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Episode 44# Bad Thoughts Alea

Until Andra slept at 1pm, Alea did not get a single message from her husband. Alea sighed in disappointment.

Alea hesitated to open her husband's chat app. He was scared to find a chat that was crazier than before.

With all of Alea's heart reopened it. To ensure yourself in making the next decision.

And sure enough, there's been a lot of chat from the same name. Alea went through some chats that she thought were very sensitive.

Typo though!

^^^Haduh, what is thursday? lost my concentration by typo mulu😂^^^

Maybe beside you there is an angel of heaven, then you can lose concentration.

^^^If the angel of heaven does not make my concentration disappear.^^^

^^^ What makes my concentration go away is when I have found my lost angel.^^^

^^^But it turned out that when it was found I was unable to reach it.^^^

^^^ He flew too high and far.^^^

^^^ So that my fragile hand is not able to reach it.^^^

Jiiaahh 🥰😍 even though if the intention is really easy!

tell me there is no love for me! I remember when you kissed my hand at Yeni's house.

So far I still have love for you. I remember that time too. My heart feels like it wants to jump 🤭.^^^

^^^But what do I want in the word, I have invited people's children. I got a baby from him.^^^

^^^If only it was single, it must be direct gas! 😉^^^

Excuses!

^^^Totally!^^^

If we had met while you were still dating your wife, would you have continued with her, or sent her off and returned to me?

^^^I asked him to be my girlfriend at the time. It hurts so much for him if I decide. Too selfish, right?^^^

Stop, Dhan. Don't talk about it anymore. Make me regret why I had to part ways like that.

Whatever your answer, I'm sure that at any time you won't leave your angel for me. 😔

^^^Sorry . . . 😕🥲^^

Had lunch?

^^^Usses time, same as Leon and Weni.^^^

I'm jealous of your secretary Weni. He can be the same you keep huh?

^^^ It is his duty to follow wherever I go.^^^

Dhan, video call yuk! just stop!

^^^Ok!^^^

The second number is also connected in a video call.

"It turns out they were video calls! She even knew Weni was Mas Ardhan's secretary." Alea Lirih.

Alea's mind went nowhere. He doubted Ardhan's loyalty.

"I've been afraid that one day the treasures and thrones that Ardhan has will make him interested in the wild women out there who are prettier and younger than me.

But it turns out my guess was wrong. He is interested in his past. She's six years older than me!"

Alea muttered softly, as tears just dripped down.

"I have wrongly underestimated Ardhan's past. It turns out that he never forgot his past!"

"Hiks!"

Alea's tears grew increasingly violent, flooding his white cheeks. Tissue sheets were scattered around him. He tried to suppress his voice. In order not to be heard by Andra who slept in her bed.

"Dad, I'm sorry Alea, if Mas Ardhan ends our marriage, you must be ashamed of your neighbors. Hicks!" alea's cries sounded very heart-wrenching.

"Otherwise Alea's unemployed Well, Mom. What money Alea sent you. All this time it was Mas Ardhan who met your needs."

"Although Alea worked, what jobs could IRT graduates of SMK like Alea do. Hiks hyks!"

Alea put down her phone. Both of his hands wiped tears as if they could not stop. His heart was falling - deep.

Alea turned to her son who seemed to be sleeping very soundly. Alea got out of bed. Instead of sitting on Andra's bed forging by lowering the fence. Alea gently rubbed the top of Andra's head.

Alea asked inwardly with tears continuously dripping down.

If you follow Mama, you will live in simplicity. Mama has nothing in this world but you. Mama wasn't sure Kung and Uti would accept us.

"Hiks!"

Alea's cry broke out considering her vacillating life.

Alea stared at their wedding picture frame which was printed quite large on the wall of the room.

I thought, after getting married my life would be happy forever. Considering that Ardhan was never seen in contact with any woman before me. But I lost to her past.

Alea wiped away her tears, silent for a moment. Then suddenly the corner of his lips lifted up softly and sincerely.

From here I know, if mas Ardhan can love someone sincerely. It was just a situation that made them part.

It was only fitting that she had never been seen dating even though she was very easy to blend in. Maybe he's been waiting for his past.

And me?

I screwed up everything.

Alea wiped away her tears. Drying tears that seem reluctant to stop.

Alea stood up, normalizing herself in front of the cupboard mirror. Make sure his face looks normal.

But when looking at the photo of the two while they play on the beach during courtship. The tears came back.

Maybe it'll all be over. But I have to find a way. So that my parents do not know about my current fate. I don't want them to be disappointed and ashamed that their son is divorced from her husband. Moreover, they are proud to have a son-in-law of a Manager in a large company.

Alea gently rubbed the 4R photo. Where in the photo Alea is in Ardhan's arms.

Suddenly Alea's head felt throbbing. A day of crying seemed to make him tired and dizzy.

Alea finally chose to lay her body on the bed and closed her eyes.

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At 5 pm, Ardhan's car arrived in front of the fence. And this time Nur opened the fence. Ardhan also felt strange, because usually Alea must have prepared to welcome whenever he came.

"Where is Nur's wife?"

"Mrs Alea in the room, sir. He said a little dizzy!" nur replied after closing the fence back.

"Dizziness?" ask Ardhan.

"Yes, Sir!" answer Nur.

Ardhan rushed into the house and approached the door of his room. Andra opened the door from the inside.

"Father!" yelled Andra to see Ardhan coming home.

"Hello hotshot!" greet Ardhan while lifting up the small body. "Where's mom?"

"Babylon!" answer Andra.

Ardhan carried Andra in his arms and opened the door slowly. Ardhan approached the bed and sat down beside his covered wife and closed his eyes. Ardhan placed his hand on Alea's forehead. And it feels pretty warm.

"Ma, have you taken your medicine?" tanya Ardhan rubbed his wife's head.

Alea closed her eyes. She knew Ardhan had come home, but she refused to open the gate and chose to close her eyes and not care about her husband who looked so considerate at this time. All day he sent no messages to his wife.

No need to pretend to pay attention. You don't remember me all day.

Alea said in his heart.

"Maa?" call Ardhan, but Alea doesn't budge.

"Mama sleep!" andra whispered to his papa's ear.

"Andra's? Andra play outside first, son?" ardhan said to Andra.

"Ok Papa!"

Andra walked out of their room, and closed the door again. Leaving his parents who seemed still in their very small.

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