the woman I had been keeping above the perfection of my family's happiness was talking to a man. Is this my karma? Betrayal is also avenged.

My blood suddenly rippled like 500 watts of electricity. Heat. Dimming. Feels throbbing up to ubun - ubun.

I accidentally turned on the middle room light when I heard Aulia sliding the gate.

I walked to the front door and opened it.

"Oh .. So it's your behavior if I'm not home."

Those narrow eyes look wide. Not the fear I saw from her look, but the joy. A tall body with a chest that was exotic enough to melt crashing around me. Pressing his chest firmly into the embrace. The habit of this girl when she saw my arrival, as she did in Surabaya.

I let go of the hand wrapped around it violently.

"Where have you been? Just came home last night?" ask me in a high voice. Aulia seemed surprised to hear my unusual tone. I stomped Aulia's hand trying to slip on her shoulder, but it was gripping, linking her fingers.

"Not as I thought!" aulia said trying to calm the emotions that filled the brain.

"What is on my mind? Then it's not appropriate for married women to come home the night with a man?"

Aulia was silent only her narrowed eyes were slightly widened. When his hand, I jerked violently. Then step inside the house. There was no movement from Aulia to follow. He stood there with his mind. I walked through the living room to the dining room that became one with the kitchen space.

I whipped the button on the walled lamp, pushed the chair back and landed the buttocks there. The stomach suddenly sounded. There's only bread and jam. Looks like Aulia didn't cook today. Gravely. I wish there was food at home. Aulia is not as good at cooking as Retno. Retno is good at cooking and making all kinds of cakes. Before Rara's birth, Retno once opened a cake shop. Quite a lot of buyers even order in advance of the day before the holiday.

I took a loaf of bread and put jam on it.

"The mad, huh?" asked Aulia suddenly on the back put her hands around her neck and landed some kisses on the nape. "I accidentally met. He was my best friend in Surabaya."

I was silent not responding. Just keep putting the bread in your mouth, chew slowly with the thought still about Retno's anger. Aulia shifted the chair next door and sat down on it.

"Sickness ...?" he asked, astonished by my silence. I nodded without looking.

"I order pizza, yes, or I have a massage in the room" Aulia said. I still answer with a head. Aulia silence. Keep watching my face from the side.

"Mas, got into a fight with Retno's sister over the phone?" aulia asked almost inaudible. There was guilt from his tone of voice.

I looked up, looking at his eyeballs. Aulia. The face turned clear.

"You're satisfied now!" I said a little loud. "You want to show the position, and now it has materialized ...."

"It's not like that I want to!" aulia's proverb gripped my shoulder. I looked away. Exhaling breath that feels stifling.

"I'm tired ..," I said softly. Back on the chair.

"intention ... Mas?" Aulia looked surprised. "Relax ... Whahuh? Don't tell me because of this wedding?"

I'm silent. Closing my tired eyes.

"We've ended this conversation" I said, trying to stand up but holding Aulia's arm.

"Mas want to leave me?" aulia asked with an emphasis. Those narrow eyes are fueling the fire. Aulia shook her shoulders and dropped her head. Crying with a shrill voice.

I'm silent. Hearing Aulia's question just now. There was no thought of leaving the woman I married secretly. How will it happen? Although this marriage will be revealed later and Retno chose to leave.

How can I ruin a good woman's life just because the other couple can't survive? I've brought in Aulia in life, then kicked her when it's over. I mean, I'm just like those cowards. Buying women for pleasure only. Then what difference do I make? It's just that I wrapped up that lust with Siri's wedding. If it's like that. Isn't it the same. After the wedding is over, the marriage will end. Either because of boredom or because of the first couple caught.

Although I know, my mistake of betraying a wife who is so sincerely loving, is inexcusable, and I can only wait for the punishment. I don't know. When is that time coming? I also could not afford to let go of Retno later. Just imagine I'm so claustrophobic.

Suddenly Aulia grabbed the glass in front. Hit him hard on the table then point him towards the pulse in his hand.

"Aulia, what are you doing?" yell at

I'm surprised I'm not playing. I immediately held his arm slowly. But the hand slammed hard, even pushing my body until it staggered back a few steps. Until the chair I was sitting on fell off.

"Mas wants to leave me, right?" his screams were full of emotion. Pointing the pointed end of the glass towards his wrist.

There was one blood dripping slowly.

"I will not abandon you, Aulia," I said trembling with fear at Aulia's out-of-predict attitude.

"Lied!" his screams further pressed the sharp object into his pulse.

Blood is pouring.

I'm rattled. Hands grabbing the coarse hair then hitting the head themselves with the hands. The brain has been pulsating due to dizziness in addition to the punch. It almost exploded.

Goddamn bum.

"Aulia .. I beg you not to do anything stupid."

"Mas wants to go' right!" yelled Aulia brushed off the hand that was about to grab the thing. Even the broken glass was pointed at me.

"I'd rather die than lose it."

The sound of a chair being pushed by his body walking backwards made my heart even more sliced.  The blood that came out of his hands was like a wet, sun-dried shirt.

Tests. Tests. Tests. Pouring quickly fell on the floor.

Yes ... God, what should I do?