I'm Perfect In Her Eyes
Chapter 13 Curse
“Ya. Mind not wanting a story?”
“Em. At that time, we had a relationship of about three years. I don't know if suddenly a message came to me he said he wanted to end the relationship.
Three years ago…
“Sayang.” Whatsapp messages coming in.
“Daddy dear.”
“I want to see can not?”
“Where are you?”
“Your house, can you not?”
“Dad can.”
“I walk now.”
“Be careful”
“Bye.”
Whatsapp messages coming in.
“Sayang. I'm in front.”
“Bentar well.”
“Okeh.”
Uslin came out and met someone outside. There stood a handsome man and a tall man, as good as an athlete. Name's Leon. About twenty years old. He was two years older than Uslin. Uslin was eighteen. He stood outside the fence waiting for Uslin to open the door. Before long Uslin went out and opened the door and met him. Uslin took him in. They also enter. Unlike usual, Leon did not show his usual attitude at all. When he meets he will hug Uslin first. But not this time. There was absolutely no action to treat Uslin as his lover. And a few days ago they were still together and safe. I don't know why Leon suddenly changed.
“What do you need dear?”
“I want to say important.”
“What is it dear?”
Uslin was still chatting as usual, even though it was actually annoyed Uslin with Leon's cold attitude that suddenly. And it has also been a few days Leon lost news. Never called or whatsapp himself.
“I want us to break up.”
Uslin was silent for a moment. And it wasn't until a minute Uslin was silent. Uslin immediately responded to what Leon said. And slowly realize and understand that this is the purpose of his cold attitude today and also the news that disappeared for days after they met and slept together.
“Yes if that's what you want." It was heavy for Uslin to say that. His face suddenly felt very hot. It's really like being watered with charcoal. Even his heart was confused as to whether to be angry or disappointed. With one intention Uslin decided to follow what Leon wanted.
“Still. I'm going ya." Soon Leon went straight home after saying his needs to Uslin's house.
“Daddy. Careful."
Instantly his cry broke out after he actually saw the man he had fought for for almost three years pass like the wind then before him. Whether they fight together or not. Uslin could not be sure. And Uslin could not compare the attitude of Leon who used to be with Leon who today broke the rope of their struggle. Even Uslin really did not know what to do. What he did to Leon's way of doing this to him. Do I have to pay it back or shut up and accept the truth.
“What's my fault?” This is the question that keeps coming to his mind. And finally Uslin was trying to decide something.
“Ikhlas. Okeh I'm sincere.” This was his last word for his relationship with Leon. Without much words Uslin stopped crying. Trying to ease all the objections he felt in his heart. Leon's contact number was removed from his phone. Social media is blocked. And Uslin really intended to stop remembering all the events that had happened to them.
After telling her everything, Uslin almost shed tears. But with his heart that had been fighting steadfastly for almost two years. They broke off their relationship at the beginning of Uslin's college entrance. Uslin is currently sixth semester. At that time Uslin looked relaxed but Ariel could see from his eyes that he was still expecting the man and still not completely sincere to let him go.
After hearing all that, Ariel did not show any sense of haru or sorry. But he was silent. In his heart actually felt what Uslin was feeling. But because all this time he also liked Uslin from ever since Uslin entered college. All the background Uslin already knew. It was just that he wanted to know if Uslin would try to hide his past against him or vice versa. But it turns out that Uslin did not intend to turn his back on everything that had happened. And it turns out that there is no doubt to tell everything.
“Sorry yeah.”
“Nothing really. Relax Ril."
“Banget. Rich calm down here.”
“Ehm. Can I speak?”
“By the way Ril.”
“Liat to sea!"
“hm?”
“Liat to sea!”
“Why?”
“Trust me no if suppose the wind on the beach that calms the mind.”
“Trustful dong. I used to look for calm on the seafront like this.”
“Only one thing I want to say, to me, you are a great woman, strong, tough. That defense. Never be afraid of just one thing. Do not be afraid to start something you want but never want to get hurt with the same thing. I believe you can.”
“Thanks.” He said with a smile.
Ariel turned to look towards mama with aunt Wulan, their distance was very far. Even to see them may not be able to know each other. Because the distance between them is too far. Ariel saw Uslin look like he was still very sad. Still very late with heartache in his past.
“Sini, wake up!”
“Ngapain?” In a low and sad voice Uslin asked.
“Hug. Calm yourself. Whenever you need a backrest. This shoulder and chest stay for you." Said while embracing Uslin and leaning his head over the chest of his field. Hugged Uslin very tightly. Uslin actually did not want to cuddle in front of the crowd. But Ariel who spontaneously embraced him he could not resist. Uslin tries to return Ariel's embrace for the second. It really made Uslin calm and very comfortable.
Uslin was crying. But his fortitude was really strong and firm. He tried hard to calm down and relax.
People around see them. But Ariel is very relaxed by enjoying the comfort of holding her little girl's head in her arms. It really feels like you are in real love.
“Ril. Thanks a lot dad. You want to hear me. Sorry if maybe my story is not good.”
“Daddy. To me you are important.”
From the moment of their embrace a few minutes passed. Ariel's chest was very relaxed. Slowly her chest was really not in the safe zone. The longer his heart rate goes faster. Like he was really tired of being chased by enemies. Ariel slowly took off her embrace. Because Ariel was afraid to be discovered that her chest could not hold the crack.
“How is it quiet?”
“Daddy. Thanks well.” Looking at him with grateful eyes.
“Sama-sama.”
Uslin nodded.
“We go there yuk.”
“Nevent gone. I'm here aja.”
After they talked. Ardila and Aunt Wulan are back.
“Hm. Good well the air?”
“Wah. Very nice darling.”
“Rome yuk...” Take Ardila. Everyone nodded and went to the car. Ariel did not take off her grip on Uslin's hand until the car arrived. Ariel opens the car door for Uslin to enter and for his mother and aunt.
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