I'm the Unacknowledged

Colorless Life

Miki's assertiveness in saying her wish, made Argha fixated. For a moment, Argha tried to digest the words of his adopted son.

What does Miki mean by identity? Has he not had a name all this time? In his adoption certificate, it has been explained about who the mother who has given birth to him. Yes, even without the name of the father, but it feels like it is enough ....

Argha knitted his two eyebrows. Wait-wait! Without dad? monologue again.

Yep! In the affidavit as a support letter of adoption received Argha from the St. orphanage. Jose, it's not written what Miki's father's name is.

What identity does Miki want is his father's name? What surname will be used as a last name? Jeez .. Is that what Miki wants? But how could I not have any blood relation with him at all. Oh my God, Ilona .. what is the fault of your brother that you have to punish your sister for life like this?

Argha grumbled in annoyance. His attitude of arrogance is so obvious. How can I give a last name to someone else, while my own son ...? Uh, I don't even know how he looks. Is she a girl or a boy? But obviously, if he was a man, he would have inherited my good looks. And if she is a woman, of course, Gintani's beauty will be clearly depicted on the look of my son's face. Argha spoke in his heart.

Argha smiled faintly. Imagining the appearance of his son, became his own medicine for Argha. Not wanting to be too dizzy with Miki's words which he considered a deal, Argha just passed.

Miki took a breath, long. Back again, just the disappointment he got from that stern-headed man. If he could be honest, his body seemed to be limp helplessly getting the passage of Argha as an answer.

Miki herself did not think out. Why in this world is there a father who blatantly does not want to acknowledge his son? Even though the child stood straight in front of him.

What is my sin with you Ilona? Why would you give birth to me into this world if only to get the truth, your lover would never admit my existence. Yes your lover, I believe I am only the child of your forbidden relationship with him. Cih, so low is your pride, Ilona! miki in his heart.

Miki started to drift. Both of his legs were unable to support a body that was increasingly feeling weak. It hurts! It hurt a lot when Miki realized, his father always looked longing for the picture of a beautiful hijab woman who was in a giant picture frame in the family room. It felt claustrophobic when accidentally, he eavesdropped on the moans of longing that was spoken from his father's lips for the woman.

Until finally, the little boy drew his own conclusions. Could it be that he was just an unexpected child due to the results of the two adults' illicit relationship?

Miki held onto the dashboard of the bed to hold her body from collapsing to the floor. Slowly, he began to sit on the edge of the bed. The pain that afflicted him, unable to shed tears. Miki's tired. Yes he was so tired of life without color.

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Week changing month. Until without feeling, Miki has been attending school one year in her new place. He felt quite comfortable going to school in a new place. Although not a favorite school category, but so far the students and teachers have never offended Miki. Moreover, there were no strata in the school dictionary there. Everything is the same.only one name, namely students who want to study as a provision for their lives in the future.

Somewhere else.

"Drink or cure, Ki. She said she wanted to get well and meet her grandchildren, but she was taking medicine, it was hard" Enin Ifah complained to her husband.

"Bitter at all, Nin. Tea battery does not hold the same taste," replied Surya Aki, sulking a little.

"Ish, Ari the Aki. Yes or the name of the drug mah must be bitter. If it's sweet, it's the sugar of his name" grumbled Enin Ifah.

"Our grandchildren haven't come here in a long time, Nin. Hmm, Aki really misses Adi, Nin," murmured Aki Surya while staring at the expanse of white roses from the late Goddess, her son

"Yes Aki. Enin is the same. Kangeeeeen is Adi. But yes how else .. maybe Adi is still busy with his work. Especially after knowing his future wife who actually damaged his household relationship with Gintani, of course the child felt very sad. Enin believes, Adi's busy work, it's only to distract him from the guilt of having divorced Gintani," replied Enin Ifah.

"Yes, Enin's right. Aki also knew that Adi must have suffered a lot with her guilt. Her life will definitely return to the way it was when she lost her mother, a colorless life that made Adi grow into a person who, uhuk..."

"Ish, Aki. Cough again, right? Sok atuh, take the medicine geura!" order Enin Ifah while offering some drugs that must be routinely consumed by her husband.

Surya Aki received a medicine grain and a glass of water from his wife's hand. He then swallowed the medicine. To be honest, he himself already felt nauseous from having to take drugs for the sake of his survival. Since being convicted of tuberculosis, Surya Aki was forced to take drugs regularly.

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In a toy store.

"No! Anyway, any time, Mama won't buy you that toy!" reject Gintani firmly.

"Ih, Bad mama! Mama Eca's working, 'could buy Eca's toys. But Princess? The fate of the Princess is very sad. The princess has a working mother, but does not want to buy her child's toys at all. Ah, I don't know who he's working for, huhuhu ..." whine Princess.

"Hadeuh, start the drama again, deh," grumbled Gintani, slowly.

Mina just smiled looking at her little employer's acting. "Well, Non Putri is indeed very talented to be an actress" whispered Mina in the ears of the Princess.

"Listen, my dear princess, you are a woman. And the toys!" Point Gintani to a colorful skateboard hanging. "That thing is not a game for girls" Gintani told the princess.

"Princess knows, Ma," replied the Princess.

"Yes if the Princess knows it is not a toy for women, why still ask too? I'd better change the storefront, yeah. Yuk, we're going there! Looks like a lot of really pretty Barbie dolls, right there!" invite Gintani while pointing to a display case that displays various games for girls.

"No, bored! The girl's toys have no challenges. Not making the Princess' life colorful. The princess wants that!" princess

Again the Princess sulked while pointing at the skateboard. The expression on the face of the Princess is exactly the same as her father if he wants something. Gintani could only pat her forehead looking at the Princess' attitude.

"Nir, please ask the waiter to wrap the skateboard toy. Then, give it to the little girl who is sulking!"

"Good, Master!"