I'm sorry, Loving Your Concubine

The wounded heart

The crowd of Jakarta that night was not felt by Medina and Dins who were enjoying dinner in a simple place in the corner of the city.

After they enjoyed the simple menu, Dins ordered a drink for Medina.

" Wahhh.mas Dins, his girlfriend is very beautiful, just brought a girl here" said the mother of the shop owner who has known Dins for a long time since she was in high school.

" Not Kok Bu, I'm not his girlfriend, my friend Bu hahhahah" said Medina laughing shyly.

" doesn't it fit, ma'am???? " said Dins suddenly while glancing at Medina

" it fits dins so well.The only handsome girl who is beautiful, wahhh kayak artist couple" said the shop owner's mother with a smile.

" He's my type Mom, but not yet a girlfriend, if it's been so I'm telling ya ma'am" said Dins laughing at Medina who had fallen silent.

Medina saw her watch already showing at 22:14 WIB.

" Dins.ayo go back, or go somewhere else" Medina said.

Dins drinks his order coffee and grabs a cigarette in his pants pocket.

" one can first yes.My coffee has not run out yet" said Dins lit his cigarette calmly.

Dins smokes in his signature style and occasionally throws his cigarette smoke aside, without realizing Medina occasionally notices Dins' behavior.

" You're still alone? " all of a sudden Dins opened up the chat

Medina fell silent and looked at Dins "is it important for me to answer?? "

Dins brought his face closer to Medina making a red hue radiate across her face.

" You have to answer, because it's important to me" Dins said in a whispering voice and looked Medina in the eye

" why...must I answer ? " said Medina again.

Dins stroked Medina's hair and brought her face closer, so that the distance between the two of them was so close that Medina felt a breath of Dins on her cheek.

" just to make sure that the feeling I have is not wrong" whispered Dins

" I already have a man" Medina said in a stifled voice

" Who is he" Dins said again

" He's my husband" Medina said staring at Dins

Dins retreated slowly and kept a distance sitting with Medina, his heart as if disappointed and everything he never felt, that night happened to him.

" why haven't you said that since we met "

Dins took a deep breath, the feeling he had been waiting for all this time came to him...Falling in love, yet all reciprocated with deep disappointment that he felt for the first time.

But he quickly regained his senses and organized the raging feelings in his heart with a calm demeanor.

" I'll drive you home" Dins said as he stood up and threw away his nearly-exhausted cigarette.

Medina fell silent and nodded, her long-spaired hair she let cover part of her face.

Dins pulled Medina's shoulders and fixed her unkempt hair.

Medina's heart churned again, every Dins doing that to her as if powerless to resist and always giving room for Dins to do that.

" It was better "Dins looked at Medina and rubbed his head gently.

Medina smiled and put on the helmet Dins gave her.

" wear this jacket, the night is getting late" said Dins, giving back the jacket he was wearing.

" For you only, from yesterday your shirt is thin if you catch a cold how "Medina returns the jacket she holds.

" Use it, ribet very you" said Dins with a rather high tone

" okay..okee I wear, satisfied ?? "

Honda beat drove in the middle of the city crowd that began to dim that night, the atmosphere was cloudy and cold that night, making Medina embrace Dins tightly.

Dins saw Medina's hand embracing her, a feeling of happiness again enveloping her heart.

" For tonight alone, I would think that you do not belong to anyone else" Dins whispered, making reality seem out of step with his heart that night.

Hospital parking is quiet and the time has shown at 23.00 wib, Honda beat Dins motorbike stopped not far from the parked Alphard Medina car.

Dins keeps his bike and drives Medina to his car.

" This time I hope we won't meet again, may you be happy always" Dins said as he picked up the jacket Medina gave him.

Medina just looked at Dins meaningfully, the feeling of her heart reluctant to move from that place, seeing Dins already away from her she realized.....

Suddenly Medina catches up with Dins and holds his hand.Kissing Dins' cheek spontaneously leaves Dins speechless.

" Thank you Dins.." said Medina.

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