I'm waiting for you: Love

A,C,J #15

Everyone left the two servants with aisah and the four big cats, whether the blood of the murderer attached to himself or because of the hatred and resentment he had for the whole family who had slaughtered his parents, he was cruel to ask the four big cats, he said, to prey on the two servants.

Aisah looked calmly at how the four cats, killing the two servants, the cries and pleas for mercy from both of them were ignored by Aisah, from the balcony of opa and the other, he said, seeing all that and they were shocked instead of playing, even Oma and Dinda to the point of trembling at the actions of their beloved little girl.

"Mas, what, what happened, why is my daughter so horrible and merciless, she even calmly enjoys everything that's going on in front of her eyes, why is it, why is she being like that?"

"Dinda, according to papa. She must have remembered the events that befell her two biological parents, she saw it with her own eyes, and it would continue to stick in her."

"You mean, a story will be a killer because of all those horrible memories, you mean?"

"Yes, but he would only do that to people who annoyed his family and loved ones"

"But pa, mama feels we need to ask and advise her"

"Did mom forget, she could even have a gun license, so don't you feel like she's been preparing for all that since she was a kid? and it was triggered by his grudges and suffering"

"But what my mother said is true. We need to remind him"

"Well okay"

They all went down and waited for a story in the living room, not long after, aisah came and sat down near the mother, she hugged her mother and finally cried, she said, because honestly, he is not as strong and calm as everyone thinks.

"What's up, baby? have you not punished them? then why are you crying hum?"

"Mother, did I evilly do that to them? I'm even more terrible than them ma'am"

"Honey, sometimes there are times when people have to be evil to protect themselves and their families, but there are also people who resigned to their destiny, so they are only able to accept suffering and also evil deeds by others"

"Where am I, ma'am?"

"The mother's daughter is the first, because she does it to take care of the people you love"

Hearing her mother's answer, she looked only at her mother and looked into her eyes, and there she saw the fear in her mother, and aisah guessed it all because of an incident that her mother might have just seen.

Aisah asked for an answer from her mother, because she did not want to make her mother afraid because of her.

"I'm sorry, but I just saw something like that, even when my own daughter was murdered my mother didn't realize it, so honestly I was afraid of my son, but not my daughter, but I'm afraid that if the people who sent them took you from me, in the same way, mom, I can't bear to son, please...."

Hearing his mother's answer, even if he admitted something that would determine his life in the future, whether to return alone again or still recognized by his adoptive parents, aisah wants to know what the seriousness of love and affection of father, mother, opa, Oma and uncle is also her anty.

"Mother and all those who are here, I would like to say that the people who kidnapped you were my uncles and grandmothers, and those who killed my parents, and also I am the daughter of Sham Wirajaya whom you told me about"

Everyone immediately stood up and shunned the story, they stared at the teenage girl they had grown up with and cared for with an incomprehensible look, aisah who saw the attitude of everyone who was there instantly throbbing pain, she felt suddenly as sick as when she saw the eyes of the people who witnessed both her parents in the persecution that time.

Seeing everyone's reaction, aisah also opened his voice, even though his heart ached, his chest tight as well as his tears were ready to spill with just one blink of an eye.

"Dad, torment me if, torment me if you will also reject me, I will not regret, really, I am grateful because all this time, you have cared for me also give me affection, even if only a few years. I thank you, I also thank opa, Oma and uncle also anty, thanks hiks"

Everyone was silent, no one commented or stared back, because now everyone had turned their faces away, but it was different from Dinda, he looked down with tears flowing from both eyes.

Aisah was still as much as he did while staring at everyone who used to love him so much, now as if not knowing him, now the wounds that once began to heal back open and widened, the pain was like doused in acid water, the pain can no longer be said.

Aisah stood with her tangius held back but leaving behind a whimper and a patter of tears, she walked towards the room she had occupied for the past seven years, she opened the door and entered, and, he looked around the room, he felt every corner of the room with a cry that he could no longer bear.

After he finished surrounding the room, he saw a picture frame, where there was everyone, starting from opa, Oma and others, and others, there they were all smiling happily and it was on the day of her sixth birthday that she took the frame and walked out of the room.

Aisah saw that everyone was already sitting in the guest room, she approached them and looked at them but now only Dinda remained looking at her, while the others turned their faces away, he saw the eyes of the mother who had turned red and he smiled a little, because he saw that there were still people who loved him even though maybe only a little.

"Great master and great mistress as well as Heru sir and Lady Dinda thank you for all that you have given me all this time also young master, I thank you for everything and this is the card you gave me I gave back, because I don't deserve to have any of this."

After putting the card and also thanking aisah looked at the faces of everyone who used to love him so much, but now ignored him. He shed his tears again, he turned and stepped out of the house, at the door he looked back, he hoped his departure would be noticed or seen for a while, but it was only his hope because in reality no one saw him, not even Dinda now looked at him.

Aisah left with a heart-wrenching cry, she was crying even more because remembering that she left with a cry and was alone, he stepped with trembling legs and now his four beloved cats followed him, the old tiger mili stared at the house and followed the story of his three children.