I'm with you, Juragan Aris

initial quote.

~from author~

*i love in every hand in my prayer, though we are different but your smile your laughter through becomes my greatest desire.

not wishing God, but this feeling can not be restrained anymore.I always feel happy if close together or just see you from afar.

I believe that God must match every person, but what I can ask my soul mate is you.

even though I realize your love and your desires may not be mine*.

~ Ayu Maheswari Suryana~

*whatever I have to say, the sky knows what is only in my sight right now.

in every prayer, in every breath, there is only one name that I always carry in my heart.

loving in silence is not easy especially when seeing you with other women.

but I'm so happy to see you smiling happily together on a lap*.

~ Aris Munandar Ibrahim~

of love? I never believed that word, I believed in talent, ability and hard work.

knowing you is a mistake, being with you is foolishness, but your love changes my world.

although the world often insulted me, you came to reach out to embrace me, thank you for introducing sincerity and selfless love to me.

a man was standing in an alley full of dozens of bloodied bodies.

even the man was also covered in blood on his body, unexpectedly the rain fell down profusely as if cleaning up the remains of this fight.

"Barney's? are you all right? I'm sorry I just came by because of your message, my God, is this serious?" ask Logan Lerman.

"you talk too much, now it's better to get everything done" Barney ordered to put his hat back on.

"alright boss," replied logan Lerman.

his steps took him away, he was never as desperate as today, because he had lived too long in this dirty puddle.

there is a sense of midwife felt by Barbie, she also chose to sit at an unkempt bus stop.

"do you need anything? you hurt?" said someone who surprised Barney.

the man stared intently at the source of the voice, a beautiful girl who might still be in High School greeted him.

"doesn't need anything!" barney answered coldly.

getting a cold answer, the girl came home with an umbrella but before leaving she put bread, water and medicine for wounds and an umbrella.

Barney glanced beside him, "basic meddling," he muttered taking the bread and eating it.

I don't know how long he hasn't eaten and he rarely takes care of himself.

Barney heads to his house, an old house that has never been lived in again after the murder case.

"look at this son of yours, being the leader of the most feared gangsters, but I feel empty in my life, you're leaving very quickly when I can't even understand what death is, yet," lirih Barney's.

"sir, please take a shower I have prepared warm water for you" said Mr. Mun who has been a guard and who takes care of Barney.

"alright sir, and tomorrow please share the harvest, and please take my car in the parking lot of SPBU Bandung santren, and let no one be suspicious," Barney said throwing the car keys at the man