I'm the One Who Wishes Too Much

I'm the One Who Wishes Too Much
I stopped brother;)



"gue already said ca" said Yuni who made me cry even more


by the end of the class, I went straight to my seat and cried


"ca, "the word juni lirih curls at me


arrived cindy same temen her dateng


"have I said steadfast do not like you, still aj kegatelan ngedeketin firm basic "said cindy and I just diem but still cry


I cry not because my brother firmly does not like me I cry because it feels so sick when you girls continue in the catain pecilan to gatelan sick


.


"it's cind, son of a man" said the girl who was the most mouthwashy ngatainnya


"already ah males ngeladenin boy" said Cindy and passed away


not long ago agil,zacky, son of ,sofyan, abi dateng


"why are you" said sofyan liet me a mouthful


"gue pickle jajan first, want no nitip" said yuni natap me


" don't be lazy" said I shrewdly trs hide my face in the bag on the table


the chair in my school is long so 1 seat for two people and the table is also 1 table for two people;)


the teacher of lesson b. indo entered


and I was told to read his subject matter


about


~puisi~


"ica you read his poem from earlier I lietin diem aj you" said buk ningsih yelling at me


and I started to open the book


"front" said buk ningsih, lazily pushing me forward


"this bus" said I a little laugh at his title


"read aj" said buk ningsih ngegas


and I read


~last mail~


I love you, like the wind loves flowers


Like rain loves rainbows


But all I received was your sharp thorns


But you were actually happy when I left


Honestly, I hope you understand


But the more I know you, the harder it will be for you to love me


I don't have anything worthy


All right, I'm going


I'm not tired, I'm not giving up


Being away from me makes you happy


I wish there would be someone who loved you more than me


And I hope you don't waste it the way you dumped me


I will miss how I tried to live in your little heart


Even though there was no place left for me there


Well I'm gone, I'm sorry if I ruined your life


This is the last thing I can give you


I just want to see you smile


I wish someone would take care of you who loves you more than I do


When your heart opens..


Come to me, bring me the hope I have put off


This is the last thing I can prove, I love you


without realizing it, Rudi Rian, and Irfan heard the poetry reading


"it's open" I said a little snigger


I swear by her poetry


and I saw buk ningsih interrupt her tears


sad emang? my inner


when I want to walk, I see my firm brother, Rian, irfan rudi lietin,


surely gr tuh for him already bucin terribly tuu song


sit back and sit back


......


se love that he is the same me, until the poem bacain se sad..


argh


"firm what" said buk ningsih that made me waver


"not why do kok buk, just liet liet aj" said the rian I smilein aj


"emh" said buk ningsih and when I looked at the ica, he sat near the guy bugh felt how I liet her


"that's a kid who's sitting in the same guy, because it's noisy" said Rudi again


"gk cares about me" I said but there was relief in the chest


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