I'm The One You Ignore

Between believe or not

Finished the sheets replaced by Rouki himself, Zeya still soaked with warm water to stretch his muscles that felt stiff. Pain in the sensitive part of hers, trying to hold it even though there is a sense that is difficult to express.

"Definitely tomorrow morning will be very painful, how do you handle it? I hope I don't get sick." He muttered while rubbing his back.

While Rouki who only wore a nightgown with a kimono model, was waiting for his wife to come out of the bathroom.

Still with his daydreams, Rouki himself did not think that he had done hangu_ngan ba_and with his wife, really never appeared in his mind.

"Mas Rouki didn't take a shower? smile is not that clear smile. Rouki is thinking what?" asked Zeya who suddenly startled her dreamy husband.

"There's nothing, seriously. Oh yes, if you want to go straight to sleep, just sleep first. I also want to take a bath, want to soak, so that my muscles are not stiff, also let not hurt when I wake up."

"Yes, Mum." Zeya said.

Rouki who did not want to be wrong, he immediately went into the bathroom to soak, so that his body did not feel sore.

While Zeya himself, was smearing the two legs from pa_ha to the tip of the foot, also both hands with body lotion, so that the body feels more delicious, so that the body feels better, although still leaves pain in certain parts due to the actions of her husband who is fairly brutal because of the effects of drugs that reside in her mind.

"Now I am no longer a virgin, and my chastity has been given to my husband. Hopefully this is the beginning of Rouki Mas will change, and will not hurt me again. I don't know, I can only hope for the good." Zeya muttered after using body lotion.

Because both of her eyes were difficult to close, Zeya simply lay down while staring at the ceiling of her room and daydreaming.

"You haven't slept?" rouki asked as he walked closer to the bed.

Zeya immediately got up from his position that was lying down, and chose a standard at the head of his bed.

With a swift, Zeya immediately grabbed a thick blanket to cover his body up in his da_da section.

Rouki who saw his wife's expression that was like fear to be asked again for her right, only held back a laugh.

"Why are you, scared?" rouki asked as he climbed onto the bed, and followed up leaning like his wife.

Zeya seemed to curl up while looking down with his hands that look to hug both feet. Then, Zeya shook her head.

"Relax, I'm not a greedy person nor a spender, I won't force you. I'm tired too, just like you. Don't know for tomorrow, morning. Be prepared if our entire body will feel cramped, also the muscles that feel stiff." Said Rouki who was sitting next to his wife.

"May I ask Mas Rouki something?" zeya asked a little awkwardly as she was about to ask something more sensitive.

"Can, just ask. What do you want to ask?"

"Promise not to be angry?" zeya asked to confirm, fearing the opposite.

"Promise, as long as your question is reasonable and there is no element of accusation or anything else, for example, it can arouse my emotions."

"I don't know with my question, whether it makes sense or not, I can't mention it." Zeya.

"Am I the one you've setu_buhi?" asked Zeya very boldly.

Instantly, Rouki directly rounded his eyes when he heard the question from his wife.

Sighing his breath softly, Rouki threw it away violently. The question he had never thought of, had now been thrown to him.

"There is no woman I'm a sen_tuh for me setu_buhi, only you're a woman. Although I realize that I am not a good husband, but I am not a connoisseur for free. Of course, I did it with a woman who was completely mine." Rouki replied reassuringly.

"Sorry, I'm just curious, and there's a curiosity to know the truth." Zeya said as she looked at her husband's face.

"It's okay, it's also your right and mine." Say as much as possible not to be nervous.

"It's late at night, it's almost late at night, let's go to bed." Invite Rouki to rest, Zeya nodded, and the two went to sleep immediately.

With his usual position, both Zeya and Rouki were sleeping on their backs. When he could not hear the movements of his wife, Rouki turned his position to lie down, and turned to his wife.

'I'm sorry Zeya, I'm sorry for being such a bad husband all this time.' His mind when he saw his sleeping position, also felt very guilty for his attitude so far.

However, a Rouki still showed his prestige because it had already done so much wrong.

Then, Rouki rose from her sleeping position, and moved to her study to relieve her fatigue. But when he had just sat down, he returned to his room because his body needed enough rest, and also did not want to fall ill.

So difficult to close his eyes, slowly fall asleep by itself until the morning welcomes him.

Zeya, awakened from his sleep, slowly opened his eyes and perfected his vision. Then, Zeya who felt that there was something like a boiling part of her stomach, and also like someone was hugging her, turned her head.

And sure enough, apparently the husband hugged her in a sleeping condition.

'What's wrong with Mas Rouki, why is he suddenly so drastically changed. Since Doctor Radit came, everything changed completely. Is there any connection to my feelings? or something else.' Inner Zeya who was confused by her husband's attitude that was changing drastically.

"Where are you going?" rouki asked while tightening his embrace.

"A-a-I want to wake up, want a warm bath, my body hurts all, also the muscles that feel stiff." Zeya answered while releasing her husband's hand which was hugging her.

"We took a shower together, huh? we've never had a bath together, have we? all to stretch our muscles let it loosen." Rouki half-whispered near his wife's ear.

Zeya immediately turned to her husband, between fear and confusion. Fear, if she is only used by her husband Confused, while she is his legal wife who is obliged to serve her husband.

Zeya momentarily fell silent, between obeying her husband's will or to reject him.

"Why are you quiet, don't you?" ask husband.

"No, that's not what I mean, Mom." Zeya answered who did not know what to say.

"Continue?"

"It's okay, I'm just confused."

"Why?"

"Don't Mas Rouki not like me, and isn't Mas Rouki there Alya?"

Rouki immediately grabbed his wife's hand through his injured hand.

"Help me, help me to forget Alya."

"Why?"

"Because I've been blinded by her, and I didn't realize that there was a woman who was much better than her, that much better woman was you." Rouki answered, and landed a ciu_man on his wife's right cheek.

Zeya still did not budge, between believing it or not, it was difficult to recognize.